It is a shame I am your lover.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008, 3:26 PM

dear you.

i think your recent post have been for me. if its not, lets just take this as something we should have done ages ago. but i dont think i'm mistaken. i'm really sorry.

it has never been your fault. if anyone is to be blame for what you're feeling right now, it will be me. i admit, i was a little selfish about the people who once cared about me. i never remembered that you and only you have always been there for the moments when i cried, and that you have laughed along with me for the times when i'm at my happiest. you have understood me better like no one else can, but i would never forget you. of all the promises i keep, mine to you will be the one i carry to my grave.

its not about our busy schedules, nor about my other friends. yes, i'll never deny that they are as great as i could ever find right now, but they are never the one i really wanted. i said once i'll never change my friends, and you will be the last one i would even think about doing so. i wish you will never ever feel like that. it somehow pains me to think that you actually needed me and i was never there for you.

this friendship has been so strong, i relied on it too much to expect you to understand me. i made my mistake. i know i should always talk to you and me in turn, listen to what you've got to say. nobody could loved me as dearly as you could, no matter how hard they tried. as a matter of fact, i dont know how much longer they will be my friends, seeing as how they make new friends every other day.

nobody will be able to take me away from you, without our consent. if there is anyone that deserve my friendship, it will be you. i'll put aside everything else, just to be with you. i'm sure you know that, right? dont go away, because i'm always here for you. i'm merely just a phonecall away at the very most. i'll fly if i have to, just to be there with you.

ps: i'm sorry you have to think like that.

Labels: sis., thanks for the wish

it is a shame I am your lover



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