PRINCESSzati♥i'm not your average girl-next-door. i'm the one your parents would be proud of. i adore the limelight i'm in right now, and i'll swing on any rainbows. i love my twin sista and my mr bestfriend to the core. i wake up on the wrong side of bed on certain days; pardon me. i think with my heart and listen only to my heartbeat. ooooohhh, i'm 18 until the next 01/06. and did i mention i like green?
so the results are out. lets just say i was a little too disappointed of what my friends had achieved when i came back to school to be there for them. yes, some did too wonderful for words, but maybe some deserved what they get. i've seen and heard them playing the fool the year they are doing their o-level. so its really no wonder that they get what they get. and they cried. i mean, okey i sympathise and all that. but not fully. and my brother did not do as well as i expected him to. too bad, i wont be able to see him in MI this year.
when the results are out, the PAE students dont need to come to school during the JAE exercise. so the school has organised some activity to do for us 'permanent PU1 students'. since cny is just around the corner, we have to help some old people to decorate their houses and do some spring-cleaning. firstly i was skeptical even to do this, because i dont really think its my thing. but after met them and helped them do their shopping for the decorations, i find them really cute. at least mine is. he cannot walk properly because his legs are weak. so he had this cute way of walking. hahakz. but there are others, i mean the old people. who really took advantage of our kindness to buy some things that are so obvious that they needed. i mean, wigs, balloons? damn necessary for cny huh. what the hell. i really hate that old woman. she was practically at the cashier for more that 30 minutes, taking items after items to be paid by us. actually the teachers. poor thing the teachers. they definitely got no choice.
i'm watching eklavya now, a touching hindi movie. well what else is there to do right? i got nothing better to do than watching tv on a saturday. boyfir is out with his friends to beach road to get some stuffs. and as usual he wont let me follow him. so bad right? and i suppose tomorrow he cant wait for his birthday party. hmm. and yeah happy birthday again to dear abang tomi. best of luck in your future endavours.
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The Bottom Line
Give that big talker the benefit of the doubt. Hold on to your suspicions for now.
In Detail
People do not always practice what they preach, and it might seem like someone has an ulterior motive when they make a huge effort to help others today. Their zeal might not make any sense to you right now, but that doesn't necessarily mean that anything fishy is going on. Give them the benefit of the doubt. Hold on to your suspicions for now and wait at least until the afternoon to sound any alarm bells. Being a tattle tale isn't really your style, anyway.
I finally went to school today. I missed my darling friends truckloads larh. Everyone would be crazy and fun. School just doesnt feel complete without the laughters and jokes. Lurve korang sangat2 larh ehh! Anyways, results were not out yet. But the teachers have a definite disappointed look in their eyes. Especially Mr Wong. Haiz. I would feel very bad if I did very badly for his paper. I am nearly convinced now that I would not be promoted; let alone promoted. I really ponder again, whether I'm right in picking MI as one of my choices. Well, all I could proudly say is that I've tried my bestest. And there is never a loss in making loads of wonderfully awesome friends.
Talking about friends, this biatch in my neighbouring class is being so unreasonable in my sweet opinion. I had the great opportunity to bitch about her early in the morning. Haa! Well hunn, I guess you are just full of plain, pure jealousy. What the hell? Guess is only suited on you. Why dont you fuck off? You and your little friend dont even have any sense of fashion. Goodness, take a look at your fugly hairstyle. You are just a pair of conceited wannabes, who dont even have the guts to look at me or my friends in the eye whenever you passed by us. We might not have the most perfect brains on earth, but we have something that matters a million times more than anything, and that is our attitude. You just plainly suck big time. I dont need pretenders anywhere around me. And I definitely dont need you. Oh in case you dont know that I dont like you, well I loathe you. I promise you, just now I snubbed you directly behind your ugly self, the next time would be directly in front of you. Stop being that something we dearly hate. If you dont know what it is, come to us and we would explain carefully to you, in detail if needed.
I'm going to have a hard time organising some affairs. I demand the cooperations from all parties please. If just in case you dont like the way I do some things, prove to me that you can do a better job that will please everybody. To be fair to one person, I have to be unfair to the rest of the majority and I dont think why I should do that. Oh yeah, tell me anything straight off my face please. I dont bark, I might just bite if I think it takes you alot to understand my situation.
Poor Hubby.. He hurt his big toe. I hope its gonna get better soon, and I lurve you loads. I dunno why, but I keep making you angry. Actually I know why larh. But sometimes its just a lil too difficult to control myself. And I know too well saying sorry wont help. But whatever it is, it doesnt make me small saying it. I'm sorry Hubby.. I'll call you once I think you've cooled off. I know you will read my blog and there is no way you are ever gonna say I dont love you, because I do. There would be more than countable times on me typing that. And that is minus whenever I said it. I lurve you sangat2. Muackies!!
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