the cheetah and the rabbit. wee~! they are awesome cute okayy!

family day; we spent it at the singapore zoological gardens. it was awesome experience, seeing those animals, reminiscing those childhood memories when i last went there with primary school mates. gosh! that was seriously eons ago. ahahaha! had to wake up super early, because dear mother wants to catch the early birds' door gift. this family day is for the employees of far east organization, so you can imagine the number of people there. its a whole large crowd okayy. i had fun, duh. let the pictures do the talking, yeah? and nuriah, i did not manage to take pictures with those cats. but i did took pictures with a big cat and a big pink rabbit. =] and oooohhh! i fell in love. with this guy working there. he is so the hott. like wow! hot.

check out how small i am beside the biggest bear in the world? i look so tiny, for once!

more pictures will be up soon. pictures of YOUR long-lost relatives. =]

ramadan; well that aside, to all Muslim in the world, Selamat Berpuasa. let's hope this month will bring joy and happiness to all humans alike, regardless of where you are. let's celebrate world peace people. =] and to all my friends and those who knows me, raya jangan lupa datang rumah!

schools holidays; its like not school holidays. i have lotsa revision and studies to do. its so wtf, but as a student, i'll diligently do it. NORFI! i dont care you are so going to study with me one of these days. even if the rest of your family members are going to move house. okayy? my maths booooooooooookkkk! its MIA. not that i'm looking hard for it, but i really need you right now okayy mr maths book? pretty please?

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argh. my head is feeling so bad. update soon. =]

clearly, you are good-for-nothing asshole, who did not have and will never have his own principles in life. clearly, i wasted my breathe and energy on you. clearly, you are still immatured. clearly, you never knew how to appreciate what you have, and will never learn how to appreciate what you have. clearly, you are living your own fucking dream that i should have always looked down upon. clearly, i should have left you wasted. clearly, you deserve a slap to your face, or maybe more than once. clearly, you should have tried fucking yourself upside-down, inside-out for being an asshole.

clearly, you will regret what you did.

clearly, one day you will need me back, and you'll find that for the first time, i choose to not be there for someone i care.

clearly, when that day comes, i'll laugh my loudest it will echo throughout the rest of your life.

clearly, you'll call me a bitch and not understanding. but i stand my ground, and you will remember, you have yet, to prove me wrong, mothafucka.

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Khilaf; i personally find it interesting with great performers on-stage. they really jiwa the watak they are given, speaking with that 1960s accent. the only drawback is the place and where i'm situated at. its a pretty dry place and some of the dialogues cannot be heard. thank goodness for the subtitles at the side larh. and where i'm sitted at, its kinda frustrating having to strain your neck for 2 hours. its definitely not a suitable place for concerts, dramas, etc. other than that, kudos to all main casts, who if i may mention, came from MI. hahaha! okayy at moments like this i'm really proud of the school. the dance scene was kinda good too. so yeahh.

mini potluck; almost all of us were late. so much for meeting at 4. hahaha! so those who turned up and willingly ate my half-burnt fishballs, thanks! thanks for all the other foods that you people brought too. laughed, crapped, joked, teased. its a cold day though. its like practically raining the whole day and night. to those who couldnt make it on time, minah boyan & bf and nishaa, its okayy yeahh. next time try your best to get your knowledge of esplanade right. hahahah!

lepak; after khilaf, nuriah, masuri, nizar and me lepak at ngee ann city. and while we are walking to get a space we saw lotsa drops of fresh blood on the floor. obviously, a fight happened. it looks scary actually. then the boys, being innocent, was feeling uneasy for goodness knows what reason. then nizar had to go home, his mother kept on calling. and after that the 3 of us made our way to the 24hr macdonalds at lido. talked and gossiped and impersonated people. ahahaha! i keep on laughing and laughing whenever i remember "aishwarya rai". hahaha! inside joke yeahh. was joined by an uninvited person and his brother. was pleasantly surprised actually. *smiling* their presence was not needed actually, because they end up not talking to us and doing their own stuff. took the train at 6plus. tired sangat2. but had fun. gosh i so wanna see nuriah impersonate "aishwarya rai" again. LOL.

omgg! weekends are here! woohoo! i feel so happy sangat2 if not for that asshole who did not make my day. okayy more about that asshole later. right now i wanna emphasize on how freaking tiring this week was. and i came to school for only 3 days? tests after tests are killing me. i cant believe i'm saying this again but now i know how much i need to revise. shite. i obviously did not do well for geography test; damnit to myself. bahasa test? not yet finish, but i think i dont have ample time to complete the rest of the paper the next time around. sastera test? haah! its a confirm down-the-drain results. my time management skills sucks big time, even after spending 11 years of examination. and i still write too slowly, i believe. goodness larh. this is so getting me on nervous about promos but I C-A-N D-O I-T!

so about this asshole. let me be straightforward. its a guy from my class. we're friends and i made it sparklingly clear that we can never be more than friends, for reasons that are pretty obvious actually. after making it crystal clear to this particular asshole, he stills tries he's fucking best to make me realise that he likes me. wrong move, because i happen not to like him and all it makes me feel is disgust. this disgust feeling does not come with no apparent reason, i assure all of you readers. he's a horny sick bastard who should be avoided at all cost. if you wanna know more, you can always stop me anytime at school and ask me nicely what he did. i assure you again, i'll be more than willing to prove my point. he has to make a stupid bet with a friend, thinking that i'm some cheap girl who's excited about giving my particulars to boys just because they ask for it. now you know why i'm exclusive, because not everyone got the privilege of me giving my answers nicely. and when i asked him, he dares to swear that he did not have anything to do with it. yeahh. i believe you, NOT. well, not contented with being an asshole and a horny sick bastard, he have to be a liar now. just this evening while i was waiting for my bus outside school, his friends who happens to be my friends asked me these 3 bonus questions. "Did you kiss *asshole's name*?","Did you French kiss *asshole's name*?" and "Do you like *asshole's name*?" Obviously, the answer to all these sick questions is a big fat NO! so the girls have to say, "But he said you like him." WTF. so this asshole, horny sick bastard and liar have to test my patience. he's asking for it, and i'm a generous girl. i'll give it to him.

i cannot wait for the mini potluck tomorrow with fellow classmates. i hope everyone can make it nice and early so we can crap and laugh and do everything wacky like maybe using the fork and spoon with our toes. hahahaha! or playing ridiculous truth or dare. then after that it will be Khilaf. its at Kreta Ayer People's Association. i dunno where the hell that is. so this time around, i trust the others to know where its at.

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alright. guess what? thanks to my dear brother, i got sore eyes now. it looks blotchy, is itchy and red. i hate the fact that i cannot rub my eyes either, or else it will never get better. wtf okayy. just when i was on tenterhooks to go school today because i miss my hottstuff so much. ceh! anyways couldnt sleep that well because my eye is sure a discomfort; disrupting my beauty sleep every now and then. that explains the botchiness part.

anyways what did i do the past weekend? i studied! i decided that promos is wayyyy too important for me to still sit back and relax. i diligently studied. did anything went inside my brain and remains? well that is yet to be seen.

oooohh. i promised norfi i'm gonna blog about this. well, on saturday, we went studying after eons it seems. then she caught a cold. she decided to buy the wedges but it did not to surpressed her cold, so she bought a cappucino i think. she was playing around with it, when suddenly it poured down to her tights when she was tilting the cup, doing whatever to it. it took her nearly 5 seconds to react when i already said loudly, "Norfi!". of all reactions. then she realised it wet her tights. lucky her she's wearing black, else people would think she pee-ed in her tights. wakakaka!

i want to go to east coast park. i want to look at nothing in particular and fantasize about everything nice. i dont think i deserve a break yet, but i really miss the sea. the last time i went there, it was nearly 2 months ago. and someone told me about the nicest star that you can find. =] i remember that night vividly; i was really happy. it was the first time after so long since i actually felt true happiness, shared by someone who's willing to be by my side. i want to replay that night again.

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this is so wtf. it seems only yesterday when i was sitting for my first mye paper, and right now, after blogging i'll start studying. sheesh! i cannot stand it ehh all this fast-paced nonsense. and ohh yeah. just after completing academic projects, i'm given the darn responsibility of heading a humanties project. ugh. not that i dont like it. but serious shit, not now. i just hope that this whole thing will be able to make me relax because its something to do with art. hmm. just hope it will all be fine.

my social life is officially gone. i definitely cannot remember when was the last time i went out. its been ages since i meet mr bestfriend, i think. i wanna relax without thinking about anything in particular. you know that feeling. ahhh, blissful. but dream on princess.

okayy actually i dont know what i wanna blog about. but i just feel like typing. hahaha! so yeahh. erm erm. whats there to talk about? i think nothing worth mentioning here. so until then, see ya!

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Firstly, happy TWENTIETH birthday to my babe, Nuriah! okayy u know i'm so gonna do this, but i actually had a silly smile while typing this sayangku. i mean, okayy now you're TWENTY, and it will be 2 more years to come for me to feel what you are feeling now. so right. enough of teasing; now comes the words of wisdom. aiseyy. ehem ehem. with great age comes great responsibilities. babe, i know you can do it. no matter what you are going to face in life, the only reason you are facing it is because our God believes you can come out of it stronger than you ever was. i will always look up to you as my older sister yaww! because, admit it, you are older babe. hahaha! as usual, i'll always be here whenever you need me. i hope i will never disappoint you in times of your need. and oh yeahh. now that you have made you decision, wan is mine alright? teehee!

Secondly, happy 43rd birthday Singapore! i'm blessed to be living in a world of great technology and science; of all countries here pulak tu. no words can ever describe how thankful i feel to have a great nation to call home. there are a drawbacks of course, but now is for the happy moment. and ooohh i so love this year's NDP. omg! the silat guy. WOOHOO! i swear i love looking at his face and his everything else. Mmm! so happy birthday dear Singapore!

Thirdly, there is a first time for everything right? so for the first time i went out with my classmates, though only the Malays make it. the rest tak jiwa arh ehh. but whatever sehh. i had fun fried mars bars-ing, walking, laughing, joking, camwhoring, bubble tea-ing. okayy by the end of the day everyone had tired legs, minus the Pinky group. its my fault i know, but heyy you all wanted to jalan-jalan. so there you go. Far East Plaza all the way to Esplanade. and because of that i got cramps ehh, you people. poor Qais. i'll buy you a lollipop for being a dear letting me squeeze your shirt when i'm in much pain and massaging my cramp leg when i'm not in so much pain. but, gratitude noted. you're loved, ABG IS. =] oh yeahh mr bestfriend came along. and i met his Siti for the first time. if you are reading this, nice to meet you. *smiles widely*

Fourthly, after this national day, life's gonna get so busy. promos is coming in less than a month i think. i dont even have time to shiver larh ehh at the thought of it. all i know is i'm not gonna make a big idiot out of myself again. yeahh. i'm gonna graduate with the rest of the people in my class. =] well what with assignments and now work, life is gonna get hectic. i have to juggle time for studies, family, friends and the special 'you's in my life. gonna start studying with beloved Norfi again. because its late due and frankly, i just miss her gitu kan.

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