It is a shame I am your lover.

Saturday, October 11, 2008, 12:07 PM

HELLO!

i'm back! i dont really bother if you all dont care, but heyy, i can choose to be soooo delusional kan? so lets just pretend everyone's excited to see me around again. haah!

i've been enjoying hari raya too much. this is my first year without any vehicle, but the experience is kinda fun. i like to see other families in their baju raya, cute sangat2. and those hott boys in their baju melayu, complete with kain samping and songkok, alahai.. tergoda sehh. hahaha! so met up with my relatives, who shameful to say, i met them only during this time. omg and this year is seriously the year of the babies! the number of babies in my family.. and they are all so cuuuuuuuuuttteee!! hahaha! i keep holding and kissing them, until they cry. but some are like super-duper adorable laaaaarrrhhh. cant wait to make babies myself. heeh! confirm lagi comel. :]

okayy so i've been stupid. in what? i'm nt gonna mention here, but i keep kicking at myself for being the most stupidest asshole for that day. that day only. i cant believe i forgot. i slipped my mind totally. those who knows, knows. those who doesnt, there's no need to know. right now, i'm kinda scared. like what the hell is going to happen to me? if its the negative, i've no one else to blame, other than myself. because its utterly my mistake. my most stupidest mistake. if its the positive, which i dont even dare to dream about, i'll be the most grateful human being on earth, for being given the chance again. god, i know i'm never the religious type all the time, but i know you're never tired of listening to me. maybe this is just your way of telling me not to be so careless. well guess what, i've learnt it the hard way. please, let there be a light at the end of the dark tunnel.

and and and. i've fallen in love all over again. okayy larh not exactly in love okayy. just a bit of that feeling, know what i mean? have always been, actually. hehehe. well i'm not exactly confused. i know i can leave anytime i want, but izzit right to do so, with the expense of someone else's broken heart? i should not have done what i've done. but i never regret the way things have turn out in my life. i guess everything happens for a reason, yes? so lets just see where this is going to lead me to. i hope its exciting. hahaha! :]

i'm still waiting for the raya outing with my friends this coming weekend. and still waiting for the rest of my friends to come my house. hahaha! cepat2 larh datang. nk catch up on things/gossips. ehem ehem. so see ya'll soon! :]

Labels: updates

it is a shame I am your lover



	+ Yours Truly PRINCESSzati♥ i'm not your average girl-next-door. i'm the one your parents would be proud of. i adore the limelight i'm in right now, and i'll swing on any rainbows. i love my twin sista and my mr bestfriend to the core. i wake up on the wrong side of bed on certain days; pardon me. i think with my heart and listen only to my heartbeat. ooooohhh, i'm 18 until the next 01/06. and did i mention i like green? + Tagboard + Exits yijun PRESIDENTzeke azimah iqah shariffa sakinah siti zainuriah fadilah asha geena farah diyanah bukhari rafee kia jin literature forum voicespot ms sharie ong mr samuel wong + Archives official hiatus Baju Raya goodbye dear holidays. thank god. omgg. Family Day my head is spinning. angst. KHILAF WEEKENDS!! July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 + Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Saturday, October 11, 2008, 12:07 PM HELLO! i'm back! i dont really bother if you all dont care, but heyy, i can choose to be soooo delusional kan? so lets just pretend everyone's excited to see me around again. haah! i've been enjoying hari raya too much. this is my first year without any vehicle, but the experience is kinda fun. i like to see other families in their baju raya, cute sangat2. and those hott boys in their baju melayu, complete with kain samping and songkok, alahai.. tergoda sehh. hahaha! so met up with my relatives, who shameful to say, i met them only during this time. omg and this year is seriously the year of the babies! the number of babies in my family.. and they are all so cuuuuuuuuuttteee!! hahaha! i keep holding and kissing them, until they cry. but some are like super-duper adorable laaaaarrrhhh. cant wait to make babies myself. heeh! confirm lagi comel. :] okayy so i've been stupid. in what? i'm nt gonna mention here, but i keep kicking at myself for being the most stupidest asshole for that day. that day only. i cant believe i forgot. i slipped my mind totally. those who knows, knows. those who doesnt, there's no need to know. right now, i'm kinda scared. like what the hell is going to happen to me? if its the negative, i've no one else to blame, other than myself. because its utterly my mistake. my most stupidest mistake. if its the positive, which i dont even dare to dream about, i'll be the most grateful human being on earth, for being given the chance again. god, i know i'm never the religious type all the time, but i know you're never tired of listening to me. maybe this is just your way of telling me not to be so careless. well guess what, i've learnt it the hard way. please, let there be a light at the end of the dark tunnel. and and and. i've fallen in love all over again. okayy larh not exactly in love okayy. just a bit of that feeling, know what i mean? have always been, actually. hehehe. well i'm not exactly confused. i know i can leave anytime i want, but izzit right to do so, with the expense of someone else's broken heart? i should not have done what i've done. but i never regret the way things have turn out in my life. i guess everything happens for a reason, yes? so lets just see where this is going to lead me to. i hope its exciting. hahaha! :] i'm still waiting for the raya outing with my friends this coming weekend. and still waiting for the rest of my friends to come my house. hahaha! cepat2 larh datang. nk catch up on things/gossips. ehem ehem. so see ya'll soon! :] Labels: updates