I was close to devastated when it happens to both of us. It was a lucky thing that I could still keep myself composed and think rationally enough. Yes, I have embarrassed you, but trust me, I could have done worse. It would be a waste to let it all go down the drain. After the commitment and passion we've both devoted to each other, I daresay it is all just a joke. To think that we would have to go our own ways separately is just too not real for me. You still lurve me, and I still lurve you. I cant make you forget what I've done to you, but I'll sure make you remember how much I lurve you.

Went to school just now for another HK trip meeting. We are suppose to plan out somethings that we are going to do, and now I kinda thing we really need to work. I dont like the idea of all these dances thing, but if it works out it'll be okey I think. We still have to go back to school for quite a number of times to get it going. I hope its gonna work out alright. I'm going to make my passport tomorrow, and I hope I will not have to wait. Sheesh.

I am bored sitting at home. I still have alot of revision to do, and I sure am going to do a movie marathon. Haha! I wanna watch this recent Will Smith's movie, but its spoilt. No wonder, its pirated larh seh. Sshh..

Okey herre are the links to the quizzes previously. This is especially for dear HamHam.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
From there are the next quizzes. You can get addicted.

Labels: Sandaran Hatiku

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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The Real You

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis: You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

(I dont really believe I could ever be someone famous.)

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The Bottom Line
Let your eyes and body language do all your talking -- be a bit more flirtatious!

In Detail
Let your eyes and body language do all your talking today. A lot can be communicated with an arched eyebrow, nod of the head or clap of the hands -- and often what they say has a lot more impact than anything you could think to say verbally. This does not just apply to a romantic flirtation. Even in business meetings or other professional environments, you should try to say things with as few words as possible. Today, nonverbal communication is the best way to get your point across.

The holidays have actually started, and instead of feeling happy I'm not feeling that great at all. Firstly its because of my damn shocking results and secondly because I just felt that way. I guess I have a limit to as how much I can handle problems. It is challenging I admit, and life would be dreadful without those problems and I accept everything that happened. But right now, I myself dont know what I wanted. My moodswings seems to be more out of control than usual. And it is actually in control most of the time; I did not get too carried away with anything that much. Its like, I wanted something badly and would cry like I dunno what but when I have it, I would not want it anymore. Hell, its gonna cost me alot of trouble. But I just dont know what am I suppose to do. I thought it would take much more than this disappointment to really get me down, but I'm wrong. Because right now I felt much worse than I've ever felt for a long period of time. Someone help me please. I need myself back, for the sake of everyone around me.

As expected, I'm going Hongkong from the 19th to the 30th of November. 12 days. Haha! To all my darlings and darlaz dont miss me please. There will be alot of work to be done before us departing there, and my group have actually chosen to do some ethnic stuffs. It will be great fun. And I'm so preparing to shop and everything. Meet Eric, if I get a chance to do so. But there is a problem. I still couldnt get my passport done; and at the rate I'm in, I dont think I'm going.

Hubby just called me, he said he wanna meet me near my place. Haha! It has been such a looooonnnngggg time since we lepak together at my place. There are reasons of course. He only wanted to come here because he wanted to charge his PSP. Sheesh! I knew it. Oh I hate that PSP of his. Its like my madu or something. GRR! He would hardly let me touch it, let alone borrow it. He loves that thing much more than me I think. HMPH!!

The past few days with darling friends are wonderful. They manage to make me laugh as usual. We cam-whored for the past few days. So pictures will be up once its uploaded. Yesterday was darn farny larh seh. We played the all legendary Truth or Dare, and I managed to think of ridiculous dares for those who are dared. Let's see.. Hafiz was dared to kiss GG on the cheeks, GG was dared to do a chair-dance, HamHam was dared to dance too but she did not want to do it so we changed it to sing her all-time favourite song and Syirah was dared to do a catwalk. GG's dare was the most farniest larh seh. He did it so darn nicely, let's just say luckily my iman is strong. Hehe! HamHam practically took the whole of the time to gather her courage. Haha! She could be a good singer I think, if she minus out her malu feeling. Other than that, everything was boring.

Sharifah msg me yesterday and she actually swapped Econs for Geog. So I guess I have her together with me for next year. We would be taking exactly the same subjects. It would be hard for the both of us but it is nice to have a chance again. And to all my promoted friends, salutes to all of you. Do your best and dont be in my position when you go thru this promotion period next year because it sucks. If you were to say I'm strong and I broke down so badly, I wouldnt want any of you to go thru what I went thru. Lurve korang sangat2! Muackies!!

Labels: staying strong.

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Zati Alyani Binte Rosli
Birthday: 1st of June 1990
Current Status: Attached to my darling Hubby. Swit Lurve!
Eye Colour: Black I guess.
Hair Colour: Black/brown.

Layer 2: On the inside
My Heritage: Pure Malay
My Fear: I fear my own fear, which is fear. Get it?
My Weaknesses: My temperamental moments
My Perfect Pizza: Lotsa cheese and less of the bell peppers and pineapples.

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: Its differs on different days.
My Bedtime: Erm. I'm an early sleeper.
My Most Missed Memories: With my late mama. I always lurve you mama!

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Neither. No gassy drinks for me.
Mc Donald or Burger King: McDonald always.
Single or Group Dates: Hmm. Both are fine.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Duh!
Cappucino or Coffee: Neither. No caffeine for me either.

Layer 5: Do you
Smoke: Used to.
Curse: Yeah, especially is someone else deserves it.
Take Shower: Of course!
Have a Crush: Lotsa times. I've lost track.
Go to School: Couldnt imagine myself doing something else.
Believe in Yourself: Yeah, no one else would if you dont believe in yourself.
Think you're a Health Freak: No, I live both healthily and unhealthily as and whenever I feel like it.

Layer 6: In the Past
Drink Alcohol: No! Dont ever want to.
Gone to the Mall: Yeah. DUH!
Dyed my Hair: No. Thinking of highlighting it green tho.

Layer 7: Have you ever
Played a Stripping Game: WTH. No.
Change Who You Were To Fit In: No. Never.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: Yeah..

Layer 9: In a Partner
Best Eye Colour: Brown. I think. Or green.
Best Hair Colour: The best that suits him.
Long or Short Hair: Hmm, a little of both.

Layer 10: What were you doing
A min ago: Doing this thing.
An hour ago: On the phone with darling Hubby.
A month ago: Slugging for promos, which I didnt do well.
A year ago: Slugging for O levels, which I did relatively well.

Layer 11: Finish The Sentence
I Love: My family, my friends and my darling Hubby! Lurve korang sangat2! Muackies!!
I Miss: My Mama.
I Hide: My ugly home specs whenever someone comes over.
I Need: My dose of ice lemon tea and a new life with the old friends and family and Hubby.

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
Munawarah.
Aini.
Mannan.
Hidayah.
Huda.

The Bottom Line
A friend offers some advice that you should listen to -- even if you don't want to.

In Detail
The friendships you have been enjoying the most in your life lately are the same friendships that are going to take you further in your life in the future. These people are your connection to new opportunities and have lots of good advice (that you should listen to!). Another thing you should listen to is that little voice inside your head that is telling you to review your budget and watch what you are spending. There's no need to worry, you just need to assess your accounts.

I got my promotion status just now. Well, I failed this time around. I just did not do well enough and there is definitely no point in being too sad about it. I was just plain disappointed. For once, I've failed my dad and my family. I knew he wouldnt say much and would always behind me supporting me in whatever I do, but still I dont ever want him to feel this kind of disappointment. This is so not something that I normally do. I want to prove myself wrong and do better the next time wrong. It is a lucky thing that I got a 2nd chance, only that I did not get the better part of the second chance. It sucks big time being in my position, but I'll just do better than ever if I choose to remain. Haiz. I got my great friends standing behind me waiting for me while I acted like shit crying and everything else. They were so patient, and they really deserve to move on. Congrats! I could look up to them and hell, now I got more reasons to pester them to teach me. Hahakz. They will always be my friends, and I hope I'm still theirs forever. From the horoscope above, I already knew the answer. And I want all of you to know that I will be with you guys until the end of time. I promise.

Hubby as usual managed to sober me down, and even got me laughing in no time. Lurve you sangat2 sayang! In those little words that I said to him, he managed to understand perfectly and did not rub the salt in. I know now that he will be here for me always, guiding me when I'm lost and holding my hands when I fall. Thanks sayang.

Labels: A dedication to all my loved ones.

Sorry for not updating yeah? Haha. Was feeling so lazy to type. Anyways, today my family and I are expecting visitors, and people are coming non-stop. At last I've got this moment to myself while awaiting for yet another group of visitors. I'm still waiting for my friends to come over. Hahakz. Actually, I think they didnt know I've used another temporary number.

Went to school yesterday with HamHam for the Hong Kong trip interview. Sheesh. It totally feels weird to wear a school uniform on a Saturday. The last time I did that was when I was in secondary school, going for band practice. It was fine actually. Had brunch with HamHam after that and straightaway met my family for jalan raya. I was totally not in the mood because I just did not feel right you know, not preparing myself in the convenience of my room. I changed at Wak Asiah's house and we went back home late at night. I was bummed of course. I felt so lethargic and my feet aches like mad.

On Friday, fellow classmates Mira, Ria, Aini, GG, Syirah and Yaya had a day out. As usual, people are late and I was more than frustrated having to wait for them for nearly 1 hour. We shopped at Bugis Street and most of us bought something. It is heavenly when you had money in your pockets huh? Haha. So we headed to Haji Lane for more window-shopping because the things there are priced so incredibly unbelievable. Sheesh. I could have worked like mad to just buy a sling bag. BLEAH! Then we proceeded to Marine Parade to play pool. Haah! It was fun as usual. Amirah proved us wrong by being the champion on that day. It was great uh looking at GG when he was defeated. Hahakz. Yaya's first time was well, so sopan. Hehe. She hit the ball so gently, easily said. Then we went home. I hope we are going to go for another outing soon. WEE~~ Lurve korang sangat2!

Tomorrow, we will get our papers. I am so not looking forward to it larh ehh. While waiting for this to happen, everything and everyone is like on suspense. I would have cried I think if I just could not have make it. It wont be the end of the world, but still it is a disappointment. Then on Tuesday we would get our promotions result. I sure hope I and my friends would get promoted. *crossing fingers tightly*

Oh yeah to whoever is spamming me, here is a nice piece of advice from me. Forget it. Whatever your reasons are, I dont give a fucking care and you better stop it. It only hurts your darn ego for not being able to let me know who the hell you are. Haah! It doesnt affect me one bit, so bring your shitty self somewhere you belong and flush yourself down the drain.

Labels: open your bloody ideas.

Your Nail Polish Color is Pink

How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend"

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 83%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Very High You go beyond being a "people person." Connecting with people is the most important thing in your life.You're empathetic, friendly, and outgoing. You are the kind of friend people dream of having.Your interpersonal intelligence is a gift. And you use it well.

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one. But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by. You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you. That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.Your caring personality really shines through.Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

You Are 90% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

I just finished watching Rahsia Perkahwinan. The ending is such a bitch seh. It is totally unexpected larh. But whatever, Dian wouldnt have lasted the marriage because the husband is fated to go away sooner or later.

School was a complete was of time today. Except that I get to spend time with my friends, the rest was just redundant. I think I made them suffer by listening to me lamenting my problems for more than an hour. But I really appreciate their patience for lending me their ears. At least, I felt better now after letting everything out. I only go to school because there is gonna be a talk for FAS students. Turns out we got a chance to go for an overseas cip trip, either to Shanghai or Vietnam. And the Hong Kong Exchange Programme interview is gonna be held this Saturday at school. Haiz.. And I still havent make my passport yet. ARGH!!

My hottstuff passed the classroom when I was having Sastera lesson. WEE~~ Haha! Yesterday was much more heavenly actually. Thanks to GG, he sat directly in front of me in the bus and ate at KFC. Haha! I captured his photo, but I totally forgot that my phone will produce a sound on every picture taken. And of course he knew! Sheesh. I think by now most of his friends would have known about me going clumsy all over him. But I dont deny; I melt at the sight of him!

I accompanied Hubby after school just now to the polyclinic to change his dressing. We were there for practically 2 hours I think. He did not allow me to enter when he met the doctor, but he took a picture of his toe. It was definitely a scary sight. I was shocked uh when he showed that to me. No wonder he kept on limping. Poor darling.. I lurve you Hubby. Muackies!!

Labels: MMOB

The Bottom Line
Give that big talker the benefit of the doubt. Hold on to your suspicions for now.

In Detail
People do not always practice what they preach, and it might seem like someone has an ulterior motive when they make a huge effort to help others today. Their zeal might not make any sense to you right now, but that doesn't necessarily mean that anything fishy is going on. Give them the benefit of the doubt. Hold on to your suspicions for now and wait at least until the afternoon to sound any alarm bells. Being a tattle tale isn't really your style, anyway.

I finally went to school today. I missed my darling friends truckloads larh. Everyone would be crazy and fun. School just doesnt feel complete without the laughters and jokes. Lurve korang sangat2 larh ehh! Anyways, results were not out yet. But the teachers have a definite disappointed look in their eyes. Especially Mr Wong. Haiz. I would feel very bad if I did very badly for his paper. I am nearly convinced now that I would not be promoted; let alone promoted. I really ponder again, whether I'm right in picking MI as one of my choices. Well, all I could proudly say is that I've tried my bestest. And there is never a loss in making loads of wonderfully awesome friends.

Talking about friends, this biatch in my neighbouring class is being so unreasonable in my sweet opinion. I had the great opportunity to bitch about her early in the morning. Haa! Well hunn, I guess you are just full of plain, pure jealousy. What the hell? Guess is only suited on you. Why dont you fuck off? You and your little friend dont even have any sense of fashion. Goodness, take a look at your fugly hairstyle. You are just a pair of conceited wannabes, who dont even have the guts to look at me or my friends in the eye whenever you passed by us. We might not have the most perfect brains on earth, but we have something that matters a million times more than anything, and that is our attitude. You just plainly suck big time. I dont need pretenders anywhere around me. And I definitely dont need you. Oh in case you dont know that I dont like you, well I loathe you. I promise you, just now I snubbed you directly behind your ugly self, the next time would be directly in front of you. Stop being that something we dearly hate. If you dont know what it is, come to us and we would explain carefully to you, in detail if needed.

I'm going to have a hard time organising some affairs. I demand the cooperations from all parties please. If just in case you dont like the way I do some things, prove to me that you can do a better job that will please everybody. To be fair to one person, I have to be unfair to the rest of the majority and I dont think why I should do that. Oh yeah, tell me anything straight off my face please. I dont bark, I might just bite if I think it takes you alot to understand my situation.

Poor Hubby.. He hurt his big toe. I hope its gonna get better soon, and I lurve you loads. I dunno why, but I keep making you angry. Actually I know why larh. But sometimes its just a lil too difficult to control myself. And I know too well saying sorry wont help. But whatever it is, it doesnt make me small saying it. I'm sorry Hubby.. I'll call you once I think you've cooled off. I know you will read my blog and there is no way you are ever gonna say I dont love you, because I do. There would be more than countable times on me typing that. And that is minus whenever I said it. I lurve you sangat2. Muackies!!

Labels: saying what I think

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The Bottom Line
You and the shopping mall are definitely not going to be a very healthy match today.

In Detail
You and the shopping mall are not going to be a very healthy match today. From impractical shoes to high caloric sugar snacks, there are too many things calling your name that you don't need in your life right now. You are at a very suggestible phase, and could fall under the spell of something shiny and new that will only drain your bank account and leave you feeling silly. Check through your DVD collection and keep yourself distracted watching something you've already paid for.

Today is the end of the holy month, Ramadhan. Well, I was feeling a little sad because I know today would be the last day I can feel my Mama's presence. I know she will always be watching my every move, but it just makes a difference between physically there and not.

There is the usual rush of cleaning the house and last minute baking and my most favourite part, the cooking of all the lauks. Wee~ I am now actually baking some kuih lapis orders in between updating this blog of mine. Haha! I so cant wait for tomorrow. I'll get to meet all my relatives again.

Yesterday went out with dear Hubby at last. We went out the moment he reached home I think. We catch a movie, Balls of Fury, before going retail at IMM and then Century Square. He managed to buy a shoe for himself after convincing him that it look nice on him. It really does okey dear? Then when we walked around he saw other shoes and he nearly regretted buying those shoes. Haha. So we headed to Century Square to buy my shoes, and hey, I got 2 shoes now. Wee~ We break our fast at Burger King and we got free Oreos. Come to think of it, I left mine in his shopping bag. Boohoo! Then he sent me home. It was a really great day spending time with him. I really missed him so much. Lurve you sangat2 Hubby! Muackies!!

Maaf zahir batin to all my friends. Knowing myself very well, I could have hurt any of you knowingly or unknowingly. I hope you could forgive me for all the wrong things that I have done. Jangan lupa datang rumah tau. Camat Hari Raya!!

Labels: Happy Raya-ing.

The Bottom Line
Big, complicated plans will be simplified under your intellectual gaze today.

In Detail
Complicated plans will be simplified under your intellectual gaze today. You have an uncanny ability to cut right through all the noise and get to the real heart of any matter. All the recent dramas in your social circle are coming from the same root cause, and you should dig down to get to the bottom of it. Keeping the peace is not your job per se, but a little bit of effort on your part can make everyone happier and make your life much easier.

It was a very tiring day at school yesterday. Imagine doing gambling in the better half of the morning, and the rest spent playing chug ball or whatever it is spelled in the bitter half of the morning. Gambling was fine I think. You really get the adrenaline rushing when you win big. Haha! It just keeps you going. I guess that is how gamblers play. Then we had a break before doing the chug ball thingy. My class with 2 other Business stream classes get to play that because we are the top 3 classes for Nafa. Can you believe it? Haha! I guess I wasnt allowed to do Nafa was the reason why our class managed to cling that position. If not I think I will bring the whole percentage down. BLUEK! So had a clear view of hottstuff sitting down with his friends. Was excited larh. DUH! Havent seen him for like days okey. It was stiffling hot when we proceed to the basketball court for the chug ball game. Lucky us girls we got a great guy from the national team to guide us. But the game is a little boring I think. No interception. Some of us keep forgetting that and we would always intercept. All those little rules have to be followed strictly and if not change of ball. Whatever. But after playing for a little while with a smaller group it was fun I think. That would be one of the sports that I think I like. Hehe!

So the day ended and I and HamHam took 178 home. I practically slept the whole journey back because I was feeling so beaten. And oh my! There is this guy called Ahmad in our school. He liked to wear make-up and then on that particular day, somehow there are no make-ups on him at all. So me and my big mouth went like, "Ehh he looked like a guy today." It was pretty loud enough for him to hear. He turned and I was like OH NO!! But he smiled. Lucky me. But I dont wish for him to know that I think he looks like a girl or something you know. I was so embarrassed.

Reached home and prepared myself to meet HamHam for the job interview. She was really tired because as usual she participated actively in the chug ball thingy. She keeps on saying she wanted a drink and could drink up bottles at one time. So we went to the Taka and had our interview there. I think we are gonna be called at Causeway Point. WEE~ At least it is near to my place. So after that we went retail for a short while before heading to Novena. We break our fast at LJS. HamHam really finished the large Coke drink. Haha! So we had our crispy waffle at last. But we were too full and went to do get our nails done.

The stoopid manicurist at this shop #03-01 really spoilt my mood. Stoopid inexperienced fella. She totally did not know how to do nails and totally messed up nails uh. She didnt paint properly and I was really angry that I shook trying to control myself. And the rest of the workers there thought I din choose the right colour. Well hello I do know what colour fits me best, having working as a nail technician once. I totally lived with all those colours and it is so definitely not the colours fault. UGH! Dont ever go to that shop. It sucks big time. At least that stoopid manicurist. Darn fella.

So we went home after that. I was really tired and could only watch Rahsia Perkahwinan for a while before retiring to bed. ZzZz.

Hubby I really missed you like crazy. I missed your hug especially. Cant wait for you to go home so we can meet at last. Lurve you sangat2. Muackies!!

Okey I had to do this. I was tagged by darling Fafalove. So herre it goes.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - Fafalove!!
2. (your relationship with her is) - moi classmate in skewl.
3. (5 impressions you have of her) - sweet; caring; bubbly; easy-going; friendly sangat2.
4. (the most memorable thing she has done for you) - erm. dunno ehh.
5. (the most memorable words she have said to you)- hello. awak. kita suka awak. awak bestlah[:
6. (if she becomes your lover, you will) - hug, kiss and dance with her.
7. (if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be) - the way she looks at me. sometimes i get scared. teehee.
8. (if she becomes your enemy, you will) - cry out loud because I've a lost a great friend.
9. (if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - she is TOO much. which she isnt. wee~
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for her now is) - be there for her whenever she needs me.
11. (your overall impression of her is) - she is a great girlfriend!
12. (how you think people around you will think about you) - erm.. bossy.. arrogant.. fierce..
13. (the characteristics you love about yourself are) - i love myself! to pieces!
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself) - can I say my eyesight...?
15. (the most ideal person you want to be) - I've got her. MOISELF.
16. (the people that care and like you, say something to them) - I care and like and love you too! Muackies!
17. (pass this quiz to 7 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) - everyone in moi link. teehee.

Yesterday and today was spent baking. One of the only things that I daresay I'm actually good at. Wee~ It just took a lil bit of passion and love I think. I'm still not done with everything actually and there are still loads to do with the house. Spring-cleaning is SO not looked forward too. I hate cleaning. It makes my nose all itchy and tingling and I will keep sneezing and sneezing until my nose feels like it is coming off. UGH! But I like the after-it. My house looks and feels brand new. I Loike!

Got school tomorrow. I think the results are coming out too. Omg. I'm feeling so nervous about it. Plus not feeling good about it at all. I dearly wish tomorrow is not coming at all. But I'm so looking forward to meet all my friends! WEE! I missed them so much. It has been days since I laughed with them.

Oh for your info hunn, I got loads of friends. Who cared tons about me. No matter how bitchy I can get. I can only recall you having 2, the most, friends? Tough luck darling. And you dont need publicising. You are just looking forward to all these cheap advertisements about your slutty self. I guess it boosts your confidence up. Oh well. I cant blame a piece of shit like you for having that kinda luck.

I so wanna get new shoes. I think I'm going shopping tomorrow. Wee~ Had a job interview with Mira again after skewl. I wanna do some henna too. I saw it at Geylang Bazaar. And I wanna get my manicure and pedicure done too. Wanna look my best for my family and relatives and friends this Raya.

Cant wait to celebrate this Raya with Hubby. It will be more meaningful for the both of us because we missed each other like megatonnes. Even though he might not be able to spend much time with me I will endure and appreciate everything that he has done just for me. I lurve you sangat2 Hubby. Muackies!!

Dear Mama. I know you are still looking down at me. I want you to know that I still lurve you, and never has a day passed when I did not remember you. You will always be my strength and my reason to move on. I still miss you Mama. I cant wait to be with you again. I will never forget the feel of your lips on my cheeks when you kissed me goodnight. I will never forget the way you put your hands around me for comfort and safety whenever I needed you. I will never forget the aroma of your ever-delicious cooking. I miss you so much. Your dearest daughter.

Labels: A dedication to all my loved ones.

To that only special boyfriend in my life.
I need you damnit. The last thing I needed right now is you being far away from me. I need your guidance, not your impatience. I need your love, not your words of anger. I dont need anyone to tell me how stupid my actions are right now that caused me something valuable. I just need you to be physically there for me. Is that too much to ask for? Because you are disappointing me.

Life has been challenging this past few days. I wont say it has been too much but it really is much more than whatever that I have tasted, say, a few months back. Things have been happening non-stop and I'm sure I'll be ecstastic once I've managed to go through this phase and come out alive and feeling better than over. I believe there are reasons as to why reasons occur; and I'm never going to question why because I know there will never be an answer.

Anyways, small orders for kuih raya is still going on. But dont burden me too much my dears. =)

And oh yeah. Everyone is invited to my place for Hari Raya okey? As the word goes, a visitor is an angel in disguise. Teehee.

I am bored again actually. Please gimme some reason to live the days through. Erm. At least gimme something to look forward to after Raya. Okey? Something like the CHALET! We need more detailed plannings actually. So yeah. Anyone with ideas please come forward. Thank you.

Labels: Style. It is time everyone have a lil bit of that.

Your personality is as friendly and appealing as strawberry ice cream (especially the kind with chunky bits of real fruit). You've got a slightly sarcastic sense of humor, and you rarely stress out or take things too seriously. You are cute and sweet, but with a mischievous side. You are a bit of a troublemaker, but only because you're determined to avoid a plain vanilla life.


When you dress up for big events, you find the perfect balance of sexiness and timeless beauty. You're fashionable, but you also know what styles look good on you, and that matters more to you than following the trends. Like Scarlett Johansson, you'd rather resemble a classic Hollywood star than try something trendy. You'll have photos from this event for the rest of your life, and you don't want to roll your eyes every time you look at them!

Okey I'm bored. So the above quizzes are courtest I got from HamHam's blog. Wee~ Anyways it was a great time doing nonsense.

Practically slacked myself thru this one fine day. Hmm. Went Geylang Bazaar with parents and sis. Bought some stuffs. Wanna get something else actually. Easily said the place was sardine-packed. Phew. It took us ages to get from one spot to the other. Wrong timing I guess. Bluek!

It is incredibly awesome. Being able to slack at home the whole of the day today, having a movie a marathon. Wee~ I managed to catch up on the new dvds my dad bought. It was great laughing at those silly actions. Haha! Wild Hogs shouldnt be missed my dear friends.



Anyways, there is this one and only Barbie Bitch whom did something that I totally hate. Such a kitty-copier. You are so not my duplicate nor my equal half. So shut your hole about that someone. Maybe its you who should get ur facts right. You could only be an online bitch. You can do nothing better. How about having a confrontation? I guess you can keep quiet hearing someone talking truths about you, whom to your sweet opinion are just a bunch of lies. Grow up Barbie Bitch. Oh talking about bitch, why dont you try harder?

Anyways, it is my darling twin sista's bdae today. Sorry for not spending the day with you. I guess you wanna spend time with your guy. All the best in your life, strive for what you wanna achieve. I'll be behind you as always. You know you can come to me if you face any probs. Once again, Happy 17th bdae. Take care sis. Swit Lurve. Lurve ya always!

I got a msg from Hubby just now. He is complaining about him getting very dark. He said he is gonna look like a Bangla for Hari Raya. Haha! No my dear. You're always good-looking. Cant wait to celebrate our first Raya together. Lurve you sangat2. Muackies!

Labels: Happy Bdae Dearest Sista.

Today is my last paper of JC1 promos exam. Phew! It was a total relieve, a total burden-lifter. I was as usual feeling under-prepared and was feeling just a little less than normal. But the paper turned out quite finely and I hope I get good grades for it. But there is still the impending doom; results. Oh gosh I really hope I can make it. *cross my fingers tightly*

After that we went bowling at CSC. Haha! It was great fun and as usual I suck big time at it. I enjoyed myself to the max. But I did really badly. Like I got like eight-time zeros or something in one game. Haah! But whatever okey. Plus there is this cute incident involving Handry. Haha! He fell on his butt. While throwing the bowling ball. It was the funniest scene I've ever seen in a bowling centre so as usual I was laughing my ass off. Haha! I swear I would forever remind of you of that lil episode Handry. And oh yeah. We got a natural talent among us. Imagine someone who has never played before managed to get one of the top scores. And our celebrated talent is none other than Siti Fathona. So much for not knowing how to play. HMPH! So after 2 games we round everything up and went back home. I was dead tired and could only think about sleep. But until now I couldnt sleep. I guess I'm used to late nights.

Missing Hubby like so super badly. I managed to talk to him just now. In the morn. Wee~ This has been the most longest period of time that we did not meet. You're my only lurve, and no others okey? Take care dearest. Muackies!

Okey2 so to all of my close friends at MI. We will be holding a chalet somewhere in November so I hope most you could make it. We would be staying overnight of course. But based on my experience earlier, not everyone would get to go, especially those whom I, lets put it nicely, hate. Okey? Details would be passed around soon, so I hope you people could make the necessary procedures. I hope this time would be a more enjoyable outing together. Lurve all of ya my friends!

Labels: random-ness.

The Bottom Line
You will make plenty of connections today, and meet many challenging people.

In Detail
You will be making plenty of connections today, and each of them could plant a seed in your life. There is strong potential for a new career opportunity, although it may take weeks if not months to come together. The apple of your eye is going to get a lot friendlier, too, but it might not be for the reason you think. It's important to let your outgoing nature guide you today, because it knows who you need to meet most -- and will make sure you're introduced.

Geog paper was definitely a killer just now. What I had confidently wrote down was actually, well, crap. GRR. And and and. Guess what? Mr Saw happily gave away the answer scheme. Right after the paper.I was definitely speechless. I was evidently afraid to look at the answer scheme when I heard the rest of them groan about the answers. Sheesh. That will be the end of another of my H2 subject. The next paper would be on Thursday. It would be much better said that it is my last paper. Haha! Pray for me everyone, that I would be able to secure a pass in my last important subject.

Tomorrow is gonna be a fun day. Wee~ Going out with my friends is forever fun. HamHam, Hafiz Y, Handry and me would be going for the job interview first before meeting the rest at Geylang. WHOOPS! I'm so gonna go shopping tomorrow I think. Haha!

Hubby is again at the jungle. Sheesh. This time for 10 days. I'm already missing him like madness. Hope he is going to be fine. I lurve you sangat2. Muackies!

Anyways. Maybe it has been some time since the last time I ever really state my stand, my like, dislikes, etc. Let me remind everyone that I loathe copy-kitties. Style is the dress of thoughts. To that certain someone who might have forgotten, I dun wanna anyone to mistake you for me. It is a total embarassement for me. So before I start saying something that will make you feel displeasured, you better change your ways. This would be the last time I'm gonna make it discreet. In other words, the next time I'm gonna mention about you, it will be your name.

Labels: Style. It is time everyone have a lil bit of that..