Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Zati Alyani Binte Rosli
Birthday: 1st of June 1990
Current Status: Attached to my darling Hubby. Swit Lurve!
Eye Colour: Black I guess.
Hair Colour: Black/brown.

Layer 2: On the inside
My Heritage: Pure Malay
My Fear: I fear my own fear, which is fear. Get it?
My Weaknesses: My temperamental moments
My Perfect Pizza: Lotsa cheese and less of the bell peppers and pineapples.

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: Its differs on different days.
My Bedtime: Erm. I'm an early sleeper.
My Most Missed Memories: With my late mama. I always lurve you mama!

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Neither. No gassy drinks for me.
Mc Donald or Burger King: McDonald always.
Single or Group Dates: Hmm. Both are fine.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Duh!
Cappucino or Coffee: Neither. No caffeine for me either.

Layer 5: Do you
Smoke: Used to.
Curse: Yeah, especially is someone else deserves it.
Take Shower: Of course!
Have a Crush: Lotsa times. I've lost track.
Go to School: Couldnt imagine myself doing something else.
Believe in Yourself: Yeah, no one else would if you dont believe in yourself.
Think you're a Health Freak: No, I live both healthily and unhealthily as and whenever I feel like it.

Layer 6: In the Past
Drink Alcohol: No! Dont ever want to.
Gone to the Mall: Yeah. DUH!
Dyed my Hair: No. Thinking of highlighting it green tho.

Layer 7: Have you ever
Played a Stripping Game: WTH. No.
Change Who You Were To Fit In: No. Never.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: Yeah..

Layer 9: In a Partner
Best Eye Colour: Brown. I think. Or green.
Best Hair Colour: The best that suits him.
Long or Short Hair: Hmm, a little of both.

Layer 10: What were you doing
A min ago: Doing this thing.
An hour ago: On the phone with darling Hubby.
A month ago: Slugging for promos, which I didnt do well.
A year ago: Slugging for O levels, which I did relatively well.

Layer 11: Finish The Sentence
I Love: My family, my friends and my darling Hubby! Lurve korang sangat2! Muackies!!
I Miss: My Mama.
I Hide: My ugly home specs whenever someone comes over.
I Need: My dose of ice lemon tea and a new life with the old friends and family and Hubby.

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
Munawarah.
Aini.
Mannan.
Hidayah.
Huda.

The Bottom Line
A friend offers some advice that you should listen to -- even if you don't want to.

In Detail
The friendships you have been enjoying the most in your life lately are the same friendships that are going to take you further in your life in the future. These people are your connection to new opportunities and have lots of good advice (that you should listen to!). Another thing you should listen to is that little voice inside your head that is telling you to review your budget and watch what you are spending. There's no need to worry, you just need to assess your accounts.

I got my promotion status just now. Well, I failed this time around. I just did not do well enough and there is definitely no point in being too sad about it. I was just plain disappointed. For once, I've failed my dad and my family. I knew he wouldnt say much and would always behind me supporting me in whatever I do, but still I dont ever want him to feel this kind of disappointment. This is so not something that I normally do. I want to prove myself wrong and do better the next time wrong. It is a lucky thing that I got a 2nd chance, only that I did not get the better part of the second chance. It sucks big time being in my position, but I'll just do better than ever if I choose to remain. Haiz. I got my great friends standing behind me waiting for me while I acted like shit crying and everything else. They were so patient, and they really deserve to move on. Congrats! I could look up to them and hell, now I got more reasons to pester them to teach me. Hahakz. They will always be my friends, and I hope I'm still theirs forever. From the horoscope above, I already knew the answer. And I want all of you to know that I will be with you guys until the end of time. I promise.

Hubby as usual managed to sober me down, and even got me laughing in no time. Lurve you sangat2 sayang! In those little words that I said to him, he managed to understand perfectly and did not rub the salt in. I know now that he will be here for me always, guiding me when I'm lost and holding my hands when I fall. Thanks sayang.

Labels: A dedication to all my loved ones.