It is a shame I am your lover.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 4:06 PM

the 11th month.

hello! its our 11th month together. but he's not here to celebrate it together. whatever it is, i'm soo frigging sure he is remembering me and wishing with all his heart he is here with me now. haha! baby, you better be missing me, or else.

did not attend school today. had to go somewhere with family. and gosh! i swear some people do get on my nerves larh. your job is to help the society, not condemn them. so maybe after this you need a little reminding on how well to do the job. ohh and anyways, that policeman is hott. *winks*

after that, met hidir. he wanted me to see this s. league match. it was after his training, and i swear i was bored to death watching him running like one dog. read magazine and book. sheesh! and watched those supporters streaming in. the bukit gombak cheerleaders are awesome larh. like how my idea of a cheerleading is. haha! compared with balestier, thumbs down hidir! hahahahaha! it was rather exciting to be in the middle of the match. and i learnt something, you need proper manly skills to play soccer. not like that jersey number 5, keep falling. on purpose, mind you.

after that, went back home with hidir and his friend, mali/masdo. his friend is so ultra funny larh sehh! hahahahahah! was feeling kinda down, but this tall stranger managed to make me laugh. so its not really wasted time kann? hahahahaha! and i freaked out when this short, caucasian guy with a pervetic look smiled and winked at me. lucky those 2 boys were there to save the day. =]

tomorrow is labour day= outing with pae class! woohoo! its been nearly 2 months i think since i last saw them.but as usual, some people just dont want to make it larh kann. and i want to get a new schoolbag tomorrow. someone promised me to follow me, to carry it. yeahh. the plan was to go seoul garden at marina square. wanted the one at cwp, but they dont take in reservations on public holidays.

not contented because they wont be seeing us on thursday, dear teachers have to set gazillions homework and projects for us. needless to say, i've not even done half. and 2 of them is due this friday. sheesh! and thats minus the piling up homework, and the revision i need to do. i guess i have to make a visit to the library. i really need to revise sehh. and last week, did not get to study with darling norfi, i got something on. and this week again too. going out with aunty. yeahh so, thats 2 saturdays in a row i've missed. grr!

its been a short week. nevertheless, its faster. i need you. badly.

ps: you have just the right thing!

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Thursday, April 24, 2008, 12:11 PM

flu.

i'm so sick. and its the most convenient time. because of the bahas i'm so dreading over. sheesh. well anyways my eyes are puffy and nose is red. and now is like the most perfect time to video-cam with me. hahahahaha! plus i got the most incredible hair situation. like it sucks big time larhhh.

i'm suppose to go out tonight with fellow friend. but with the situation i'm in now, i doubt i'll be able to make it. grr! and we have been planning for ages, and there i was yesterday frantically looking for something to wear. and i have to wake up feeling worse than garbage. just my luck.

well yesterday was the shortest day spent at school. most of the geography students in my class was chosen to go for this SLA Spatial Competition. its something to do with geography, and let me tell you, its so awesome i dont know what the hell i'm doing there. yeahh. so we watched the presentation by our school but i really hate the question posed by one of the judges. its like she is questioning the team's idea of geography. wth. then we went around the exhibition and i'm impressed by the other junior colleges ideas. and i'm much more impressed by the fact that our school is competing against these top jcs. haha! and we were given a break so long i could have taken the red mrt line and back again and have more than enough time to spare. yeahh. so i read and crapped with fellow friends. craved for ice-cream but it just wasnt there when i wanted it. and hidir have to come, as usual. hahahahah!

he totally forced me to meet his gf. wth kann. when we were dismissed, he just came. so him, me and nuriah walked to millennia walk to lepak2 at coffee bean, nuriah's former workplace. her former boss is so cool, she scared the shit out of me. hahahaha! then we had a free drink, courtesy of the boss, and free bread with something inside it, courtesy of nuriah. hahaha! and i successfully managed to irritate the irritating bugger, hidir! yeahhhh! padan muka, tu lah, selalu sangat kacau zati. haha! and we went to woodlands to have dinner with his gf, and her friend. after that, i'm in a dilemma. whether i should or not but the dress i saw. but i'm buying. =]

now i'm so bored sitting at home. stuffing tissues up my nose, and really wishing i could take it off just for one moment. sheeshh!

ps: achoo!

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12:11 PM

flu.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 8:52 PM

kovan.

yesterday went out with hidir and norfi to marina square. initially the plan was to go out with darling norfi only, then got larh that certain someone wanted to come along also. hahahahah! yeahh we were early, so decided to hang around at esplanade's library. then in the end we hang around outside the library camwhoring. hahahaha! i was so hungry, i could not take it so we went and eat. wee~ after dinner we bought ice-cream each and lepak at the bay. talking nonsense and someone want to be so action towards 2-not-really-pretty-minahs. yeahh. then we went home. oooooooooooooohhhh i forgot this part. while in the train to marina square, we saw this singapore poly student, so adorable sangat2. hahahah!

and someone just had to spoil the night. i'm sorry for my reaction but you really caught me off guard. i never expected it from you, and i really only treat you as a friend. a close friend that is. so i hope you understand okayy? i'll be there if you need me to. but only as a friend. i'm sorry i did not mention my status earlier. but i suppose i was confuse with things too. i might turn you on, but if i really did i did not meant it to happen.
today! went out again with hidir and norfi. someone got the pay and want to treat us. lets just say according to someone i spoil his day larh. but what the hell sehh. you tell me what you are going to do, i might understand. but you did not. regardless of whether i say sorry or not, i just think that you should know you made your fair share of mistakes too. and norfi darling, i'm sorry i spoilt your day, and you have to see me in my temper yet again. really sorry okayy.
this saturday, not able to study. twin sis got sayembara. so must see her perform. hahah! anyone wants to go with me? just msg okayy.
school has been alright. only that i have not done any serious work. sheesh! mana tk nye. asyik keluar aje. hahahahaha! should stop going out and have to plan my time properly. hahahaha. remind me people, to start mugging. i want to do my best this year.

ps: could not wait for the 8th!

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Sunday, April 20, 2008, 8:22 PM

craving sufficed.

kayy. it has been a week since i last posted something really readable. haha! lets just say i'm so frigging tired and i got no time to post. i went back late every single day of this week minus friday. i dont know why exactly, i forgot the details. i only know i spent most of my time with this guy, hidir! he's irritating, but at least he wants to spend time with me right? lets just say i dont want to idle around doing nothing. i'll miss him more than ever, but i'll be patient. its only a few more weeks left.

monday: went for breakfast with hidir and darling izyan. well and someone persistently want to have McCHICKEN larh kan in the morning. so irritating. yeahh so we ate and talked and went to school. i was so irritated beyond words with hidir i managed to slap him. hahahahahahahahahahah! so bodoh kan. but that's what i did. and its not like i did not ask him to stop stepping my shoes. its like countless of times okayy. so i think he really deserves it. hahaha! but i felt guilty, so i asked to meet him after school, which i have to treat him some mee goreng. yeahh and we hanged around doing nothing. i actually forgot what we did, but all i know is i wanted the air batu so badly, we walked so far to find the shop closed. haha! izyan came in the picture somewhere, i forgot when. yeahh. so we went home.

tuesday: went to school with izyan and hidir again. that's all i can remember
.

wednesday: went to school yet with izyan and hidir again. after school went to this hockey match. i think its on this day larh. the match between mi and some other jc i forgot what. went with hidir and norfi to ntu, and met diy and ain. its was not boring though the match, fattah is really really good. but too bad we did not score. and we went to have dinner. hidir and me actually, norfi decided to eat at home. we went home, but me being me, had to stopped at bukit batok mrt to bounce back because i was so tired. haha! met with handry, hafiz and herry or whatever the spelling is. and thus home sweet home.

thursday: did not went to school with either of them. izyan was sick and hidir started school late. yeahh. after school hidir wanted me to meet him just to eat dinner at marina square. he actually waited for me for nearly 2 hours larh. hahahahahaha! yeahh and he brought me to this romantic place. not really romantic larh, but its so funnily romantic. i mean like hidir? hahaha! after that we walked to boat quay. he managed to make me so angry again that i just blew up and walked away. and i cried, because believe it or not hidir, you really pinched me hard.

friday: after school met hidir for crispy waffle!! its so delicious, those who have not tried it, better try it okayy. hahahahaha! i have to treat him 2 waffles, the idiot. i think he exist purely to annoy me. yeahh and he went my place to do his project or whatever. now i know larh why he can get to be so patient. so irritating. haha! that thing he had to do really tested my patience larh. i give up even before he started it larh. hish! quite extraordinary sehh his character. haha! so much patience for what. in the end he give up also. funny sehh! yeahh. then he draw the interior of my house. ahh that is another extraordinary thing about him. like, hidir you can draw? hahahahaha! okayy. then sent him to the bus-stop.

saturday: went for band practice in the morn. mr and mrs chew came! haha! i missed them so so so much. i nearly cried larh looking at him giving his talk and advice. but we are not under him. so we are not going to see him much. so it ended at 2 and i met norfi to study. and i saw this hidir look-alike, only cuter and fairer. hahahahahha! and hidir i did ask for his number okayy. *sshhh norfi* ate dinner at mac and went home. once again, i managed to complete my homework. *smiles*

ps: i love you, really i do. but show me its not true.

pps: he just called me!! =]

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 9:46 PM

TIRED.

i'm tired. so that is why i'm not going to update so soon. sorry okayy.

Sunday, April 06, 2008, 5:23 PM

fuck off. really.

i just cannot believe that you can make me look like a complete arse. and the worst part was, i managed to fall for it. now i'm all paranoid, thinking that you and you are laughing over my stupidity, and that only makes things worse. now i could not look at you with the same light. i dont need you to pity me, for goodness sake. i am completely capable of making my own friends, without you introducing them to me and then, have secrets with each other, thinking i'll never know. well guess what? i did find out. i'm not going to be sorry if i lost my temper at you sooner or later. because, right now, i seriously think you deserve it. like big time. let me get this straight, i hate the fact that you managed to make me feel so stupid of myself, because i hold you in a high position as my friend. now you've lost it, and there is absolutely no point in trying to get back in that position.

and to the one and only guy in my life. i dont know what is really happening. but i'm gonna pray hard that its going to stop. i doubt that you understand what i meant. but our relationship is not and never a game. its not even a gamble. i know for sure. so decide what you want. whatever decision you make, i hope its for the best of both of us.

anyways, went for band practice as usual. gosh. i really could not believe that the current band dares to remind us about such things. what's up with the "our scores" and "our bandroom" shit? if not because of us, there wont be such things okay. you guys are nothing but complacent bunch of idiots, thinking you are one big shot because you belong to the best band in the whole wide world. but really, you only belong to the band. you dont even make the band what it is. i will never dare say such things of my seniors, so i dont see you people dare to.

well anyways, we had to do new pieces that i swear are so alien for me. and lets just say i dont really favour the pieces larh. but it doesnt really matter. yeahh so we played some familiar pieces that really really bring back the nice memories. but its tiring. haah.

then after straightaway met norfi at jurong nlb. well that ass was late so we couldnt get the place she promised to get because she intentionally wanted to wake up early to get us a place. yeahh right norfi. so in the end we headed to macdonalds and i just had to buy something because i'm super hungry. like really starving hungry. we attempted some maths questions but in the end abandoned it because we just could not do it. then we did a few of our homeworks. i managed to complete geography, irp, but not the sajak. sheesh. now i remembered i've to do the sajak. ohh yeah i promised to blog about this anyways. norfi saved the day because there is a hairband in her bag, something i could have sweared she doesnt have. haha. so she tied my hair, skillfully according to her. i could have met marcus, but she just doesnt want me to meet her beloved. like wth kan.

so after that we walked to get something i cannot remember what, and headed home. norfi being the nice friend that she is, waited for the bus with me. yeahh and i think i snored when i'm in the bus. haha! i was totally oblivious to the situation until this hot guy took up the seat beside me. haha! before that i swear no one wanted to seat beside me. wth kan.

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008, 7:57 PM

aches.

okayy firstly i had this aching feeling on my leg muscles. wait. i have muscles? yeahh right. but believe it. its aching big time because i did this stretching, a thing that is so alien to me larh. haahahahahahahaha!

then it was end of the day. and i was feeling sooooooo self-conscious of my smelly and messy after-pe-self. why? because i'm meeting farhan. and guess what? he is frigging late. so much for will be there at 4pm on the dot. yeahh right. so you already owe me 10 lunch-es. and we talked all the way to woodlands, then we went to the library. he tried his best to do malay, which he cannot, cuz it has been ages since he touched a malay paper at all. hahahahaha! i did some notes. and we had to go off. because dear farhan have to meet his "gay" friends. hahah! he will soooooo not be happy if he sees this. but i dont think he will see it larh in the first place.

&of all time it had to rain, it had to rain when i just stepped out of the bus. talk about timing huh? so i was like standing like one stupid idiot, shivering because the rain is so heavy and the wind is so strong. sheesh. and in the end, i was so tired of waiting, i just walked. and i reached home so hungry and have to go eat immediately.

mr maths formula wanted to meet me badly. but i cant. busy schedule. really. i dont lie. =D

&&that idiot norfi go and post our conversation on her lj. haha! she is so jealous, plus she really dont have a life, to think that she have to post our conversation. haha! freaking funny larh. really, norfi. admit defeat. especially if your opponent is me.

ps: if it helps, i like you. still. =]

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HELLO! official hiatus Baju Raya July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 + Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 4:06 PM the 11th month. hello! its our 11th month together. but he's not here to celebrate it together. whatever it is, i'm soo frigging sure he is remembering me and wishing with all his heart he is here with me now. haha! baby, you better be missing me, or else. did not attend school today. had to go somewhere with family. and gosh! i swear some people do get on my nerves larh. your job is to help the society, not condemn them. so maybe after this you need a little reminding on how well to do the job. ohh and anyways, that policeman is hott. winks after that, met hidir. he wanted me to see this s. league match. it was after his training, and i swear i was bored to death watching him running like one dog. read magazine and book. sheesh! and watched those supporters streaming in. the bukit gombak cheerleaders are awesome larh. like how my idea of a cheerleading is. haha! compared with balestier, thumbs down hidir! hahahahaha! it was rather exciting to be in the middle of the match. and i learnt something, you need proper manly skills to play soccer. not like that jersey number 5, keep falling. on purpose, mind you. after that, went back home with hidir and his friend, mali/masdo. his friend is so ultra funny larh sehh! hahahahahah! was feeling kinda down, but this tall stranger managed to make me laugh. so its not really wasted time kann? hahahahaha! and i freaked out when this short, caucasian guy with a pervetic look smiled and winked at me. lucky those 2 boys were there to save the day. =] tomorrow is labour day= outing with pae class! woohoo! its been nearly 2 months i think since i last saw them.but as usual, some people just dont want to make it larh kann. and i want to get a new schoolbag tomorrow. someone promised me to follow me, to carry it. yeahh. the plan was to go seoul garden at marina square. wanted the one at cwp, but they dont take in reservations on public holidays. not contented because they wont be seeing us on thursday, dear teachers have to set gazillions homework and projects for us. needless to say, i've not even done half. and 2 of them is due this friday. sheesh! and thats minus the piling up homework, and the revision i need to do. i guess i have to make a visit to the library. i really need to revise sehh. and last week, did not get to study with darling norfi, i got something on. and this week again too. going out with aunty. yeahh so, thats 2 saturdays in a row i've missed. grr! its been a short week. nevertheless, its faster. i need you. badly. ps: you have just the right thing! 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Thursday, April 24, 2008, 12:11 PM flu. i'm so sick. and its the most convenient time. because of the bahas i'm so dreading over. sheesh. well anyways my eyes are puffy and nose is red. and now is like the most perfect time to video-cam with me. hahahahaha! plus i got the most incredible hair situation. like it sucks big time larhhh. i'm suppose to go out tonight with fellow friend. but with the situation i'm in now, i doubt i'll be able to make it. grr! and we have been planning for ages, and there i was yesterday frantically looking for something to wear. and i have to wake up feeling worse than garbage. just my luck. well yesterday was the shortest day spent at school. most of the geography students in my class was chosen to go for this SLA Spatial Competition. its something to do with geography, and let me tell you, its so awesome i dont know what the hell i'm doing there. yeahh. so we watched the presentation by our school but i really hate the question posed by one of the judges. its like she is questioning the team's idea of geography. wth. then we went around the exhibition and i'm impressed by the other junior colleges ideas. and i'm much more impressed by the fact that our school is competing against these top jcs. haha! and we were given a break so long i could have taken the red mrt line and back again and have more than enough time to spare. yeahh. so i read and crapped with fellow friends. craved for ice-cream but it just wasnt there when i wanted it. and hidir have to come, as usual. hahahahah! he totally forced me to meet his gf. wth kann. when we were dismissed, he just came. so him, me and nuriah walked to millennia walk to lepak2 at coffee bean, nuriah's former workplace. her former boss is so cool, she scared the shit out of me. hahahaha! then we had a free drink, courtesy of the boss, and free bread with something inside it, courtesy of nuriah. hahaha! and i successfully managed to irritate the irritating bugger, hidir! yeahhhh! padan muka, tu lah, selalu sangat kacau zati. haha! and we went to woodlands to have dinner with his gf, and her friend. after that, i'm in a dilemma. whether i should or not but the dress i saw. but i'm buying. =] now i'm so bored sitting at home. stuffing tissues up my nose, and really wishing i could take it off just for one moment. sheeshh! ps: achoo! Labels: sick. 12:11 PM flu. Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 8:52 PM kovan. yesterday went out with hidir and norfi to marina square. initially the plan was to go out with darling norfi only, then got larh that certain someone wanted to come along also. hahahahah! yeahh we were early, so decided to hang around at esplanade's library. then in the end we hang around outside the library camwhoring. hahahaha! i was so hungry, i could not take it so we went and eat. wee~ after dinner we bought ice-cream each and lepak at the bay. talking nonsense and someone want to be so action towards 2-not-really-pretty-minahs. yeahh. then we went home. oooooooooooooohhhh i forgot this part. while in the train to marina square, we saw this singapore poly student, so adorable sangat2. hahahah! and someone just had to spoil the night. i'm sorry for my reaction but you really caught me off guard. i never expected it from you, and i really only treat you as a friend. a close friend that is. so i hope you understand okayy? i'll be there if you need me to. but only as a friend. i'm sorry i did not mention my status earlier. but i suppose i was confuse with things too. i might turn you on, but if i really did i did not meant it to happen. today! went out again with hidir and norfi. someone got the pay and want to treat us. lets just say according to someone i spoil his day larh. but what the hell sehh. you tell me what you are going to do, i might understand. but you did not. regardless of whether i say sorry or not, i just think that you should know you made your fair share of mistakes too. and norfi darling, i'm sorry i spoilt your day, and you have to see me in my temper yet again. really sorry okayy. this saturday, not able to study. twin sis got sayembara. so must see her perform. hahah! anyone wants to go with me? just msg okayy. school has been alright. only that i have not done any serious work. sheesh! mana tk nye. asyik keluar aje. hahahahaha! should stop going out and have to plan my time properly. hahahaha. remind me people, to start mugging. i want to do my best this year. ps: could not wait for the 8th! 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Sunday, April 20, 2008, 8:22 PM craving sufficed. kayy. it has been a week since i last posted something really readable. haha! lets just say i'm so frigging tired and i got no time to post. i went back late every single day of this week minus friday. i dont know why exactly, i forgot the details. i only know i spent most of my time with this guy, hidir! he's irritating, but at least he wants to spend time with me right? lets just say i dont want to idle around doing nothing. i'll miss him more than ever, but i'll be patient. its only a few more weeks left. monday: went for breakfast with hidir and darling izyan. well and someone persistently want to have McCHICKEN larh kan in the morning. so irritating. yeahh so we ate and talked and went to school. i was so irritated beyond words with hidir i managed to slap him. hahahahahahahahahahah! so bodoh kan. but that's what i did. and its not like i did not ask him to stop stepping my shoes. its like countless of times okayy. so i think he really deserves it. hahaha! but i felt guilty, so i asked to meet him after school, which i have to treat him some mee goreng. yeahh and we hanged around doing nothing. i actually forgot what we did, but all i know is i wanted the air batu so badly, we walked so far to find the shop closed. haha! izyan came in the picture somewhere, i forgot when. yeahh. so we went home. tuesday: went to school with izyan and hidir again. that's all i can remember . wednesday: went to school yet with izyan and hidir again. after school went to this hockey match. i think its on this day larh. the match between mi and some other jc i forgot what. went with hidir and norfi to ntu, and met diy and ain. its was not boring though the match, fattah is really really good. but too bad we did not score. and we went to have dinner. hidir and me actually, norfi decided to eat at home. we went home, but me being me, had to stopped at bukit batok mrt to bounce back because i was so tired. haha! met with handry, hafiz and herry or whatever the spelling is. and thus home sweet home. thursday: did not went to school with either of them. izyan was sick and hidir started school late. yeahh. after school hidir wanted me to meet him just to eat dinner at marina square. he actually waited for me for nearly 2 hours larh. hahahahahaha! yeahh and he brought me to this romantic place. not really romantic larh, but its so funnily romantic. i mean like hidir? hahaha! after that we walked to boat quay. he managed to make me so angry again that i just blew up and walked away. and i cried, because believe it or not hidir, you really pinched me hard. friday: after school met hidir for crispy waffle!! its so delicious, those who have not tried it, better try it okayy. hahahahaha! i have to treat him 2 waffles, the idiot. i think he exist purely to annoy me. yeahh and he went my place to do his project or whatever. now i know larh why he can get to be so patient. so irritating. haha! that thing he had to do really tested my patience larh. i give up even before he started it larh. hish! quite extraordinary sehh his character. haha! so much patience for what. in the end he give up also. funny sehh! yeahh. then he draw the interior of my house. ahh that is another extraordinary thing about him. like, hidir you can draw? hahahahaha! okayy. then sent him to the bus-stop. saturday: went for band practice in the morn. mr and mrs chew came! haha! i missed them so so so much. i nearly cried larh looking at him giving his talk and advice. but we are not under him. so we are not going to see him much. so it ended at 2 and i met norfi to study. and i saw this hidir look-alike, only cuter and fairer. hahahahahha! and hidir i did ask for his number okayy. sshhh norfi ate dinner at mac and went home. once again, i managed to complete my homework. smiles ps: i love you, really i do. but show me its not true. pps: he just called me!! =] Labels: crispy waffle gotten. Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 9:46 PM TIRED. i'm tired. so that is why i'm not going to update so soon. sorry okayy. Sunday, April 06, 2008, 5:23 PM fuck off. really. i just cannot believe that you can make me look like a complete arse. and the worst part was, i managed to fall for it. now i'm all paranoid, thinking that you and you are laughing over my stupidity, and that only makes things worse. now i could not look at you with the same light. i dont need you to pity me, for goodness sake. i am completely capable of making my own friends, without you introducing them to me and then, have secrets with each other, thinking i'll never know. well guess what? i did find out. i'm not going to be sorry if i lost my temper at you sooner or later. because, right now, i seriously think you deserve it. like big time. let me get this straight, i hate the fact that you managed to make me feel so stupid of myself, because i hold you in a high position as my friend. now you've lost it, and there is absolutely no point in trying to get back in that position. and to the one and only guy in my life. i dont know what is really happening. but i'm gonna pray hard that its going to stop. i doubt that you understand what i meant. but our relationship is not and never a game. its not even a gamble. i know for sure. so decide what you want. whatever decision you make, i hope its for the best of both of us. anyways, went for band practice as usual. gosh. i really could not believe that the current band dares to remind us about such things. what's up with the "our scores" and "our bandroom" shit? if not because of us, there wont be such things okay. you guys are nothing but complacent bunch of idiots, thinking you are one big shot because you belong to the best band in the whole wide world. but really, you only belong to the band. you dont even make the band what it is. i will never dare say such things of my seniors, so i dont see you people dare to. well anyways, we had to do new pieces that i swear are so alien for me. and lets just say i dont really favour the pieces larh. but it doesnt really matter. yeahh so we played some familiar pieces that really really bring back the nice memories. but its tiring. haah. then after straightaway met norfi at jurong nlb. well that ass was late so we couldnt get the place she promised to get because she intentionally wanted to wake up early to get us a place. yeahh right norfi. so in the end we headed to macdonalds and i just had to buy something because i'm super hungry. like really starving hungry. we attempted some maths questions but in the end abandoned it because we just could not do it. then we did a few of our homeworks. i managed to complete geography, irp, but not the sajak. sheesh. now i remembered i've to do the sajak. ohh yeah i promised to blog about this anyways. norfi saved the day because there is a hairband in her bag, something i could have sweared she doesnt have. haha. so she tied my hair, skillfully according to her. i could have met marcus, but she just doesnt want me to meet her beloved. like wth kan. so after that we walked to get something i cannot remember what, and headed home. norfi being the nice friend that she is, waited for the bus with me. yeahh and i think i snored when i'm in the bus. haha! i was totally oblivious to the situation until this hot guy took up the seat beside me. haha! before that i swear no one wanted to seat beside me. wth kan. Labels: because you suck. Tuesday, April 01, 2008, 7:57 PM aches. okayy firstly i had this aching feeling on my leg muscles. wait. i have muscles? yeahh right. but believe it. its aching big time because i did this stretching, a thing that is so alien to me larh. haahahahahahahaha! then it was end of the day. and i was feeling sooooooo self-conscious of my smelly and messy after-pe-self. why? because i'm meeting farhan. and guess what? he is frigging late. so much for will be there at 4pm on the dot. yeahh right. so you already owe me 10 lunch-es. and we talked all the way to woodlands, then we went to the library. he tried his best to do malay, which he cannot, cuz it has been ages since he touched a malay paper at all. hahahahaha! i did some notes. and we had to go off. because dear farhan have to meet his "gay" friends. hahah! he will soooooo not be happy if he sees this. but i dont think he will see it larh in the first place. &of all time it had to rain, it had to rain when i just stepped out of the bus. talk about timing huh? so i was like standing like one stupid idiot, shivering because the rain is so heavy and the wind is so strong. sheesh. and in the end, i was so tired of waiting, i just walked. and i reached home so hungry and have to go eat immediately. mr maths formula wanted to meet me badly. but i cant. busy schedule. really. i dont lie. =D &&that idiot norfi go and post our conversation on her lj. haha! she is so jealous, plus she really dont have a life, to think that she have to post our conversation. haha! freaking funny larh. really, norfi. admit defeat. especially if your opponent is me. ps: if it helps, i like you. still. =] Labels: everywhere.