You know, being plainly bored really had this weird side effects on you. I swear it will; its happening to me right now. Eeeccks! You just cant stop thinking, and the thing about thinking is that it gets a little too.. wild. You know what I mean. Even at home, being surrounded by those people who loved you and whom you loved gives you suspicions that they dont like you. Like wth? I just cant wait to get out of this house, and go do something silly enough to sway myself away. I wanna laugh loudly that people around me have to go around giving me dirrty looks and stuffed their fingers into their ears. I wanna roll around in my pyjamas until it gets torn and stand up to catwalk for 10km. I really, really, really feel like doing that. For quite sometime, the days have been a little too perfect for me. Wake up, laze around, make my bed, eat breakfast, play xbox, surf the net, laze around again, etc. Imagine that? It has been happening for the last 3 or so 24 hrs. ARGH.

So right now, I managed to drag myself out of bed to bathe in the morning, a ritual I havent done in like days. I'm supposed to go out with darling friends, but I got something family to do. Oh I wanna go retail too. Like right now! But nothing beats shopping with your loved ones, so its best I wait for them. I wanna get boyfriend to go out with me. Heck with all our arguments, its high time we think about the two of us as a whole instead of just our selfish selves. Too bad, today is already a Sunday, which means even if I can coax him to go out with me, we wont be able to go out for long. He have to report back to camp by 10pm I think. Damnation. I've yet to give him his morning call which he will grumpily pick up because I've ruined his sleep. Haha! I lurve him so much.

I'm having weird ideas. Like how this blogger should be recording voices instead of us typing what we are thinking. That would be much sincere. Like my tone and everything. Wouldnt it be fun? Everyone can hear my real thoughts. Like how my "Haha!" sounds. Or HamHam's "Nyahahaha~" sounds. Oh I'm thinking of saving money to revamp my whole room too. I wanna get a pretty wallpaper of myself all around my room. Haha! Talk about shiok sendiri. I guess grandmama would get sick of me. At least she wont miss me right. Teehee!

I got nothing better to do right now. I dont even have the mood to help out in the kitchen. Let her do it. Whatever. Oh yeah, whenever you read about someone bitching about you, you are no better if you retort back. Nobody will bitch about you not unless you deserve it. Furthermore, you can never decide a person's opinion about you. You are who you are, and if you let someone ruin your day because you are silly enough to listen to their bitchings, well, you might as well deserve it. Slap her if you have to, then let it all be bygones. Another random advice from me, go on the road less travelled. Widen your experiences, and why not lead other people down the road instead of you following? Cheers!

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To that only special boyfriend in my life.
I need you damnit. The last thing I needed right now is you being far away from me. I need your guidance, not your impatience. I need your love, not your words of anger. I dont need anyone to tell me how stupid my actions are right now that caused me something valuable. I just need you to be physically there for me. Is that too much to ask for? Because you are disappointing me.

Life has been challenging this past few days. I wont say it has been too much but it really is much more than whatever that I have tasted, say, a few months back. Things have been happening non-stop and I'm sure I'll be ecstastic once I've managed to go through this phase and come out alive and feeling better than over. I believe there are reasons as to why reasons occur; and I'm never going to question why because I know there will never be an answer.

Anyways, small orders for kuih raya is still going on. But dont burden me too much my dears. =)

And oh yeah. Everyone is invited to my place for Hari Raya okey? As the word goes, a visitor is an angel in disguise. Teehee.

I am bored again actually. Please gimme some reason to live the days through. Erm. At least gimme something to look forward to after Raya. Okey? Something like the CHALET! We need more detailed plannings actually. So yeah. Anyone with ideas please come forward. Thank you.

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Only God knew how much I have been looking forward to this weekend. School has been exhausting, tiring but nevertheless fun! I had the opportunity and luck to see my hottstuff running. It was a big laugh and I hope he is reading this. He is just trying to maintain cool. So in the end his running turns out to be like one fella terkedek-kedek. Lucky him I'm temporarily blind on that day. So I still continued admiring him from far. But, I think he knew I liked him. I made it too obvious with my screaming and whatevernot. Oh well.

Assignments were coming in like hell. Actually its me who hasnt been regularly doing it. That was why it was mounting up. Especially maths. Gosh I really hate that damn subject. And I'm not tired in saying that and will forever say that. Sheesh. So geography test last Thursday was no chicken mcnugget ok. It was difficult. No it wasnt actually. I just did not get my facts right and fast enough. I mean, we did and went through the questions already. He wont be please my marks I'm sure. Management was getting out of hand. He kept saying the same things in lectures. And most of the time it is irrelevant. Malay, I guess was fine. We handed up our project at last. Though I did not put in as much effort as the rest did. I'm sincerely sorry. We still have to do our Penulisan Kreatif shit. And I just realised yesterday we got only 4 days left, minus today is 3 days left. Gosh! Where has the time gone to?

Anyways went JP with Aini and Ria yesterday. Met Hubby halfway through. So we walked around. Aini and Ria went to their normal sports boutique. Hmm. I saw this Billabong bag I really like. I really was tempted to buy it uh. I'll wait patiently. Until I get some money that I am supposed to get. Then after that Aini and Ria went home. Me and Hubby proceed to IMM. I actually wanted to buy a ring. But Hubby said like some mom. WTH! He always said that. And I really got pissed off yesterday. Over that and some other things he unknowingly did. I hope. And Hubby just told me just now he will be going to some jungle and stay there for like 1 week plus. Boohoo!! I'm gonna miss him like hell. I'm already missing him when he said that. I lurve you Hubby..

So today I'm just slacking at home. Tomorrow might be going library to study with Amirah. She has been, well, a lil different since she came back. Gerl if you got some probs be sure to mention it aite? Dont keep it to yourself. I've said before we would always be there for you. But not if you wont tell us what is happening. Then we cant be there. Okies?

And I got this friend. Who is always doing the so-called "in" thing. The last time was hiphop. Then it was the music issue. Then came the poser issue. And now the vector. Have your own life. That is my advice and will forever be mine for you.

Until then.
Lurve ya people.
Muackies!

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Well due to some technical fault, I have to change my blog all over again. Which means I have to start from scratch. Damn.. I hate it totally when this happens and do not ask me why. All i know is i totally loathe it. Haiz.. So what I have done is actually to switch my blog with this old one I had. I totally sucks at using the new blogger. Shucks. So here goes. All I hope is that everything is gonna be fine. No other errors and whatever not.

Ok. So let's start afresh. Let's talk about yesterday. Yesterday was my one month anniversary with my Hubby. Well our friendship has been quite long. So when I say we went through alot we really do. All I'm gonna mention here is that we really had a great time. The finer details will be written in my personal diary. Haha! I have to remain a lil secretive about personal affairs right? It was just a great time spent together. And just because of me, he sacrificed quite a fair deal. I love you Hubby. I think by far you are the greatest!

And now. To the more irritating part of everything. Our class bbq. On this friday, dated 6th of July. People, I desperately need your cooperation. Can you please give it to me? For goodness sake it sure is hard to organise something like this. People just cannot decide whether to go or not. Ask so much questions yet you cannot even confirm whether you are coming or not. Just what the hell. My patience and tolerance level is the least limited one can see. So do not, i repeat, do not, test it.

Anyways, yesterday was full moon. Hubby and I saw it when we were walking up the path towards my house. It was so beautiful. The night looks so peaceful whenever the moon shines dat way. It is like everything will be fine. And i like my fairy-tale night to be like that. For as long as I live.

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