it is a shame I am your lover
Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 7:07 PM
weeiiiii.

The Bottom Line

Stick to broad subjects that aren't likely to invite controversy today. Be tactful.

In Detail

You need to keep all of your interactions with other people on a more formal level for a few more days. Even if you are in the middle of building a romantic relationship, you should try not to make any big demands on their time or push too hard toward greater intimacy. So instead of sharing your most personal thoughts and ideas, stick to broader subjects that are less likely to invite controversy or deep emotions. You should be careful how much you share with these people right now.

i'm determined to feel tired, so here i am on brother's katil doing nothing better than the usual stuffs. yeahh. so what did i do the whole day? nothing much really. after so long, i've lead a normal schoolgirl life. which means straight home after school. well not exactly straight home, because i've to buy some items for the cip this thursday. miraculously, i've reached home before 5pm. had my dinner with brother. watched some tv, bathed and now i'm here, typing this. i'm determined too to keep my promise to that certain someone whom i missed dearly. so he wont have any reason to think that i'm playing shit behind his back. so there.

i've received my mob test papers. did pretty well, and now i'm all geared up to do my revision. it was kinda cool to do well for tests huh. now that it happened once, i want it to happen all over again. but this guy in class, he really caught my surprise. he's the ever rebellious guy in class but he managed to get first in class for this test. hahaha. school was fine, except that the weather is killing the atmosphere. people are getting sick right and left, and it sucks larh to have your friend all moody when you're actually happy because they are sick. haiz, please mr sunshine. get behind some clouds.

watched prison break yesterday. yeahh i know like whatever right. everyone watched it already. its only left me. hahaha. but i lazy wanna wait for the thing to load online. so yeahh. hahaha! wentworth miller is super hott okay. he is so in my list of wants and needs.

i'm doing my best to save this relationship. hope you are too. give it some thought and a rest, maybe after so long, that's what we need. to me, us matters alot. i'm not all mellow to say stuff like "whats me without you". you know i'm never gonna say that. not that its untrue, but its never really true, if you know what i mean. whatever i promised you i'll do, i'll really do it. because to me, admitting defeat is only gonna kill me. you'll never see me do it without fighting hard for it. so yeahh. i love you sangat2. muackies!

ps: it has been too long.

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