It is a shame I am your lover.

Saturday, May 17, 2008, 7:57 PM

weekends.

another week has passed, thus another weekend awaits. well since right now is saturday night, it has already started and i've already enjoyed it. as usual. haha. i so cannot wait for this weekend larh. too much has been happening, it is really a wonder that i managed to survive. but thanks to darling friends, i did.

last friday, in the morning we had our general paper 1. like i said, i did not study for nuts, because i havent been practising. i steadfastly dont want to do my assignments because i'm sure she wont mark it. and i even did not do my timed assignment 2. but wth yeah. when i saw the exam questions, i gave a sigh of relief. why? because i've done it before. wee! and i totally paid attention when my teacher went through the questions last year. hahaha. i dont know how relevant are my points, but i did my best. at least, its safe to say that i tried. i'm just crossing my fingers now that i will pass it. even though i doubt it larh.

then went to banquet at jurong point with nuriah to eat. had a girls talk and sheesh, we had one disgusting talk larh. really really disgusts me sangat2. so yucks ehh. yeahh and after that went to meet hidir to collect his stuff from dian and ida. judging from what that guy did to them, its no wonder he needs me to accompany him larh. pengecut! hahaha. he is missing sarah, that idiot. always have to miss some other girl when he is with me. like purposely gitu kan. but no worries babeh. then he accompanied me back to bukit batok to meet izyan, whom we are suppose to play bowling together. but that someone is freaking late larh. hahaha. had a meal again, sheesh. and we talked, along with aqidah who is with izyan. and later in the evening we are off to sports day! and hidir went back home, i think.

sports day. lets just say onyx did not managed to get in first. we were beaten by garnet, who by luck got shalindran, or whatever the spelling is. that freaking guy is a national athlete larh. so its no wonder garnet won every male race that he is in. come to think of it, garnet won every female race too. except for one or two. and i was deeply disappointed that we did not win the cheerleading, and no prizes for guessing who won. hahaha. yeah you got it, garnet. but nevermind. there is still more years to come. the guest race was awesome larh. runners from catholic jc and innova jc was invited, and they run super fast ehh. but with that shalindran guy, of course millennia would win right. hahaha. and novelty race, senggu was uber funny larh. i swear the ball was bouncing off his belly. wakakakaka! and my hottstuff, being ever so hot. that is a different story altogether. =]

after that lepak with fellow friends. laughed and crapped and took a bus ride home. was so tired, but met up with neighbour, and we spent the night together, under the blok. like whatever right? might as well go home. hahaha.

so today. had band practice as usual in the morning. purposely went late to skip warm-ups. but in the end have to do it still. because some other people are later than me and they were waiting for them. sheesh! and i just couldnt play properly, because yours truly was tired like whatever. i was practically sleeping while playing larh. and i keep squeaking like one bugger, and couldnt even pitch properly. gosh, i totally suck larh. but after that, we had a singing lesson with faiz. it was warm-ups first, and i so know i couldnt sing. i was shy at first to sing individually. but faiz make us sing the "i believe i can fly" song. and we were asked to close our eyes and sing our very best. i did, because the song remind me of a certain someone, and i was trying to hold back my tears. he complimented me, and i was so surprised. and now people, i know i can sing. because according to faiz, god has given us an unique voice each, to be used to the very best extent. and i believe him, for believing in me. thanks faiz.

i cannot forget you. no matter how hard i tried. please believe me. i start each day with you in my mind, and end each day with you in my heart. i have always loved you, regardless of all your stupid faults, and i hope you love me too. as of right now, there is no other person i want to be with, other than you. please dont disappoint me.

ps: because i love you.

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