it is a shame I am your lover
Sunday, October 07, 2007, 9:10 PM
patience tested; &still going stronger than ever

To that only special boyfriend in my life.
I need you damnit. The last thing I needed right now is you being far away from me. I need your guidance, not your impatience. I need your love, not your words of anger. I dont need anyone to tell me how stupid my actions are right now that caused me something valuable. I just need you to be physically there for me. Is that too much to ask for? Because you are disappointing me.
Life has been challenging this past few days. I wont say it has been too much but it really is much more than whatever that I have tasted, say, a few months back. Things have been happening non-stop and I'm sure I'll be ecstastic once I've managed to go through this phase and come out alive and feeling better than over. I believe there are reasons as to why reasons occur; and I'm never going to question why because I know there will never be an answer.

Anyways, small orders for kuih raya is still going on. But dont burden me too much my dears. =)

And oh yeah. Everyone is invited to my place for Hari Raya okey? As the word goes, a visitor is an angel in disguise. Teehee.

I am bored again actually. Please gimme some reason to live the days through. Erm. At least gimme something to look forward to after Raya. Okey? Something like the CHALET! We need more detailed plannings actually. So yeah. Anyone with ideas please come forward. Thank you.

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