it is a shame I am your lover
Saturday, June 28, 2008, 7:55 AM
its the day

today is THE day. for the family of sembwinds. i cannot wait, of course. days and days of preparations and hardwork. before i forget to say anything, i'll like to say thanks to my friends who are willing enough to attend the concert. i'll do my best for no one else but you all okayy? thats the best repayment i can ever give. thanks. and oh yeah, you all can do it okayy? we have always risen to the occasion, and if there is a need to do so its tonight. let's do the thing sembwinds are known for. wee~!

i was tired yesterday. i thon the night with darling nuriah, talking craps and laughing. hahaha! she is so the selenge and so the funny; i was entertained. hmm. was joined by her friend, erm, wan i think is his name. we walked to some eatery and then spent the rest of the morning at a playground at vista park. no by that time i was tired, i just couldnt help it but have to close my eyes. i managed to sleep pretty soundly despite the fact that i was stationed at a weird angle. okayy. thats when sleepiness attack okay. they were talking and all until 7am. then wan had to go off and i and nuriah went for breakfast.

anyways this is weird. i was only sitting down at the eatery for hours i think, and when i stood up to walk the underside of my thighs was so painful larh. dont ask me why ehh. i think its just my freaking sexy babats. then nuriah came to my place and we sleep the afternoon off. then we watched harry potter because she havent watch it before. then we're off; me to my band prac and she back home.

right now, i'm really hungry. for the past few days i'm craving for this food but i dont know what it is. get it? so i keep on eating random stuffs until i'll meet my food desires. hahaha! by that time i'll be so fat i suppose. but hey, whats new right? wakakaka!

yesterday i was pissed off for awhile. its a random moment larh, but hell the couple in front of me were practically entertwined around each other, mouths glued together. i was turned off, obviously. my thoughts immediately went to the only person those kinda things were for, and i realized i havent met him for so long. so imagine my feelings larh. wth. stoopid couples. i feel like prying them apart, because i cant do what they are doing and i'm missing boyfir so badly. idiot right. sheesh!

ohh anyways, i've watched Wanted. its the coolest movie ever larh. and the storyline is so the unexpected. really really a must watch. and somewhere in the beginning you'll see me driving a red sports car, and shooting at my enemies. hahahaha! then comment on my acting okayy.

i think you're over-reacting. not that i want to be non-sensitive or whatever. but i for one has never cared much about your friend, ever since i saw her. if anyone knows what you are feeling, it would be me. so stop making me look like i'm one dumb person devoid of any sensitive feelings. it has happened to me before, and i've lost the one person i loved dearly and could never replace. i'm not going to question your feelings or whatever, because i'll never acutely understand, and i'm not going to try.

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