it is a shame I am your lover
Thursday, November 08, 2007, 8:44 PM
i missed you. badly.

This is kinda lame, but I changed my blog fonts after my previous post. And I know I wont rest until I post another post just to see how nice it looks. Haha!

Okey I'm actually doing something I hardly do; bloghopping. I managed to find lotsa old school mates, and hey, I realised I missed them. Though I dont really hang out with them often, there are some memories that will never leave me. This is getting a little too drama-mama for me, but I guess I missed korang2 badly. Without all of you in my life, I can never be what I am today. Yeah I'm never proud of my life in my secondary school, but I'm sure proud to be able to find great friends like all of you. I missed Sembwinds, I missed my lil sister. It has been ages since I've last met you. Don't you missed me too? I wanna meet up soon, if that is possible. I guess it has been my fault. I was too busy with my current life to catch up with anyone from my previous school, or anyone in my life at all. I guess if only my bestfriend were not in the same school as me, I would have fade away from her too. Its time I use my holidays to catch up on one of the most important things in my life.

Now it makes me wonder. Just how I would feel if someone I dearly loved would never come back to me. Life has taught me alot, and I knew how vulnerable it can get. You just never know what is going to happen the next moment. I wanna cherish everyone around me. Even though it would take me ages, I would wanna do that.

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Sunday, August 05, 2007, 9:05 PM
malaise.

Watching Legally Blonde 2 right now. I admire the character Elle Woods played by Reese Witherspoon. She doesnt care what others think of her, as long as she gets what she thinks is right. She will go through all extremes to get it done. That is so cool.

Get to talk to Hubby just now. Even though we did not get to meet. Sheesh. He was tired. So practically we only talked for a few hours. He spend the afternoon catching up on sleep. He is going back to the jungle tomorrow and might be coming home only on Tuesday. GRR. And I thought he is coming home for good, at least not going back to the jungle. I hate it larh.

So tomorrow is school again. It will be a rush, I know. Because school is only on Monday and Tuesday for this week. We are gonna miss a few lessons, especially Maths. Woah. I am so gonna look forward for some make-up lessons. URGH. But on a brighter note, I can get to see hottstuff. *smiles widely* That is the only best thing I really look forward to in every new week of school. Even though sometimes I realise that I am just dreaming big time. Like building sandcastles in the air. But I read somewhere that it is fine to build sandcastles in the air. I just have to add the foundation. Haha! So dont be surprise people if something more than normal happens. *grins*

So anyways, Wan recommended me to work at his place. Its this Pizza Hut call centre or something like that. Mira and Aini used to work there. From them, it is quite a hard work. From Wan, it is up to you on how you want it to be. So I'm confused. I need money. But I dont think I am ready to give up my time I devote to school for work. But then again, no hard work means no gain. Oh gosh I just dont know. I forgot to tell Hubby. I'll mention it to him later.

Lurve ya'll. Take care. Muackies!!

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