it is a shame I am your lover
Saturday, September 06, 2008, 9:44 AM
thank god.

The Bottom Line

Deal with problems like the intelligent person you are. Talk to someone you trust.

In Detail

The new concerns you have about your career aren't going away any time soon, so you have to deal with them like the intelligent person you are. It's time to have a conversation with someone you trust -- and it doesn't have to be someone who is intimately involved with what you do on a daily basis. You just need a sounding board -- someone you know will tell you the truth, no matter how ugly it may be. Avoid talking to anyone who is too close to your situation. They might hold back on you.

yesterday; went out with dear classmates to simpang bedok to break-fast. i was the first one to reach bedok interchange, the rest were late larh. then we took bus 9 to go to simpang bedok. i ordered mee bandung, but its not like the usual mee bandung i eat. the gravy is too thick, and well, i did not finish it. so it means its not that nice for me. whatever ehh. too cool myself down after the heaty food, i ordered lychee drink, which i waaaayyyyyyy too sweet. and i thought simpang bedok is known for its good taste in preparing food. hmm. then we headed to, where else kan? geylang arh! in the bus ride to geylang, i was feeling nauseas. i nearly vomited all over the bus, but managed to control it. in the end i did not throw up okayy? hahahaha! okayy ehh the crowd was, huge. like duh! we walked about aimlessly. then we decided we want some dendeng larh, some vadeh larh, some goreng pisang larh, some cempedak goreng larh. but the queue ehh was like super long. then the apparels area was selling recycled fashion sehh. its like, i dont know what is this year's hari raya baju is like. so all in all, the bazaar was kinda boring. maybe its still to early larh. yeah. so after that sat around before going home.

and this is the most interesting part of the day. i missed my last bus to woodlands. and there is no point going to the nearest mrt station because by the time i reached, the last train will be long gone. i'm at eunos, mind you. so there i was, pretending to look cool, but i was ready to cry anytime soon. i called my friends, but they were helpless too. okayy by then i was crying. i had no other means of going back home, because i did not bring my nets, and was too stupid not to bring enough cash. yeahh so blame me alright. then out of nowhere, qais called to help me out. goodness, i was practically crying out for joy. like who the hell wants to stay there alone right? so bottomline is, I LOVE YOU QAIS! i reached home safely in one piece, thank god. lesson learnt: bring enough cash when you go out!

its easy enough to know. i dont have to become a psychic to figure you out. you have showed yourself way too clearly. i want things to change, and i'm trying my best. i trust you, so dont make my scar bleed all over again. because i never looked for the first one, i searched for the last one.


dear you
i pray things will always be fine between us
all the things i wanted to will come true at last
just like the night i weave in bright stars in the dark sky
to give us lights in the trying moments
i always will have faith
until the very end

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