It is a shame I am your lover.

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 9:25 AM

updates

i was kinda surprised that i did not blog for a long period of time, but then again, the same reason as always; i'm busy. alot has been happening, and by the end of the day i'm drained out of all my energy to actually update. truth be told, i actually wanted to close this blog down. but then i love showing my face off too much, so i decided against it.

okayy so actually on one of the past weekends, i went sentosa with a hott babe and 2 even hotter dudes. my only purpose was to get dark and spend time with them of course, but sadly, the dark part did not happened. so it gets me thinking, am i already too dark to notice any difference? hmm. so the day started with me going over the the babe's house and we went to bukit batok to meet one of the dude, and wait for the other dude. then it was lunch first, and we were in the water. it is super nice to relax and watched other silly acts. hahahaha! and when there is a nice camera around, what will happen? a typical duh, we cam-whored. pictures will be up soon, depending on my mood.

then we ate again, or rather only me and one of the dude ate. after that we went for a game of pool. or rather, the dudes had a game of pool. i'm sure most of you ppl have seen my game of pool, right? well theirs' is superb if you compared it to my normal horrendous pool skills. i vowed never to critisize any guy when it comes to a game of pool. take that as an advice people. then its a packet of famous amos for me, because i was simply craving for one, and home sweet home for me only. i was mathematically the youngest alright, so whaddya expect.

so what else? practically my days were spent with the babe. simply alot happened, and some stuff i dont find comfortable putting it here. but whatever it is, i'll always be there for anybody who needs me. it did not matter who, if i'm on your mind you know my number and i'll be by your side. just remember that.

school. well it doesnt really suck as much, now that mye is over. but the prospect of promos looms bigger than ever. collected my results, and i did well if compared to last year, but there is always room for improvement. damn my maths! gosh is there any potions that will make me love maths? i'll gladly give my heart and soul in return for payment. the fact will always remained that i did my very best for it, and still only managed a fail. big time, wtf.

to tell you the truth, i really miss you. okay fine, in this matter i admit i was the wrong one. but you understand dont you, that i have another heart to care about, another heart not to break? i'll always stand by my stand that you can always talk things out with me. to see you not being there, i naturally turn to another person. dont play mind games with me, i'll lose. my eq is exceptionally the lowest in the whole wide population of the world, so just be straight with me. dont bother about me getting hurt, because i hardly do. i mean c'mon, i'm the one who hurts people right? if you need my answers to your questions, logically i'm the best person for you to ask right? why go around one whole way to find out that it was never answered?

dear you,

everytime i made up my mind

something will crop up.

please say its the same with you too.

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it is a shame I am your lover



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