It is a shame I am your lover.

Thursday, May 15, 2008, 9:36 PM

your name...

i'm feeling so frigging down, again. i just wish you would understand what i'm trying to explain. but i have my doubts. it will be difficult, life without you. and i'm trying to fight my hardest for it. i wish you are not selfish at all. please, for once in your pathetic life, believe in me. then i suppose you'll find a greater meaning towards life. i'm bottling things up, and i know its no good. it leaves me unpredictable, and will make me say things that i'll seriously regret. like right now. but you're not helping me. i just want you to talk things out to me. it'll be better seriously. but you, being the scaredy-cat you are, just choose to remain laidback and watch me this way. haah! right now, my dear, FAT HOPE. i'm stronger. well, at least i believe that i am. i'm sorry for being harsh. but i've lost all the might to sustain it any longer if you continue to behave like a kid incapable of a maturity level deemed for your age.

okay that aside. on a more panic note. tomorrow is gp paper!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrggggggggghhhh! and i havent study a nut about it. okayy that is so cool larh. well let tomorrow speaks for itself. i dont think i'l be able to put in my full concentration. but yeahh i'll try my best, for nothing else other than myself and my friends who have been supporting me all this while. especially my twinnie. lurve awak sangat2!

and after that is sports day. i'm kinda excited to camwhore. and watch hott guys run. and some of my friends too. wee! and after that weekends! yeeehhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! hahaha! okayy take care people.

i'm in a "i-dont-know-what-kinda-mood-i-want-to-be-in" mood.

ps: as of right now, i'm only capable of loving you.

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it is a shame I am your lover



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