it is a shame I am your lover
PRINCESSzati♥i'm not your average girl-next-door. i'm the one your parents would be proud of. i adore the limelight i'm in right now, and i'll swing on any rainbows. i love my twin sista and my mr bestfriend to the core. i wake up on the wrong side of bed on certain days; pardon me. i think with my heart and listen only to my heartbeat. ooooohhh, i'm 18 until the next 01/06. and did i mention i like green?
Saturday, October 25, 2008,
7:52 PM
its a frigging miracle.
promotional status; ITS A FRIGGING MIRACLE, I SWEAR IT IS! i got promoted, but my results was waaaaaayyy shitty, though i definitely put more effort than before. i know i can do better, so its kinda disappointing that i did not meet my own expectations that i set for myself. but here then, i'm at another similar crossroads. i keep wondering if i'm really at the right place, playing my strengths, and at the same time trying to improve my weaknesses. i'm not really at lost of what i want to do, because i've given myself only two clear cut choices. all it needs now is my decision. god, this is the time. i need your help and guidance. to those who did not make it, trust me, i do know how you feel, and its not really the end of the world. correction, it is not the end of the world. it just means you are going to do well in other areas, and aint that good? you still have choices you can make, and now, make the best one for yourself, and yourself only.
hari raya outing; sorry i took so long to update. but it was hell successful, despite some major cock-ups here and there. true, i was big-fuck pissed off by some certain individuals who are so frigging untolerable. we followed the schedule, and everything, except for Nishaa's house which most cant make it, including me. sorry baybeh. and by the end of the day, i had collected several unknown news that leave me kinda shocked at how devilish some people can get. just believe it, what goes around comes around. anyways, kudos to Azimah and Nishaa for together organising this outing with me. and to the rest of the class, thanks for cooperating at last. heeh. and ooh. i'm touched by Masuri's mother. it has been nearly 3 years since someone actually kissed me, a motherly kiss. thanks makcik. you just made me realise again how much a mother means to every child. anyways, pictures will be up, pronto. because my laptop cannot read the memory card, and since i'm an IT idiot, i dont know how to fix it. heeh.
kak nana; HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY! hahaha! enjoy tak at The Arena? well i know its sounds old, but everyone has to go through that soon, and yours is just a few more years faster than mine. sorry i cant celebrate this special day with you, but i'll give you something special aite? and oh anyways. i wish you all the best in your future endavours, and i hope you'll be happy wherever you go. semoga hidup kak nana dicucuri rahmat Allah swt. amin.
humanities project; well well well. at last i'm there for the meeting. gosh! i'm sorry about the cardboards people. it turns out that my darling who is supposed to send the cardboard fell into a deep sleep when he only intended to snooze. thanks ehh. and it will be likely we are going to need to spend more hours on the sculpture. we need to make it the best, its for ourselves and the school. so tomorrow i need to go bugis to see whats available to buy. hmm...
random; was walking around at velocity yesterday. i saw this awesome bagpack at animal. gosh! i swear i love it. and i'm gonna get it. sheesh! i totally fall in love at first sight with it. had my usual banana chocolate crispy waffle, followed by longan ice blended. yummy! then had a walked around, before headed home.
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