The Bottom Line
Let your eyes and body language do all your talking -- be a bit more flirtatious!

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Let your eyes and body language do all your talking today. A lot can be communicated with an arched eyebrow, nod of the head or clap of the hands -- and often what they say has a lot more impact than anything you could think to say verbally. This does not just apply to a romantic flirtation. Even in business meetings or other professional environments, you should try to say things with as few words as possible. Today, nonverbal communication is the best way to get your point across.

The holidays have actually started, and instead of feeling happy I'm not feeling that great at all. Firstly its because of my damn shocking results and secondly because I just felt that way. I guess I have a limit to as how much I can handle problems. It is challenging I admit, and life would be dreadful without those problems and I accept everything that happened. But right now, I myself dont know what I wanted. My moodswings seems to be more out of control than usual. And it is actually in control most of the time; I did not get too carried away with anything that much. Its like, I wanted something badly and would cry like I dunno what but when I have it, I would not want it anymore. Hell, its gonna cost me alot of trouble. But I just dont know what am I suppose to do. I thought it would take much more than this disappointment to really get me down, but I'm wrong. Because right now I felt much worse than I've ever felt for a long period of time. Someone help me please. I need myself back, for the sake of everyone around me.

As expected, I'm going Hongkong from the 19th to the 30th of November. 12 days. Haha! To all my darlings and darlaz dont miss me please. There will be alot of work to be done before us departing there, and my group have actually chosen to do some ethnic stuffs. It will be great fun. And I'm so preparing to shop and everything. Meet Eric, if I get a chance to do so. But there is a problem. I still couldnt get my passport done; and at the rate I'm in, I dont think I'm going.

Hubby just called me, he said he wanna meet me near my place. Haha! It has been such a looooonnnngggg time since we lepak together at my place. There are reasons of course. He only wanted to come here because he wanted to charge his PSP. Sheesh! I knew it. Oh I hate that PSP of his. Its like my madu or something. GRR! He would hardly let me touch it, let alone borrow it. He loves that thing much more than me I think. HMPH!!

The past few days with darling friends are wonderful. They manage to make me laugh as usual. We cam-whored for the past few days. So pictures will be up once its uploaded. Yesterday was darn farny larh seh. We played the all legendary Truth or Dare, and I managed to think of ridiculous dares for those who are dared. Let's see.. Hafiz was dared to kiss GG on the cheeks, GG was dared to do a chair-dance, HamHam was dared to dance too but she did not want to do it so we changed it to sing her all-time favourite song and Syirah was dared to do a catwalk. GG's dare was the most farniest larh seh. He did it so darn nicely, let's just say luckily my iman is strong. Hehe! HamHam practically took the whole of the time to gather her courage. Haha! She could be a good singer I think, if she minus out her malu feeling. Other than that, everything was boring.

Sharifah msg me yesterday and she actually swapped Econs for Geog. So I guess I have her together with me for next year. We would be taking exactly the same subjects. It would be hard for the both of us but it is nice to have a chance again. And to all my promoted friends, salutes to all of you. Do your best and dont be in my position when you go thru this promotion period next year because it sucks. If you were to say I'm strong and I broke down so badly, I wouldnt want any of you to go thru what I went thru. Lurve korang sangat2! Muackies!!

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