it is a shame I am your lover
PRINCESSzati♥i'm not your average girl-next-door. i'm the one your parents would be proud of. i adore the limelight i'm in right now, and i'll swing on any rainbows. i love my twin sista and my mr bestfriend to the core. i wake up on the wrong side of bed on certain days; pardon me. i think with my heart and listen only to my heartbeat. ooooohhh, i'm 18 until the next 01/06. and did i mention i like green?
Tuesday, May 06, 2008,
10:27 PM
fuck fuck fuck.
fuck everyone. fuck the whole world.
stop pretending you cared. stop making yourself look like you are suddenly the bestest friend i could ever have. fuck! because you are not, and never will be. fucking hell stop entering my life when its at the peak and you have to make me tumble all the way down again. if i have to do what i'm doing, what the fucking hell has that got to do with you? i have my own ways of doing things, so why must i fucking care about you? if i never choose to be bothered by you, why must every little thing i did you have to question me? leave me alone fuckhead.
i'm totally pissed at the way things is going for me nowadays. i know i cannot stop things from happening, but the people dont have to make it worse. fuck. lets just stop this post. because i'm fucking fucked up. i hope the message is fucking clear.
ps: fuck you.
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