It is a shame I am your lover.

Saturday, September 29, 2007, 1:20 PM

a dedication to both of us

I guess it happened again. Or is this the first time that we fought this badly? I know you would never gimme a chance to tell you everything that is on my mind, so I'm gonna use this medium, hoping that you would read it and understand what I mean.

I dont think you really understand me well enough. I dont blame you, knowing someone for just a few months is too little time to know entirely about them. But that time-frame sure gives you some knowledge about me. I know what I do and I definitely know who I should prioritise at that point of time. And looking back at the situation, I think you are being a little to sensitive. For goodness sake, I'm with my FRIENDS. Do I need to emphasise on it more? I would trust them with my life, and you should know that I care for them as they cared for me. I told you again and again that I did not understand what is it that I do which makes you so incredibly mad at me? I asked you again, what did I do? You never bothered to explain. In fact, I was nearly convinced that I am talking to someone I never knew; a stranger. Since when do you used harsh words to communicate to me? Since when do you need to resort to this punishment just to make me realise something? I am not stupid, dumb nor am I hearing-impaired. I think you should remember who you are talking to. And if I am hurt by what you did, I think it is just fair.

Why didnt you answer my calls? Oh yeah, I forgot. You're sick, and definitely need the whole of last night and the whole of this morning with a little bit more of this afternoon to get well right? Or was yesterday just a charade for you when you called me up to let me know you are sick? And after that you just ignored me just like I never existed in your life. Just what is wrong with you?

You told me you trusted me. Let me see that trust. I did trust you. No I do trust you. I trust you enough to use your head and brain, not just your feelings. Let me know what is wrong. And I'll try to amend things. But firstly and most importantly, I need to know and understand what is wrong.

I always lurve you Hubby.

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it is a shame I am your lover



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