I've just passed the day watching a Japanese TV serial. Its called "Hanazakari No Kimitachi E". In my opinion its the best Japanese serial ever because its my first one. Hahakz! Shun Ogori is the hottest Japan actor ever. Followed by Toma Ikuta. I lurve the show sangat2. Hmm, its a romantic comedy based on a school life of Ashiya Mizuki, roled by Maki Horikita. Haiz.. Its so nice seh the serial. Really lurve it sangat2. Can watch it like a million times I think.

And yesterday I met boyfir. Hmm I missed him so much uh. It was interesting the way boyfir had to talk to my grandmama and siblings. I suppose he was shy uh. And today he is busy for the whole day cuz he got an engagement to go to. Bleargh. Boring larh sehh. And oh yeah. Its gonna be our monthsary soon. Wee~ Cant wait larh sehh.

I pretty much got nothing to blog about. Except that school is in just 3 days away. I cant wait to meet my friends and start making new friends. Plus I saw the timetable for next year's PU2 students, and lets just say, its too packed for me. Poor friends of mine, but I think with brains that kind, they will manage to cope with it. Hmm, I suppose too I wont be seeing much of my friends next year. Of course they will have alot to do yeah? Hmm..

Will you ever believe me if I say that I'm waking up at 6 in the morning to go jogging with my dear younger siblings? Well, believe it. Trust me, it takes me ages to believe myself that indeed, for the past few days, I have been JOGGING. Get it right. J-O-G-G-I-N-G. Well whatever yeah. And I've decided (with the help of my siblings of course!) that I'm gonna continue this healthy regime even when school starts. Haha! And I took my weight just now. GRR. Lets just keep the details to myself, yes? Hmm. Boyfir laughed at me when I said I went jogging. Hmph! Even he doesnt believe me. Gosh, such encouragement.

Anyways, I add a lil something to my blog. =] Plus I'm lurving it. I think I'm getting better at editing pictures. Oh its nothing like technical operations like making your eyes look big or whatever, but just some normal editing. Huhu. And I've added my friendster link. Take a look at it yeah? I'm so lurving the background. If you wanna know where I did it, just ask me. If I consider you my friend I might help. If not, well too bad.

Someone asked me this question. Why are bitchiness and girls always associated together? Well, my reaction was kinda rude at first. Then we sat thinking about it. Right until now I've yet to find the answer. Lets just say I do bitch about others, but I always say they deserve it. Then that someone asked me, what will I do if I find someone else bitching about me. I dont really care, but you must really be up to standard to bitch about me. I've met a number of bitches, and up till now I've yet to find someone I could salute. I admit to that someone its easy to bitch about me, just look at me and you will find a million and one things to say about me. That someone said something honest about me, something I've heard quite often. That I'm too fierce and proud-looking. Plus, a touch of classiness aura about me. Hahakz. Then I asked, can you imagine me without all that? I suppose if you are comfortable with yourself, you will never really care what others think about you. That is your own skin that you are wearing, and if you ever are ashamed of yourself, go skin yourself alive. That way, others wont have to live with your stinking self too. All of us had a fair share of bad days, its just how you choose to perceive it.

With that said, I still dont know why girls are bitchy. Haha! That was a pointless discussion really, though nevertheless enjoyable. I'll try to ask around, and maybe one day I might be able to find the answer. Hmm.

Anyways, 2007 is ending soon. And hello 2008. It has been a very interesting year, meeting new friends, and finding other aspects of me that I didnt even know exists in me. I hope 2008 will be just as pleasant as this year. I had a great family which I lurve dearly. I had fantastic friends whom I can count on for any support, and they are my fun in life. Plus not forgetting my dear boyfir. Well once again, I'm not gonna indulge in my lurve life with anyone. Huhu. Let's keep some matters private yeah?

Before the year ends, I wanna say I lurve everyone that has make my life ever more meaningful. And apologize to those I've hurt knowingly or unknowingly. Lurve korang sangat2!

Mama. Today was your birthday. No words can decribe what I feel. But I sure can say I really2 lurve you Mama. If not for you, I would never be alive. And I promise you I'll continue what good deeds you have done, and realise your dreams that wasnt given time to come true. I lurve you. Continue looking at me from up above. *hugs and kisses*

Labels: happy bdae mama.

The Bottom Line
You're more aware of the reality of your financial situation, which will help you.

In Detail
Money issues weigh heavily on your mind right now, although there's no reason to be nervous about it. You are merely more aware of the reality of your financial situation, which is a very good thing. The more accurate you are about where you stand now, the better prepared you are to get to where you need to be. So if you are feeling more thrifty or conservative than you usually do, this isn't a panic-based reaction to a shortage of funds. But listen to your gut.

Somehow, the above is true. I dont know how they do the horoscope thingy, but its so true or nearly so true. And guess what happen to me? My piggy bank went MIA. I just realise it just now. Gosh! I dont know where it is, and I want it back! GRR! I nearly cracked my head just now trying to remember where I put it.

And someone is so not helping by arguing with me and accusing me of starting the argument. Wth. There is this new thing called sensitive towards other people. I dont suppose I need to go around with a sandwich board which tells my mood and feelings so that people who are so obviously mundane towards this area would understand. Plus, why dont you try being a guy for a day? Oh pardon me, a real guy. Someone who wont just slam the phone when you freaking got nothing else to say or rather retort back. It doesnt help you know; putting down the phone. I suppose as usual its my fault. Well I wanna try something new. How about it being your fault for once, for all the obvious reasons I stated quite clearly for you to understand? Or are you just playing dumb? Come back to me, if you think you understand.

Labels: shit.

The Bottom Line
Your vivid imagination will actively seek out solutions to your problems today.

In Detail
The interior decorator deep inside of you is rearing up their beautifully-coiffed head today! Every drab room you see will pain you, so your vivid imagination will actively seek out solutions. This is a great day to take another look at your bathroom, bedroom, or kitchen -- and to start sketching out the fantastic new ideas you come up with. Redecorating or changing your home in some way is a sign that you are ready for big, beautiful changes in life!

I LOVE THEODORE. He's the most adorable chipmunk of the three chipmunks. Haha! Boyfir and I was totally engaging all the scenes. Its a perfect ending for our date tonight.

So woke up in the morning and slacked throughout the whole morning. Was waiting for boyfir to wake up cuz he had a rather late night with his NS mates cuz they had some function. Arranged for meeting place and bla bla bla. But eventually, as usual we were late. Haha! Met him in the late afternoon and we headed straight to Tampines. Wanted to go to Ikea to get some home stuffs but we cancelled the idea cuz we were to comfortable sitting down after our late lunch and talking about our youth events. Hmm. Lets just say I'm pretty surprise my boyfir was ever a naughty boy. Its like, a side of him I never knew, and I dont think I'll be seeing it cuz he's totally changed now. As far as I can see.

Anyways, boyfir told me that it is confirmed he is going to Taiwan for nearly 2 months. Haiz. I hate the fact that we are not gonna see each other for the longest time ever. I've had enough with 12 days and thought that was it. But he had a duty to do for the country and whatever not. Gee. It just sucks you know. It wont happen until next year. The only good thing about this trip is that he is gonna be back just before our anniversary and my 18th birthday. So I was hinting alot of stuffs to him larh just now. Hehe!

From this side of the week, school is getting damn near. Its scary; the thought of it. Its like my imprisonment is gonna start all over again. It will be harder work, smarter plans, lesser play. But I'm still gonna enjoy myself while doing all this. All work and no play makes Zati a dull girl. But no more stupidities and silliness on my part. Enough for 1 year to prove that the 'A' level course take much more than I've given in last year. I'm so gonna do my best.

Labels: you're my rainbow.

The Bottom Line
Sure, it takes a lot of energy to meet new people, but the payoff's worth it today!

In Detail
It takes a lot of energy to meet new people, so if you are not exactly in the social butterfly mood, that's something the people in your life need to understand. If they are pushing you to go out or host another gathering, let them know right away that you are looking for a break in the action. It might be time to put your dancing shoes in storage and dig out that comfy blanket and pick out a nice juicy novel to read. Meet new people in a fictional world.

Woke up pretty early with a sudden jolt today. Why? Because today I'm gonna receive my Levi's Jeans. Hahakz! Was in the mood larh sehh. What with Christmas and all, and though I definitely dont celebrate Christmas at any cost, its just nice to think that someone cares about me enough to give me something during this festive season of giving. When I came to school, I met Siti, Syirah, GG and Kartina. Was glad to meet my friends at last. It has been a loooonnngg time larh sehh since I last met them. So we headed to LT1. Waited for some time for attendance and everything else. Went inside, and got a pleasant surprise. The gifts were all wrap nicely, and let's just say I totally did not expect that. One gift caught my eye, and being the kaypoh that I am, I took a closer look. And guess what? It has my name larh! Hahakz! Its easily the prettiest wrapping among all the gifts. And when the Principal present me the gift, I think I said it to loudly that I got the prettiest one. Wee~~ Anyways, everyone from 07a5 got big gifts. And yeah, the gifts were sponsored by our very own teachers, not by the BB gift charity box. Hmm. Kudos to the all the teachers for their kind thoughts. And anyways, we got a new Vice- Principal for next year. I think his name is Mr Azman if I'm not mistaken.

The teachers even prepared meals for us. The caterers were already prepared. We took our food and sat and talked and joked and laughed. Yeah. It was nice. And here comes the best part of the day. Little do GG and Siti know that we are planning a sabo against them. So they were all listening to me, following me. GG was sabo-ed first. He cant run anywhere cuz he was cornered. And it was nice pouring water on him and seeing the others pouring the flour on him. Wakakaka! Then we lured Siti out of the toilet, and unknowingly, she came out. Whoosh! She became another human cake minus the other necessary ingredients. She managed to shout though. Quite loudly ehh. So yeah. They bathed, we cleaned up. Then we eat the cake. I have to say, the cake is pretty nice.

So yesterday was Hari Raya Haji. I can say that there are not much people celebrating that special occasion. My family was one of the few faithfully doing so. Hahakz! Its nice seeing most of my relatives again. But its so not nice eating the same things over and over again. I'm sick of it yeah? So we lepak2 and Embah's house, and watched the Asian Idol. The first telecast I dont even bother to watch cuz I dont think there is any point in wasting my time supporting someone I'm sure wont win. As everyone else knows, I'm wrong. So that was why I watch the repeat telecast. Hady didnt do it nicely I think. Well, I guess nothing is really fair. All I hope is that he performs up to expectation from now on. No more fooling around, and act like the people's person. You know what I mean? He wont be where he is now without us giving support. He should really do better in singing, since that is what he won.

I'm damn right missing boyfir. UGH UGH UGH! Any medication for misses? Cuz its happening alot of times and I'm sick. I sure hope tomorrow's plan for going out is happening. I dont want him to be late and stuff. But I dont care. I miss him and I'm gonna meet him. At all cost.

Labels: XOXO

Does your name suits you?

A: Hot
B: Amazing kisser
C: Good kisser
D: Kick butts
E: Has gorgeous eyes
F: Loves people wild and crazy adore you
G: Very outgoing
H: Cute
I: Crazy
J: Is really
K: Is a good person to be with love to laugh and smile
L: Very good kisser
M: Makes dating fun
N: Easy to fall in love with
O: Has one of the best personalities
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: Hypocrite
R: Is a good person to be with
S: Makes people laugh
T: Smile to die for
U: Is very sexual
V: Not judgmental
W: People never tell you what to do
X: Very broad-minded
Y: Loved by everyone
Z: Can be funny and dumb at times

So mine, in short is: A funnily, dumb hot crazy person with a smile that is dazzling.
Haha. Whatever okey. Get my spelling right and you get it.

Another random stuff.
5 things you like about a guy.
[if one had facial hair that suits them, it SO hot.]
[the way they walk.]
[the pretense they had. like they pretend they never cared when you did not call them after a big fight.]
[their ego. not unless its too much.]
[the love they give you if you're his special girl.]

5 things you hate about a guy.
[too much ego.]
[too little ego. i hate to see scaredy guys.]
[too muscular a body. its so UGH!]
[stoopid haircuts.]
[a guy wearing skinny jeans, tight cardi, excessive eyeliners, etc. u get the picture right?]

5 things you want to see a guy doing.
[eating ice-cream.]
[carrying an umbrella.]
[carrying the girl's shopping bags.]
[wiping their faces with tissue.]
[washing their face with a face cleanser. i've yet to see this tho.]

The worst pick up line a guy ever said to you.
"Hey what time is it now?"
This is so lame. He is so obviously wearing a watch that is so prominent on his skinny left hand. Its black leather. I still remember.

5 person you want them to do this random stuff.
[HamHam.]
[Aini.]
[Yaya.]
[Muna.]
[Fafa.]

Labels: random-ness.

The Bottom Line
Today, focus your energy on solving the problem and getting to your destination.

In Detail
There are multiple mazes and puzzles around you that you need to solve today -- and they have been mostly created by people who do not realize what they are doing. Focus your frustration on solving the problem and getting to your desired destination. Do not waste any of your energy on blame or culpability. Even if those people who are making things complicated fess up to the charges, nothing will change -- the problem will remain. Stay solution-oriented.

My boredom state is increasing by the minute. I dont know what makes me want to stay at home but unlike some people, I choose not to go out and spend the little pocket money that I had. The nicest thing about going out, to my opinion, is to spend. Not lavishly like some little snob, but I suppose it is always nice to have money to spend right?

Well anyways, not that most of my siblings and friends mentioned it, I think I too wanna go for a back-to-school spree. Well not exactly a spree, but I jolly well need new shoes and newer pencil-case. Haah! The things we thought is a need when actually, its just a mere want. Oh I need to get new boxes to store my stuff; my room is getting messier. That will mean another trip to Ikea. Gosh I just lurve the boxes there. Its so cute, but its not big enough. And of course I dont wanna be seen lugging that boxes around right? So darling boyfriend had voluntereed so willingly to accompany me. Thank you sweetheart.

My younger brother had just his Secondary School Posting out in the afternoon just now. He was posted to my dear old school, Sembawang Secondary. Well, not that I'm proud of it, I wish he managed better results and get himself into a better school, but at least I know the ways of that school. And I think he wants to enter SembWinds, the best band ever in Singapore. Okey that is too much bragging, considering I could not bring myself to step into any of their practices again. Read between the lines, and you would understand.

Something is gonna happen this Friday. Hahakz. Just a gift presentation ceremony. At last, I'm gonna get my present, Levi's Jeans. Ooooooohh. And I remember myself saying that I would never be able to afford one, not unless if I spilfer my dad's saving's account. And poof! the next day, Ms Rohaya said that is what I'm getting. Maybe I should always say out loud what I want, my wishes, my desires. You never know, which kind angel is passing by.

Labels: i'm all smiles.

The Bottom Line
The delicate balance between your family and your career is finally getting easier.

In Detail
The delicate balance between your family and your career is finally getting easier to manage, and you are just about over the learning curve. Now that things are getting back onto a more even keel, let yourself relax and stop worrying about whether or not you're spending enough time with the people you love. If they aren't happy with the time you're giving them right now, they will let you know. And as long as they're happy, you should be happy, right?

I wish I had a career. But oh no. I'm still a FT student and has lotsa certificates to achieve. Sometimes, it just leaves me wondering, whether I'll ever be a graduate. Not just any graduate, but a graduate graduating from a course that spells me. Come to think of it, we do have a long way to go ahead of us. I'm like still carving my own path, sometimes pausing to throw the huge logs away, and sometimes making a detour because I met a dead end. Its not really a comfortable experience, but all the same it makes me for who and what I am.

Talking about being a student, I'm wondering what my class would be next year. I hope those PU1s namelist I saw at school yesterday were for the newcomers. Because I didnt went for this talk somewhere the beginning of hols. Who knows, if I din go I might not be selected for next year or something like that. Oh god, let's hope that is not the case.

Yesterday went back to school. We had to settle some insurance thingy. Yeah so after that decided to stay behind for the discussion on more HK projects. Okey its so flattering given the attention and confidence by the school, but too much of a good thing is bad. And now I dont know why I stay behind. Well whatever. Hope its a nice project.

Plans on going out with boyfriend was unceremoniously cancelled because dear boyfriend woke up darn late after I suspect, a late night with a friend. Hmph! Boyfriend I'm still waiting for your call. Dont pretend its my fault okey. Dont even dare imagine. This is not the first time it happened yeah? So please, try and grasp the fact that I am certainly not happy with you and giving me too much time alone will make me the more unhappy.

Alright. I need to watch more television. Poor telly, I think it missed me. I've abandoned it for like so long. And I need to catch up more than ever on my revision. Its no fair deal everyone else is better than you. Next year, I'm determine its a totally new picture I'm gonna paint. And the reward? Everyone else praising it.

Labels: me.

After what seemed like a gazillion years, I managed to update. First reason being I am absolutely feeling too lazy to blog. Second would be the laptop is with my dear big brother. Third, well just plain lazy.

So. Just what exactly have I been doing. Well, I get bored at home. You know, since there is nothing better to do than sleep, eat, and whatever else that matters. So I played Neopets all over again. Believe it or not. Haha! It has been centuries I think since I played it. I lost the password to my previous account, so I have to start all over again. Sheesh. What a complete waste of Neopoints, Neohome, etc.

But I'm not really a damn lazy pig. I dont just play Neopets all day and week long. I managed to have a weekend trip to the ECP once more with darling boyfriend. Trust me, after being so long away from your loved ones, it really makes a difference when you meet them. I spent a more than memorable night with him. It was worth it you know, being away and stuff. Now I dont think I mind spending time away from him if this is the kind of attention I get after I get back. *wink at boyfriend*

Then, came the CLT course POP. Hmm, I think its something like that uh. Dear friends Ria and Siti were involved in it. They look absolutely gorgeous you know. The NCC gorgeous, if you get what I mean. They look just nice in that uniform, it makes me ache because I keep groaning and moaning about how wonderful it looks. And guess what? The NCC band, SwissWinds are there too. My beloved conductor!! I cant believe they even got matching NCC uniform. I would kill to wear that. GRR. So they played nicely, as per normal. Then came the performance thingy. The overseas people are like drunkards. They really scared me with all the jumping and shouting. I guess the overseas way of partying. Or was it just me outdated? I never party to that extreme you know. Hmm.. Anyways SwissWinds combo band was the best. Hahakz! Cheers to Amalina, Saiful I think and two other singers. They had the most mesmerizing voice ever. Okey that is so exaggerating. Yeah but you get the picture. Anyways pictures will be up soon enough.

Okey this goes to, well a certain someone. I respect and love her dearly and if she reads this I guess she would know it is her. I have yet to see you, spend time with you, after so long. Since you had that certain someone, that person had always been the barrier between us. Blame it on me, I made you met that person. I dont wanna blame him entirely, nor am I too arrogant to blame it on myself entirely. So what is the reason for the distance between us? Did that person make you to make me an outcast in your life? Am I so unimportant, that you decide to stoop to that person's order? I would always put anything before you, but if you ask why that hasnt been happening, its because you are not with me, anymore. But whatever. I still love you, and wish with all my heart that you will come back.

And to another certain someone. Gee stop it. My nerves are absolutely thinning whenever I have to face you. I dont like you now. You are neither that pretty anymore, maybe because of the way you do yourself or maybe its just you. So stop pretending that you could have all the guys around you, or should I mention, hot guys. Oh but I guess it doesnt matter does it? As long as it is guys. You are totally crowning the title 'Flirt'. Yeah push aside your friends, you know it doesnt really matter.They are neither cool, nor hot, nor pretty. But let me tell you one thing your friends are; they are not you.

So there it goes. What I've been accumulating throughout the days I did not update. There is more, especially about me and boyfriend. But I prefer not to let you indulge in it. Let's make you feel a little of that, say, envy. Huhu.

Labels: when boredom strikes

The Bottom Line
Communication will be your entertainment, your pitfall, and your inspiration today.

In Detail
Communication of various types will be your entertainment, your nemesis, and your inspiration today. Watch the emails that come in to you today -- one of them has a great opportunity hidden inside. Click to find your next social highlight. A tricky conversation late in the afternoon might throw you off your balance a bit, but the battle of wits will be fun and invigorating. Before the day is through, an inspiring song lyric, poem or even just a friend's email rant with spark a new idea.

Pardon me if somehow or another I appear lazy to update. Well I'm tired actually. Or pretending to be at the very least. Bleargh.

Just now I went back to school for a last HK trip meeting; so called. So met up with those 19 other people I've practically spent the past 12 days together with. It was kinda great to meet them again. We shared photos and Ms Jee showed us a video of our fashion parade. I so cant wait to get my hands on them. We look so cute together larh sehh.. I would like to compliment everyone for looking naturally pretty and handsome in those costumes. And the dance was done fantastically, despite the fact that we had so little time to rehearse it the night before the parade. Haha! Thank you people. Lurve korang sangat2 larh sehh. Muackies!!

Anyways I cant wait to chat up with all those HK friends I've made. They are so adorable, even though communication is not gonna be as easy as I expect. Yeah. But whatever it is, I still enjoyed myself with them. I still cant forget Kennis, my HK hottstuff. Hahakz! *Ssshhh*

Plus I'm missing little bro. I havent met him since I came back cuz he went over to Penang for holiday with aunty and uncle. Yeah.. Anyways I'm missing boyfriend too. Miss him sangat2. I really appreciate having him; he has been there for me since like I knew him, and being away from him really makes me feel lost. Nobody to complain to, nobody to pamper me. Haiz.. Seriously, I've forgotten how singlehood feels like.

Anyways for those of you who anticipated a full account of the HK trip, please read HamHam's blog. She managed to get it in quite finer details than me, bless her.

Labels: appreciative.