it is a shame I am your lover
PRINCESSzati♥i'm not your average girl-next-door. i'm the one your parents would be proud of. i adore the limelight i'm in right now, and i'll swing on any rainbows. i love my twin sista and my mr bestfriend to the core. i wake up on the wrong side of bed on certain days; pardon me. i think with my heart and listen only to my heartbeat. ooooohhh, i'm 18 until the next 01/06. and did i mention i like green?
Saturday, May 31, 2008,
11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i'm 18!!
woohoo!
celebrations!!
Labels: birthday 2008.
11:55 PM
5 more minutes.
5 more minutes.
ticking away.
closer to 18.
more responsibilities.
my 1 year with him.
Labels: birthday 2008.
11:49 PM
10 minutes.
10 more minutes.
tick tock tick tock tick tock.
wonder how it feels to be 18.
ecstatic.
driving license.
Labels: birthday 2008.
Friday, May 30, 2008,
1:33 PM
it really was you.
obviously i wanted to upload more pictures than only this pathetic one, but i'm an IT-idiot. so dont blame me yeahh. the pictures somehow refuses to be uploaded. so yeahh.
oooohhhh. and yesterday. i had typed this one pretty long post about the last few days, and suddenly, PFFT! its gone. its super like magic larh. dont ask me why, i wont be able to answer your million dollar question. so today i decided to try my luck to post another item.
its the JUNE HOLIDAYS!! woohoo! okayy i'm so excited sangat2 because obviously its my birthday. like duh-uh. so yeahh. haha! i started the holds with this SEL camp, which stands for social-emotional learning camp. okayy kinda cool larh actually.
first day: started the camp with a boring briefing, by a boring teacher. i swear i was sleeping with my eyes open. then after that was team building. haha! the game i like most is the river-crossing game. i'm the mother. guess who is the father? HAKIM. *rolls eyes* hahaha. i divorced him immediately after the game. as usual, the catering sucks big time. food was tasteless, portion too little, etc. you name it, you got it. after lunch was the motivational talk. i was motivated, but now i couldnt remember what the talk is all about. but the speaker is one cool person i think. then was drama. this makes my day so interesting larh. we were given scenarios to act out, and i get the one being a pregnant girl who have to tell the parents about my child. guess who's my bf? QAIS! *rolls eyes again* hahaha! its super funny larh i tell you. but i admit, i cannot act. the whole drama thing gives a new dimension to sexual education. i think all schools should hire them to teach the students about sexual stuff. hahaha! the was break, which they gave a pathetic banana each. and after that reflection. my group, consisting of the oldest girls in the class was too open mind you. and they decided to draw a picture of a couple having sex on the bed. just wth kan. i was super embarrassed, i dont even want to hold it up for the presentation. hahaha!
second day: started the day with financial literacy lecture, which succeeded in making me sleep. the second half of it was cool. i learnt how to fold paper planes at last. now i can fold an airbus to perfection. i'm so proud of myself. hahaha! then was lunch. after that was the ever-awaited personality profiling. its kinda great, i had myself. so it means i know myself right? only that i dont know what i wanna be. hmm. gets me thinking, that one. then is the personal grooming. i've went through that already last year. but it refreshes my mind on how to become a proper lady.
then last wednesday. met darlings for the geepee project. well girls being girls. we only started the project one and a half hour later. wakaka! so did mediocre stuff, and off to dinner! okayy well i'm hungry larh. ate this super nice chicken grill set. and talked and laughed about stuff. hahaha!
and ohh yeahh! now is the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. hehehehe! i wanna go shopping. suddenly i need alot of stuff gitu. haha! managed to get a deal on a kappa shoe. been wanting to get one. so yup. and to the rest of my friends. i wanna watch movie. any movie. anyone?
i'm glad we talked yesterday. it has been quite some time since we last do that.
ps: i cinta you sangat2 tau!
Labels: my my my.
Thursday, May 22, 2008,
7:47 PM
cip 22052008
today is cip day. woke up so frigging early to catch the first bus to int and take the mrt to yishun to take 85, which brings me to punggol. sheesh. i think i snored when i was in the bus larh. hahahaha! nobody dares to sit beside me throughout the whole journey. and i managed to pretend that i did not care.
spent the whole of last evening doing my cute feelers that received quite a few comments by friends and kids alike. hahahaha! thanks to a certain someone, for not making the finished product i had in my mind kan. painted it black in the wee of the morning. and zoom! off to meet friends at punggol mrt. the school we went to is a buddhist school. and i was fine with being a mosquito because i'm meeting total strangers whom i'll never meet again. so yeahh. wore everything you can see in the pics.
it was kinda fun, being bombarded with kids asking questions and answering for the sake of the sweets we are giving out. and most wanted the badges that we made. haha! so team, effort not wasted larh kan. hahahaha! camwhored on most cameras. so much more pictures will be up once i get it from fellow friends. haha! i really enjoyed this cip. but no way am i going to be a mosquito again.
comments about my outfit: i look like a mouse, kangaroo and a devil. wth. and cute comments like "mosquitos dont wear ear-rings" & "mosquitos cannot walk" & "mosquitos dont speak english". and you get the picture. yeahh haha!
after had a totally heavy lunch which leaves me full until now. at last, i got my rojak and bihun goreng. been craving for it since 10 years ago it seems. then off to ps to print something. had my fried mars bars. so much for losing weight ehh zati. and tmr is like the last day of school before june hols. woohoo!! but come to think of it, i dont want the hols to come. firstly, it means exams are nearer. secondly, are we or are we not celebrating it? thirdly, dad's final hearing, i hope. and the list goes on and on. haah! life.
How to lead life:
1) Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of a battle.
2) A sharp tongue can cut my own throat.
3) If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep.
4) Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.
5) The best vitamin for making friends, B1.
6) The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
7) The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.
8) One thing I can give and still keep, is my word.
9) I lie the loudest when I lie to myself.
10) If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished.
11) One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.
12) Ideas won't work unless I do.
13) My mind is like a parachute, it functions only when opened.
14) The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime.
15) It is never to late to become what I might have been.
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it be. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it will be worth it.
spent the whole of last evening doing my cute feelers that received quite a few comments by friends and kids alike. hahahaha! thanks to a certain someone, for not making the finished product i had in my mind kan. painted it black in the wee of the morning. and zoom! off to meet friends at punggol mrt. the school we went to is a buddhist school. and i was fine with being a mosquito because i'm meeting total strangers whom i'll never meet again. so yeahh. wore everything you can see in the pics.
it was kinda fun, being bombarded with kids asking questions and answering for the sake of the sweets we are giving out. and most wanted the badges that we made. haha! so team, effort not wasted larh kan. hahahaha! camwhored on most cameras. so much more pictures will be up once i get it from fellow friends. haha! i really enjoyed this cip. but no way am i going to be a mosquito again.
comments about my outfit: i look like a mouse, kangaroo and a devil. wth. and cute comments like "mosquitos dont wear ear-rings" & "mosquitos cannot walk" & "mosquitos dont speak english". and you get the picture. yeahh haha!
after had a totally heavy lunch which leaves me full until now. at last, i got my rojak and bihun goreng. been craving for it since 10 years ago it seems. then off to ps to print something. had my fried mars bars. so much for losing weight ehh zati. and tmr is like the last day of school before june hols. woohoo!! but come to think of it, i dont want the hols to come. firstly, it means exams are nearer. secondly, are we or are we not celebrating it? thirdly, dad's final hearing, i hope. and the list goes on and on. haah! life.
How to lead life:
1) Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of a battle.
2) A sharp tongue can cut my own throat.
3) If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep.
4) Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.
5) The best vitamin for making friends, B1.
6) The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
7) The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.
8) One thing I can give and still keep, is my word.
9) I lie the loudest when I lie to myself.
10) If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished.
11) One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.
12) Ideas won't work unless I do.
13) My mind is like a parachute, it functions only when opened.
14) The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime.
15) It is never to late to become what I might have been.
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it be. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it will be worth it.
Labels: mee toh primary school.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008,
7:07 PM
weeiiiii.
The Bottom Line
Stick to broad subjects that aren't likely to invite controversy today. Be tactful.
In Detail
You need to keep all of your interactions with other people on a more formal level for a few more days. Even if you are in the middle of building a romantic relationship, you should try not to make any big demands on their time or push too hard toward greater intimacy. So instead of sharing your most personal thoughts and ideas, stick to broader subjects that are less likely to invite controversy or deep emotions. You should be careful how much you share with these people right now.
i've received my mob test papers. did pretty well, and now i'm all geared up to do my revision. it was kinda cool to do well for tests huh. now that it happened once, i want it to happen all over again. but this guy in class, he really caught my surprise. he's the ever rebellious guy in class but he managed to get first in class for this test. hahaha. school was fine, except that the weather is killing the atmosphere. people are getting sick right and left, and it sucks larh to have your friend all moody when you're actually happy because they are sick. haiz, please mr sunshine. get behind some clouds.
watched prison break yesterday. yeahh i know like whatever right. everyone watched it already. its only left me. hahaha. but i lazy wanna wait for the thing to load online. so yeahh. hahaha! wentworth miller is super hott okay. he is so in my list of wants and needs.
i'm doing my best to save this relationship. hope you are too. give it some thought and a rest, maybe after so long, that's what we need. to me, us matters alot. i'm not all mellow to say stuff like "whats me without you". you know i'm never gonna say that. not that its untrue, but its never really true, if you know what i mean. whatever i promised you i'll do, i'll really do it. because to me, admitting defeat is only gonna kill me. you'll never see me do it without fighting hard for it. so yeahh. i love you sangat2. muackies!
watched prison break yesterday. yeahh i know like whatever right. everyone watched it already. its only left me. hahaha. but i lazy wanna wait for the thing to load online. so yeahh. hahaha! wentworth miller is super hott okay. he is so in my list of wants and needs.
i'm doing my best to save this relationship. hope you are too. give it some thought and a rest, maybe after so long, that's what we need. to me, us matters alot. i'm not all mellow to say stuff like "whats me without you". you know i'm never gonna say that. not that its untrue, but its never really true, if you know what i mean. whatever i promised you i'll do, i'll really do it. because to me, admitting defeat is only gonna kill me. you'll never see me do it without fighting hard for it. so yeahh. i love you sangat2. muackies!
ps: it has been too long.
Labels: wooiiiii.
Sunday, May 18, 2008,
8:06 PM
because its true.
so i'm crapping right? i'm just sprouting nonsense about me and you. whatever i said is never the truth. hell, i have only my friends. well tell you what, most of my friends are happily attached to some people they said who is their better half, and they definitely dont have all the time in the world for me. for that time, i turn to you. tell me where have i gone wrong? have i not given in enough for you? have i not tried my very best in everything i did just for you? why cant you just talk? it aint that difficult baby, i just wish you knew. if you knew someone who could love you better than i could ever do, then tell me. if you knew someone who could make you so much happier, then tell me. i've exhausted my vocabulary in trying to make you understand. okay fine i know my mistakes okay. but tell me clear what you wanted us to become. my friends are just my friends, and nobody will be able to take their places. you are my love, and they will never be able to take your place.
i got no mood to do anything usual today. all i did was eat mee soto, read, disturb my siblings, drink honey ice blended, and tried singing. hahaha. was trying to get myself in a better mood, see? i want to go out, but i dont wanna disturb anybody's sunday. was missing him so badly, but i know better than trying to call him. but i couldnt resist it. hahaha! i think he's irritated by me, but what the hell. i'm as stubborn as a mule, and after being together for nearly one year, you should know better.
work is piling up. and revision is piling up more than ever. please god, give me the strength to go through this particularly difficult phase. whatever you are planning for me, i know you think i'm strong enough for it. but i certainly doubt so. school, family, boyfriend. sheesh.
this is an immensely dense and moody post. but wth. this is what i'm feeling now. i seek only to my Creator. i know i havent been faithfully praying to you, and maybe this is just a punishment to make me remember you. but i think you knew, deep down, there's no one i fear and love more than you.
okayy stop it ehh zati. on a more brighter note, i wanna watch congkak. okay that's not really a happy movie, but i think i've went a little cuckoo. for goodness sake, me watching a horror movie. go on people, buy toto. you'll win first price. hahaha! and i wanna watch prince caspian. i wanna watch my ever favourite hindustan movie. still looking for someone who wants to watch it with me. anybody?
tomorrow, public holidays. wee! i think its vesak day right. whatever it is, i promised i wanted to study the whole day. maybe start they day with a little run. hahaha! okay here's another reason why you should buy toto. hahaha! and i have a cip to do on thursday, which is absolutely loved, because its a long day, and there's pe. hahaha. so it means we skip that. but, we are going to this far far away school at punggol. mee toh primary school. according to fandi, the school hasnt been used for more than 5 years. yeahh cool uh.
ps: your picture on my pillows.
Labels: i'm not crapping.
Saturday, May 17, 2008,
7:57 PM
weekends.
another week has passed, thus another weekend awaits. well since right now is saturday night, it has already started and i've already enjoyed it. as usual. haha. i so cannot wait for this weekend larh. too much has been happening, it is really a wonder that i managed to survive. but thanks to darling friends, i did.
last friday, in the morning we had our general paper 1. like i said, i did not study for nuts, because i havent been practising. i steadfastly dont want to do my assignments because i'm sure she wont mark it. and i even did not do my timed assignment 2. but wth yeah. when i saw the exam questions, i gave a sigh of relief. why? because i've done it before. wee! and i totally paid attention when my teacher went through the questions last year. hahaha. i dont know how relevant are my points, but i did my best. at least, its safe to say that i tried. i'm just crossing my fingers now that i will pass it. even though i doubt it larh.
then went to banquet at jurong point with nuriah to eat. had a girls talk and sheesh, we had one disgusting talk larh. really really disgusts me sangat2. so yucks ehh. yeahh and after that went to meet hidir to collect his stuff from dian and ida. judging from what that guy did to them, its no wonder he needs me to accompany him larh. pengecut! hahaha. he is missing sarah, that idiot. always have to miss some other girl when he is with me. like purposely gitu kan. but no worries babeh. then he accompanied me back to bukit batok to meet izyan, whom we are suppose to play bowling together. but that someone is freaking late larh. hahaha. had a meal again, sheesh. and we talked, along with aqidah who is with izyan. and later in the evening we are off to sports day! and hidir went back home, i think.
sports day. lets just say onyx did not managed to get in first. we were beaten by garnet, who by luck got shalindran, or whatever the spelling is. that freaking guy is a national athlete larh. so its no wonder garnet won every male race that he is in. come to think of it, garnet won every female race too. except for one or two. and i was deeply disappointed that we did not win the cheerleading, and no prizes for guessing who won. hahaha. yeah you got it, garnet. but nevermind. there is still more years to come. the guest race was awesome larh. runners from catholic jc and innova jc was invited, and they run super fast ehh. but with that shalindran guy, of course millennia would win right. hahaha. and novelty race, senggu was uber funny larh. i swear the ball was bouncing off his belly. wakakakaka! and my hottstuff, being ever so hot. that is a different story altogether. =]
after that lepak with fellow friends. laughed and crapped and took a bus ride home. was so tired, but met up with neighbour, and we spent the night together, under the blok. like whatever right? might as well go home. hahaha.
so today. had band practice as usual in the morning. purposely went late to skip warm-ups. but in the end have to do it still. because some other people are later than me and they were waiting for them. sheesh! and i just couldnt play properly, because yours truly was tired like whatever. i was practically sleeping while playing larh. and i keep squeaking like one bugger, and couldnt even pitch properly. gosh, i totally suck larh. but after that, we had a singing lesson with faiz. it was warm-ups first, and i so know i couldnt sing. i was shy at first to sing individually. but faiz make us sing the "i believe i can fly" song. and we were asked to close our eyes and sing our very best. i did, because the song remind me of a certain someone, and i was trying to hold back my tears. he complimented me, and i was so surprised. and now people, i know i can sing. because according to faiz, god has given us an unique voice each, to be used to the very best extent. and i believe him, for believing in me. thanks faiz.
i cannot forget you. no matter how hard i tried. please believe me. i start each day with you in my mind, and end each day with you in my heart. i have always loved you, regardless of all your stupid faults, and i hope you love me too. as of right now, there is no other person i want to be with, other than you. please dont disappoint me.
ps: because i love you.
Labels: effing tired.
Thursday, May 15, 2008,
9:36 PM
your name...
i'm feeling so frigging down, again. i just wish you would understand what i'm trying to explain. but i have my doubts. it will be difficult, life without you. and i'm trying to fight my hardest for it. i wish you are not selfish at all. please, for once in your pathetic life, believe in me. then i suppose you'll find a greater meaning towards life. i'm bottling things up, and i know its no good. it leaves me unpredictable, and will make me say things that i'll seriously regret. like right now. but you're not helping me. i just want you to talk things out to me. it'll be better seriously. but you, being the scaredy-cat you are, just choose to remain laidback and watch me this way. haah! right now, my dear, FAT HOPE. i'm stronger. well, at least i believe that i am. i'm sorry for being harsh. but i've lost all the might to sustain it any longer if you continue to behave like a kid incapable of a maturity level deemed for your age.
okay that aside. on a more panic note. tomorrow is gp paper!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrggggggggghhhh! and i havent study a nut about it. okayy that is so cool larh. well let tomorrow speaks for itself. i dont think i'l be able to put in my full concentration. but yeahh i'll try my best, for nothing else other than myself and my friends who have been supporting me all this while. especially my twinnie. lurve awak sangat2!
and after that is sports day. i'm kinda excited to camwhore. and watch hott guys run. and some of my friends too. wee! and after that weekends! yeeehhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! hahaha! okayy take care people.
i'm in a "i-dont-know-what-kinda-mood-i-want-to-be-in" mood.
ps: as of right now, i'm only capable of loving you.
Labels: ...etched in my heart
Sunday, May 11, 2008,
7:27 PM
attack of the lazy virus.
okayy firstly. happy belated 19th birthday to dear hidir. i cant believe i'm gonna say this tau, but you're one of the nicest guy i've ever known. so i'll wish you all the best in your future endavours. i know i've not been the best of friends, but as i've often said, i'll always be there for you okayy? i'm just a bus ride away anyways. =]
secondly. i'm effing tired. school has been so fucked up, it drained all my energy away. we had too many stoopid, irrelevant projects to do. thats minus all the school workloads. there's too much breaking downs happening. grr! stupid fucked up school.
thirdly, i need better time-management on my part. i have been spending wayyyy to much time outside, i just dont have ample time to do my revision. its always doing my homework after school, and after that i'm off to sleep. and goodness, you dont know how much i've been looking forward to this weekend. and yesterday, after going out, i slept for 6 hours straight in the afternoon, and not to mention the other 6 hours at night. talk about pigging out. haha! so that's one whole day wasted on sleeping alone.
fourthly, now that he's back, i have that readily-available distraction. like i really wanted to study when i met up with him just now, but we are just plainly not allowing it. haha! instead we yak-yak all the way while having our meal. and not to mention camwhored on his camera. i know all this is no good, but gosh! i miss him so larh. ohh did i mentioned that i'm so loving this jacket he bought for me? haha!
lastly, have i mentioned naufal? haha. he is this hott balestier khalsa player i know, courtesy of hidir. haha! he is so hot sangat2. kan kan kan hidir? this time, i dare bet that most of my friends will agree on my taste. he is so not like my hottstuff at school okayy?
ps: you are loved!
Labels: i need my doctor.
Friday, May 09, 2008,
10:49 PM
down the stairs.
i'm feeling so freaking down. i think its just me, being too paranoid. maybe i'm denying facts. or maybe its just that i could not accept the fact, even though it has been staring at me straight in my face. i thought i had it all, but in fact there's nothing that i've achieved. shit.
he's back. i miss him so, but i doubt he is missing me, at the rate he is going. haha! well, he bought me a super-nice jacket that i cannot wait to wear. teehee! but certain issues surfaced up. gee, i wonder when all this will stop.
went novena with darlings sakinah and nuriah. they had their crispy waffle at last. thank god. haha! but it did not meet their expectations i think. but i just find it so incredibly srumplicious. so yeahh. then lepak at vivocity. talked and talked for hours and hours. and we could have continued on and on. its amazing the topics that randomly came up. and as a result, i know of certain things that i'm absolutely nutters about. haah! well, some caught me by surprise. but lets just let things flow the way it wanted to okayy.
i got no mood to blog further. so until further notice.
ps: fucking down the stairs.
Labels: to nowhere.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008,
10:27 PM
fuck fuck fuck.
fuck everyone. fuck the whole world.
stop pretending you cared. stop making yourself look like you are suddenly the bestest friend i could ever have. fuck! because you are not, and never will be. fucking hell stop entering my life when its at the peak and you have to make me tumble all the way down again. if i have to do what i'm doing, what the fucking hell has that got to do with you? i have my own ways of doing things, so why must i fucking care about you? if i never choose to be bothered by you, why must every little thing i did you have to question me? leave me alone fuckhead.
i'm totally pissed at the way things is going for me nowadays. i know i cannot stop things from happening, but the people dont have to make it worse. fuck. lets just stop this post. because i'm fucking fucked up. i hope the message is fucking clear.
ps: fuck you.
Labels: fcuk
Saturday, May 03, 2008,
8:51 PM
seoul garden
above are the pictures taken with courtesy from dearest amirah, who brought her camera along. its supposed to be a reunion with the pae class larh. but somehow, people cancelled at the very last minute. and only 6 people, including myself, turned up. nevertheless, i had fun catching up with them and disturbing them, as always. and oooohh, its such a lovely joy to have met my thailand boyfriend, pavit!! so we ate for like 2 hours, slowly chewing the food and devouring everything else there. i swear we were like pigs larh kan. but whatever. and take note: there are a few hott guys there too!! wee! so its like double happiness you know. wakakakakakka!
after the dinner, we went cam-whoring, with dearest amirah being the photographer. duh! managed some pretty nice shots, but we were too self-conscious because its a public holiday, thus all the matreps and minahreps were there. yeahh. but they were fun larh. jumping around taking the pictures and stuff. all i hope is we are going to have a gathering real soon, with people turning up yo!
the next day, friday. i was so tired that i went home straight after school and sleep for practically the whole evening and night larh. actually i woke up late at night because i wanted to watch 'persona non grata' by erra fazira and hans isaac. gosh its such a romantic show, and i swear hans isaac is sizzling hot! yeahh that aside, i was checking my email at the same time. and was i shocked to find out that farhan was caught in an accident at australia. i was so surprised, it took me quite some time to read the email. then i called the sister in a state of shock. she, her mummy and daddy are already packing to see farhan. sheesh! so i put down the phone and continued staring at the email. according to the friend, he lost lotsa blood. dear god, please put him in a safe position. he is very nice person, and the world needs more of such people. i've yet to hear anything from the sister. but my prepaid is low. damnit!
today. went jb with aunty's family. had to tempah my baju raya. and we went jalan2 over there. i was such in a dilemma larh. wanted to buy this ultra nice sweater i saw. but i wanted a bag too. in the end, aunty promised me she will get for me something when she goes bangkok soon. teehee! brought some fruits and went back home. the causeway is jammed-pack as usual. without or with the 'msk' case, its still the same larh. sheesh! and today was like so uber hott, the weather i mean. just wth sehh. people, its global warming. please get it right in your head that everyone doing a small part with summed up to a big deed to the world. because the world is indeed a loan from the future generations. so lets be fair, can?
i missed you badly hubby. i'm sorry i did not reply your msgs asap yesterday. was really tired, i just had to sleep. i was so looking forward to this weekend to be a pig larh. haha! and next weekend too, which will be spend with you! i lurve you sangat2 tau.
after the dinner, we went cam-whoring, with dearest amirah being the photographer. duh! managed some pretty nice shots, but we were too self-conscious because its a public holiday, thus all the matreps and minahreps were there. yeahh. but they were fun larh. jumping around taking the pictures and stuff. all i hope is we are going to have a gathering real soon, with people turning up yo!
the next day, friday. i was so tired that i went home straight after school and sleep for practically the whole evening and night larh. actually i woke up late at night because i wanted to watch 'persona non grata' by erra fazira and hans isaac. gosh its such a romantic show, and i swear hans isaac is sizzling hot! yeahh that aside, i was checking my email at the same time. and was i shocked to find out that farhan was caught in an accident at australia. i was so surprised, it took me quite some time to read the email. then i called the sister in a state of shock. she, her mummy and daddy are already packing to see farhan. sheesh! so i put down the phone and continued staring at the email. according to the friend, he lost lotsa blood. dear god, please put him in a safe position. he is very nice person, and the world needs more of such people. i've yet to hear anything from the sister. but my prepaid is low. damnit!
today. went jb with aunty's family. had to tempah my baju raya. and we went jalan2 over there. i was such in a dilemma larh. wanted to buy this ultra nice sweater i saw. but i wanted a bag too. in the end, aunty promised me she will get for me something when she goes bangkok soon. teehee! brought some fruits and went back home. the causeway is jammed-pack as usual. without or with the 'msk' case, its still the same larh. sheesh! and today was like so uber hott, the weather i mean. just wth sehh. people, its global warming. please get it right in your head that everyone doing a small part with summed up to a big deed to the world. because the world is indeed a loan from the future generations. so lets be fair, can?
i missed you badly hubby. i'm sorry i did not reply your msgs asap yesterday. was really tired, i just had to sleep. i was so looking forward to this weekend to be a pig larh. haha! and next weekend too, which will be spend with you! i lurve you sangat2 tau.
ps: farhan, please be okay.
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