It is a shame I am your lover.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 3:35 PM

now i know.

i'm sick. for this year, i made a record of being sick for so many times. ugh. i hate this feeling. i feel so lethargic today when it was only yesterday that i managed to laugh and enjoy life. shite.

oooh. what i heard was something not surprising actually. i mean, taking a look at your records, this was something i expected. only that i'm pleasantly surprised you still have not taken matters into your hands as yet. you can twist your words, spread rumours around because obviously, you dont really give a damn about what outsiders might think, dont you? stop pretending to be angelic, because i'll have you defeated in a matter of short time. you're freaking getting on my nerves, not because of what you did, but because of what you never try to do. dont even dare pretend that me and you, we're the same. sorry to disappoint you but i have always been the better one of us. not in the things that people do see, but rather in things that matters. i've taken the fucking trouble to not talk about things, so i was fucking wondering, how the hell do the outside world knows about all this. maybe you can gimme the answer.

after eons, i managed to catch prison break last night. thats a bloody achievement for me, because it means i'm home early. hahahaha. i need a change in my life, and i'm so gladful someone is there to guide me along. i know its hard to change, but i'll really try my best. only thing is, i keep wondering if i can sustain it. i hope your efforts will not go down the drain.

dear you

i understand what you mean

and i'll stay by your side

whenever you need me

Labels: that you are just a pretend.

it is a shame I am your lover



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