It is a shame I am your lover.

Sunday, September 28, 2008, 5:53 PM

official hiatus

i'm on official hiatus.

tomorrow is the start of the pu1 promotional exams. of all papers, it has to be management of business. not that i'm not prepared, but wth, no matter what, i'll always think i'm under-prepared. i will be on hiatus until, ermm, 2 weeks later i think. i think only... =] good luck to all my fellow friends; i hope i'll be seeing you all next year and the years to come. lurve you all sangat2!

anyways since i will not be able to go online any time after this, i'll like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. if ever i made a mistake, intentionally or unintentionally, i'll like to apologize from the bottom of my heart. halalkan makan minum i selama kita berkenalan ni. and ohh, jangan lupa datang rumah tau! everyone's invited, regardless of day and time. just gimme a call in advance aite?

so this will be all. until we meet again.

Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
jangan lupa datang rumah...
=]

Labels: raya 2008

Sunday, September 21, 2008, 8:56 AM

Baju Raya

i still cannot believe how fast the time flies. unbelievably, tmr is my gp and malay paper 1 exams. okayy this is so great. then it will be another 4 days of extreme mugging and revision. and i cannot believe too that my papers have to fall in the midst of Hari Raya. 2 days before raya is my Management of Business paper, and 2 days after raya is my Maths AND Geography paper. someone please tell me why is my luck this good. hmm...

anyways. i've collected my baju Raya! wee~! thanks to Shanizan who's willing to accompany me. but i hate the malaysia customs to the core. like seriously. its stuffing hott in there, why cant you people just on the fan? and you should get waaaaaayyyyyy organized in your lines. we witnessed a couple of malays arguing with the chinese people in our queue, because our queue happened to merged with theirs, thus explaining the super loooooooonnnggg wait. it was really embarrassing, the fact that i'm witnessing the Malays, whom i assumed are Muslims too, fighting during the Ramadan month, just because you are not willing to make way for others. so we waited in the queue for an hour, and you wouldnt believe how much Shanizan have to suffer from my complains and questions. hahahaha! okayy so at last we were out of that stuffy place, and we took a cab to the tailor shop. which the driver did not know where. thanks one more time to Shanizan super sleuthing, he found a map at the back of the card, and voila! we reached. so i'm super excited to try my outfits. hahahaha!

then we headed somewhere i cnt remember where to catch the aircon. its such a hott day mind you. then we headed home. okayy i was held up at the customs because of something. wtf sehh. the stoopid female officer is so acting like one big fuck. i was seriously tested yesterday. ehh minah without the uniform you're nobody larh ehh. poor friend had to wait for nearly 30minutes. sorry ehh. then we break our fast. and home sweet home, at last. and thanks again, Shanizan, for accompanying. Raya jgn lupa datang rumah okayy?

ohh. i'm really excited for Raya this time around. even with exams in between. to all my friends, jangan lupa dtg rumah. hehehe.

Labels: thanks.

Sunday, September 07, 2008, 9:07 PM

goodbye dear holidays.

what the hell am i thinking? what holidays? its definitely not holiday period for me okayy. i decided to slack my weekends off because i'm sure i wont be getting any of this once school starts tomorrow. no more sleeping like a pig without no worries of next day. no more starting my day late and not bathing until i feel like it. no more playing the x-box when i'm tired out. plus i'm getting better at the game okayy. hahahaha! its no achievement, because wth, i am supposed to be good at it.

i dont exactly dread going to school. but i sure dread the promos. now that term 4 is officially starting, promos seems much more clearer from this side of the year. and here i am, still being a lazy pig like as usual. and ohh yeahh. i still need to get my calculator repaired. damn.

anyways. i am here to announce that i'll be going hiatus very very soon. not unless if i have the urgent need to blog about something worth blogging to my opinion. why am i going hiatus is very simple actually. too simple that i think if you are an avid reader of my blog, i will not have the need to explain why. i hope teachers will not go all crazy and decides to put all sorts of last minute assignments just so that we'll study something, even if its kinda abit too late. i dont wanna get my adrenaline pumping too fast, in case i got some weak nerves that i never knew about. i already knew i had weak knees, because everytime the thought of promos cross my mind, my knees will be banging against each other. and i'm sure it got nothing to do with me being too fat right now. damn examinations!

i've been enjoying ramadan so greatly, i hope when school reopens, it wont leave any bad memories for this year's ramadan. i'll be celebrating hari raya amidst my promos. stop laughing izyan. i know by then your promos have waaaaaaayyyyyy ended, but haah! you got your h1 a-levels to sit for..

anyways. to all my pu2 friends, good luck for your promos and examinations. i dont know if you all are going to read this in time. but whatever. good luck alright. =]

dear you
saya selalu sayang kat awak
tapi kadang-kadang ehh
awak really testing my patience tau
like today
where the hell are you?!

Labels: welcome back school

Saturday, September 06, 2008, 9:44 AM

thank god.

The Bottom Line

Deal with problems like the intelligent person you are. Talk to someone you trust.

In Detail

The new concerns you have about your career aren't going away any time soon, so you have to deal with them like the intelligent person you are. It's time to have a conversation with someone you trust -- and it doesn't have to be someone who is intimately involved with what you do on a daily basis. You just need a sounding board -- someone you know will tell you the truth, no matter how ugly it may be. Avoid talking to anyone who is too close to your situation. They might hold back on you.

yesterday; went out with dear classmates to simpang bedok to break-fast. i was the first one to reach bedok interchange, the rest were late larh. then we took bus 9 to go to simpang bedok. i ordered mee bandung, but its not like the usual mee bandung i eat. the gravy is too thick, and well, i did not finish it. so it means its not that nice for me. whatever ehh. too cool myself down after the heaty food, i ordered lychee drink, which i waaaayyyyyyy too sweet. and i thought simpang bedok is known for its good taste in preparing food. hmm. then we headed to, where else kan? geylang arh! in the bus ride to geylang, i was feeling nauseas. i nearly vomited all over the bus, but managed to control it. in the end i did not throw up okayy? hahahaha! okayy ehh the crowd was, huge. like duh! we walked about aimlessly. then we decided we want some dendeng larh, some vadeh larh, some goreng pisang larh, some cempedak goreng larh. but the queue ehh was like super long. then the apparels area was selling recycled fashion sehh. its like, i dont know what is this year's hari raya baju is like. so all in all, the bazaar was kinda boring. maybe its still to early larh. yeah. so after that sat around before going home.

and this is the most interesting part of the day. i missed my last bus to woodlands. and there is no point going to the nearest mrt station because by the time i reached, the last train will be long gone. i'm at eunos, mind you. so there i was, pretending to look cool, but i was ready to cry anytime soon. i called my friends, but they were helpless too. okayy by then i was crying. i had no other means of going back home, because i did not bring my nets, and was too stupid not to bring enough cash. yeahh so blame me alright. then out of nowhere, qais called to help me out. goodness, i was practically crying out for joy. like who the hell wants to stay there alone right? so bottomline is, I LOVE YOU QAIS! i reached home safely in one piece, thank god. lesson learnt: bring enough cash when you go out!

its easy enough to know. i dont have to become a psychic to figure you out. you have showed yourself way too clearly. i want things to change, and i'm trying my best. i trust you, so dont make my scar bleed all over again. because i never looked for the first one, i searched for the last one.

dear you
i pray things will always be fine between us
all the things i wanted to will come true at last
just like the night i weave in bright stars in the dark sky
to give us lights in the trying moments
i always will have faith
until the very end

Labels: home sweet home

Thursday, September 04, 2008, 8:26 PM

omgg.

alright thanks ehh time. now i'm behind my schedule for everything. i dont know where the hell it has all gone to, but its definitely not coming back. so i'm literally rushing for time. but then i dont know where the hell i found time to blog, but here goes. =]

revision; i need all the time i can get. but temptations are, well tempting. outings, friends, phonecalls, television. you name it, i've got it. but i'm proud to announce i'm back with doing maths. =] though mr maths book is not found yet, i managed to cope with my notes from last year. thank god for being a retainee. but i dont wana be in my shoes for next year. like, i want to do my best. i've said this countless of times, but i really, absolutely wanna do my best.

twin sista; i'm glad we're back on speaking terms. i realised now, how much i'm in the wrong, and i thank god for making me be friends with you. i was an asshole, actually i think i still am. but you're always there no matter what. i'm sorry for all the things i've done, knowingly or unknowingly, that hurt you. there is too much wrong that i did, i dont know if saying sorry will make you forgive me. i love you.

holidays; obviously it aint holiday period for me. i came to school for humanities club meeting. okayy i'm so excited now that all the ideas are pouring in and i'm grateful for all you geniuses' ideas. i'm sure everyone wants to be short-listed. well i believe so actually. so better be prepared to work hard if we get short-listed. which i'm sure we are. other than that, holidays have been spent doing work and revision. and oh, i keep having headaches. shit i dont know what is wrong, but this is the last thing i need. you know how your head goes boom, boom, boom? but i'm sure panadol wont help this time. it never does, for me at least. and tomorrow, at last, i'm going out to break-fast together with friends. after that, where else other than geylang? damn, DENDENG! HERE I COME!

dear you
thanks for the quality time spent together
thanks for waking me up all over again
thanks for making me realise
thanks for the chance
saya sayang awak.

Labels: there it goes all over again.

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Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir dan Batin. jangan lupa datang rumah... =] Labels: raya 2008 Sunday, September 21, 2008, 8:56 AM Baju Raya i still cannot believe how fast the time flies. unbelievably, tmr is my gp and malay paper 1 exams. okayy this is so great. then it will be another 4 days of extreme mugging and revision. and i cannot believe too that my papers have to fall in the midst of Hari Raya. 2 days before raya is my Management of Business paper, and 2 days after raya is my Maths AND Geography paper. someone please tell me why is my luck this good. hmm... anyways. i've collected my baju Raya! wee~! thanks to Shanizan who's willing to accompany me. but i hate the malaysia customs to the core. like seriously. its stuffing hott in there, why cant you people just on the fan? and you should get waaaaaayyyyyy organized in your lines. we witnessed a couple of malays arguing with the chinese people in our queue, because our queue happened to merged with theirs, thus explaining the super loooooooonnnggg wait. it was really embarrassing, the fact that i'm witnessing the Malays, whom i assumed are Muslims too, fighting during the Ramadan month, just because you are not willing to make way for others. so we waited in the queue for an hour, and you wouldnt believe how much Shanizan have to suffer from my complains and questions. hahahaha! okayy so at last we were out of that stuffy place, and we took a cab to the tailor shop. which the driver did not know where. thanks one more time to Shanizan super sleuthing, he found a map at the back of the card, and voila! we reached. so i'm super excited to try my outfits. hahahaha! then we headed somewhere i cnt remember where to catch the aircon. its such a hott day mind you. then we headed home. okayy i was held up at the customs because of something. wtf sehh. the stoopid female officer is so acting like one big fuck. i was seriously tested yesterday. ehh minah without the uniform you're nobody larh ehh. poor friend had to wait for nearly 30minutes. sorry ehh. then we break our fast. and home sweet home, at last. and thanks again, Shanizan, for accompanying. Raya jgn lupa datang rumah okayy? ohh. i'm really excited for Raya this time around. even with exams in between. to all my friends, jangan lupa dtg rumah. hehehe. Labels: thanks. Sunday, September 07, 2008, 9:07 PM goodbye dear holidays. what the hell am i thinking? what holidays? its definitely not holiday period for me okayy. i decided to slack my weekends off because i'm sure i wont be getting any of this once school starts tomorrow. no more sleeping like a pig without no worries of next day. no more starting my day late and not bathing until i feel like it. no more playing the x-box when i'm tired out. plus i'm getting better at the game okayy. hahahaha! its no achievement, because wth, i am supposed to be good at it. i dont exactly dread going to school. but i sure dread the promos. now that term 4 is officially starting, promos seems much more clearer from this side of the year. and here i am, still being a lazy pig like as usual. and ohh yeahh. i still need to get my calculator repaired. damn. anyways. i am here to announce that i'll be going hiatus very very soon. not unless if i have the urgent need to blog about something worth blogging to my opinion. why am i going hiatus is very simple actually. too simple that i think if you are an avid reader of my blog, i will not have the need to explain why. i hope teachers will not go all crazy and decides to put all sorts of last minute assignments just so that we'll study something, even if its kinda abit too late. i dont wanna get my adrenaline pumping too fast, in case i got some weak nerves that i never knew about. i already knew i had weak knees, because everytime the thought of promos cross my mind, my knees will be banging against each other. and i'm sure it got nothing to do with me being too fat right now. damn examinations! i've been enjoying ramadan so greatly, i hope when school reopens, it wont leave any bad memories for this year's ramadan. i'll be celebrating hari raya amidst my promos. stop laughing izyan. i know by then your promos have waaaaaaayyyyyy ended, but haah! you got your h1 a-levels to sit for.. anyways. to all my pu2 friends, good luck for your promos and examinations. i dont know if you all are going to read this in time. but whatever. good luck alright. =] dear you saya selalu sayang kat awak tapi kadang-kadang ehh awak really testing my patience tau like today where the hell are you?! Labels: welcome back school Saturday, September 06, 2008, 9:44 AM thank god. The Bottom Line Deal with problems like the intelligent person you are. Talk to someone you trust. In Detail The new concerns you have about your career aren't going away any time soon, so you have to deal with them like the intelligent person you are. It's time to have a conversation with someone you trust -- and it doesn't have to be someone who is intimately involved with what you do on a daily basis. You just need a sounding board -- someone you know will tell you the truth, no matter how ugly it may be. Avoid talking to anyone who is too close to your situation. They might hold back on you. yesterday; went out with dear classmates to simpang bedok to break-fast. i was the first one to reach bedok interchange, the rest were late larh. then we took bus 9 to go to simpang bedok. i ordered mee bandung, but its not like the usual mee bandung i eat. the gravy is too thick, and well, i did not finish it. so it means its not that nice for me. whatever ehh. too cool myself down after the heaty food, i ordered lychee drink, which i waaaayyyyyyy too sweet. and i thought simpang bedok is known for its good taste in preparing food. hmm. then we headed to, where else kan? geylang arh! in the bus ride to geylang, i was feeling nauseas. i nearly vomited all over the bus, but managed to control it. in the end i did not throw up okayy? hahahaha! okayy ehh the crowd was, huge. like duh! we walked about aimlessly. then we decided we want some dendeng larh, some vadeh larh, some goreng pisang larh, some cempedak goreng larh. but the queue ehh was like super long. then the apparels area was selling recycled fashion sehh. its like, i dont know what is this year's hari raya baju is like. so all in all, the bazaar was kinda boring. maybe its still to early larh. yeah. so after that sat around before going home. and this is the most interesting part of the day. i missed my last bus to woodlands. and there is no point going to the nearest mrt station because by the time i reached, the last train will be long gone. i'm at eunos, mind you. so there i was, pretending to look cool, but i was ready to cry anytime soon. i called my friends, but they were helpless too. okayy by then i was crying. i had no other means of going back home, because i did not bring my nets, and was too stupid not to bring enough cash. yeahh so blame me alright. then out of nowhere, qais called to help me out. goodness, i was practically crying out for joy. like who the hell wants to stay there alone right? so bottomline is, I LOVE YOU QAIS! i reached home safely in one piece, thank god. lesson learnt: bring enough cash when you go out! its easy enough to know. i dont have to become a psychic to figure you out. you have showed yourself way too clearly. i want things to change, and i'm trying my best. i trust you, so dont make my scar bleed all over again. because i never looked for the first one, i searched for the last one. dear you i pray things will always be fine between us all the things i wanted to will come true at last just like the night i weave in bright stars in the dark sky to give us lights in the trying moments i always will have faith until the very end Labels: home sweet home Thursday, September 04, 2008, 8:26 PM omgg. alright thanks ehh time. now i'm behind my schedule for everything. i dont know where the hell it has all gone to, but its definitely not coming back. so i'm literally rushing for time. but then i dont know where the hell i found time to blog, but here goes. =] revision; i need all the time i can get. but temptations are, well tempting. outings, friends, phonecalls, television. you name it, i've got it. but i'm proud to announce i'm back with doing maths. =] though mr maths book is not found yet, i managed to cope with my notes from last year. thank god for being a retainee. but i dont wana be in my shoes for next year. like, i want to do my best. i've said this countless of times, but i really, absolutely wanna do my best. twin sista; i'm glad we're back on speaking terms. i realised now, how much i'm in the wrong, and i thank god for making me be friends with you. i was an asshole, actually i think i still am. but you're always there no matter what. i'm sorry for all the things i've done, knowingly or unknowingly, that hurt you. there is too much wrong that i did, i dont know if saying sorry will make you forgive me. i love you. holidays; obviously it aint holiday period for me. i came to school for humanities club meeting. okayy i'm so excited now that all the ideas are pouring in and i'm grateful for all you geniuses' ideas. i'm sure everyone wants to be short-listed. well i believe so actually. so better be prepared to work hard if we get short-listed. which i'm sure we are. other than that, holidays have been spent doing work and revision. and oh, i keep having headaches. shit i dont know what is wrong, but this is the last thing i need. you know how your head goes boom, boom, boom? but i'm sure panadol wont help this time. it never does, for me at least. and tomorrow, at last, i'm going out to break-fast together with friends. after that, where else other than geylang? damn, DENDENG! HERE I COME! dear you thanks for the quality time spent together thanks for waking me up all over again thanks for making me realise thanks for the chance saya sayang awak. Labels: there it goes all over again.