it is a shame I am your lover
Monday, November 05, 2007, 9:02 AM
damn periods.

My stomach cramps is so killing me. And I got absolutely no strength to go to the shop and buy Panadol Menstrual. Argh! I just feel like lying down and do nothing today. I'm even feeling lazy to collect my newly-done passport. =] Its not just laziness you know. Its all because of this stoopid cramps that I got every month. Guys, better thank your lucky stars that you are born a genuine guy. Yeah its a whole lot better being a girl at anytime of the day, but when it comes to this kinda thing, it totally sucks. I still have yet a looooooooonnnnnngggggg time to go before I'm 40 or 50 which is when my mentrual will stop. Imagine having to live with this nearly throughout your life? Its agony okey. Especially if your cramps are so unmerciful on you. Damn.

Usually I'll feed boyfriend's ear with my complains whenever I experience this. Haha! But I still havent call him. And I still have pity on him. I'll wait until afternoon or something before I start wailing my pathetic voice to him. Haha! Poor boyfriend. Anyways, he usually makes me feel better, no matter what. He's like got this wonderful magic. I just have to explain that I'm having my period and all of a sudden he is so understanding. My moodswings, my craziness, my temper, everything. He would understand perfectly. He would just blame it on the period. After all that he would heave a sigh of relieve that it is over and he wont have to handle me in that kinda mood anymore. I so lurve him..

Okey, I'm so missing all my friends larh. Nearly all of them went for the leadership camp which I cant attend because I'm gonna be a retainee. Well, I am a retainee technically. So its like I have to wait for end of next year, which then I'm so gonna move up to second year. They are gonna have fun I hope. Haha! Miss korang sangat2 larh. Lurve ya'll!!

Damn I'm having flu on top of my cramps. It definitely does not feel good. For those who dont know, I cant stand pains. I'm a weakling. Really. That is why you dont really ever see me so clumsy and hurting myself. I avoid pains at all risks. Haha! If I were to ever like break my bones or something, I dunno how I'll survive. Then sometime, I wonder what will happen if I ever get married, and got pregnant and have to deliver. Most or rather all mummys said it is a most painful procedure. I want a baby of my own, but I'm afraid I just cant like handle the pain.

Okey enough of all this. Its gonna be a long time ahead anyways. I think I will only get married at the age of 55 at the rate I'm going. Haha! Hey, lagi tua lagi orang nak. Haha! Anyways, until I got something valuable to write about. Cheers!

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