The Bottom Line
Attending a family gathering will give you a fresher perspective on your life.

In Detail
Family problems are fading now, as the people you're related to are realizing that you are your own person. This elevated level of respect is starting to really gain momentum, and it's seeping into other areas of your life. Expect even your most judgmental friend to suddenly take a 'live and let live' attitude about what you choose to do in life. This is a new period of harmony with everyone you love, so enjoy it. It doesn't come around as often as you would like it to.

I wanna go out and enjoy myself. Not alone of course. Most of my friends are preparing themselves for their upcoming leadership camp. I'm not as selfish to snatch the time away from them. And boyfriend said he is not going out today. So I guess I have no choice, and go out alone. Got a few things to buy, and I really wanna go VivoCity. It has been sometime since I last went there.

I had a great time sleeping yesterday. This might sound weird, but after everything that happened, I guess its just how you choose to look at your life. If you want your life to be good, you have to feel good. Of course, there are always some downsides in your life; not everything is perfect everytime. And learn not to keep everything to yourself. It only hurts your own self, nobody else is affected by it. And I think it is high time we be fair to our own self. Whether you like that person or not, you just have to show it.

I feel like I'm having too much angst in me. I wanna let it all go, and be like what I used to be. I dont want anyone else to ruin my day for me. I guess I have learnt how to keep my mouth shut, but I think it is not too good for me. It gives me a headache to keep everything to myself. So people, just let it all out okey. It is good in the long run actually.

I am now supposed to be focus on the HK trip. But its kinda difficult to get everyone together now. Most of my group will be going to the leadership camp, and that leaves only three of us. Haiz. Take note, I'm doing a little change to accomodate to the limited time we have. It will be my head on the line if everything does not goes well. As far as possible, I want us to enjoy the trip. This is not some schoolwork that we have to. Yeah we have to work, but I want the fun to surface more.

Labels: Responsibility is Challenging.

Today I and Amirah will be going around to collect the money from those who could give it to me. At least now the bbq plans are not put at waste. That is really something. Plus I am a lil bit irritated at someone. Stop doing everything on your own ok? Firstly we are the ones organising this bbq. So we absolutely do not need you to take full control. Secondly, we just do not want you to brag around. Oh pardon us for the fact that we do not have as much money as you to flash it around. I for one could tell you what you can do with your so-much-money. Maybe buy a lil 'Ps and Qs.' Oh and dont forget maybe a lil of 'Hs' too. Lastly and the most important. We, meaning the girls, dont like you to do things the way you do it. Alright? That is a total statement.

Hubby did not msg or call me this morning. I think I did something that hurts him. But it beats me. Did I do something? Well I think I will just msg him later. I think I dont like him driving. It makes him so tired. Then he doesnt have much time to talk to me because for the rest of the time he is not driving he wanted to rest. And I'm like there alone again. Ok I'm bitching now. But I just do not like it. It is getting too difficult to talk to him for long hours. Haiz.

So now I've got nothing more to blog about. I guess I'll end here. The finer details would of course be updated in my diary. So until then. Love you people. Muackies!

Labels: Responsibility is Challenging.