It is a shame I am your lover.

Sunday, November 04, 2007, 11:21 AM

surfaces underneath.

You know, being plainly bored really had this weird side effects on you. I swear it will; its happening to me right now. Eeeccks! You just cant stop thinking, and the thing about thinking is that it gets a little too.. wild. You know what I mean. Even at home, being surrounded by those people who loved you and whom you loved gives you suspicions that they dont like you. Like wth? I just cant wait to get out of this house, and go do something silly enough to sway myself away. I wanna laugh loudly that people around me have to go around giving me dirrty looks and stuffed their fingers into their ears. I wanna roll around in my pyjamas until it gets torn and stand up to catwalk for 10km. I really, really, really feel like doing that. For quite sometime, the days have been a little too perfect for me. Wake up, laze around, make my bed, eat breakfast, play xbox, surf the net, laze around again, etc. Imagine that? It has been happening for the last 3 or so 24 hrs. ARGH.

So right now, I managed to drag myself out of bed to bathe in the morning, a ritual I havent done in like days. I'm supposed to go out with darling friends, but I got something family to do. Oh I wanna go retail too. Like right now! But nothing beats shopping with your loved ones, so its best I wait for them. I wanna get boyfriend to go out with me. Heck with all our arguments, its high time we think about the two of us as a whole instead of just our selfish selves. Too bad, today is already a Sunday, which means even if I can coax him to go out with me, we wont be able to go out for long. He have to report back to camp by 10pm I think. Damnation. I've yet to give him his morning call which he will grumpily pick up because I've ruined his sleep. Haha! I lurve him so much.

I'm having weird ideas. Like how this blogger should be recording voices instead of us typing what we are thinking. That would be much sincere. Like my tone and everything. Wouldnt it be fun? Everyone can hear my real thoughts. Like how my "Haha!" sounds. Or HamHam's "Nyahahaha~" sounds. Oh I'm thinking of saving money to revamp my whole room too. I wanna get a pretty wallpaper of myself all around my room. Haha! Talk about shiok sendiri. I guess grandmama would get sick of me. At least she wont miss me right. Teehee!

I got nothing better to do right now. I dont even have the mood to help out in the kitchen. Let her do it. Whatever. Oh yeah, whenever you read about someone bitching about you, you are no better if you retort back. Nobody will bitch about you not unless you deserve it. Furthermore, you can never decide a person's opinion about you. You are who you are, and if you let someone ruin your day because you are silly enough to listen to their bitchings, well, you might as well deserve it. Slap her if you have to, then let it all be bygones. Another random advice from me, go on the road less travelled. Widen your experiences, and why not lead other people down the road instead of you following? Cheers!

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it is a shame I am your lover



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