The Bottom Line
Confusing memories will put a big crimp in your style today, so take things slow.

In Detail
Confusing memories will put a big crimp in your style today, when some stuff you remember happening a certain way will be proven to have happened in a totally different way. This revelation won't be embarrassing, but it will be enlightening. Take it as a lesson in perspective, and as an invitation to take a more mature stance on your life. The haze of reflection can distort your understanding of how people behave in different circumstances, so keep an open mind.

I am feeling so bummed today. Why? Because of the straight nearly 5 hours sitting at school preparing for the HK trip. For the first 1 hour, we were actually waiting for those latecomers to come and trying out the costumes. Trust me, some people are wayy choosier than me. They either dont want it too tight or too loose. They want it just nice. Like if its theirs I wouldnt have bothered. But since its tailored to my measurements, I dont think anyone else fits perfectly larh. And when its nearly done, we have to sit through all the presentations, and well, its pretty boring. So yeah. We still have alot to do. We have to take note that we are presenting to an absolutely different group of audience. I cant believe the simplest terms they wont be able to understand. I wonder how am I going to communicate with my buddy larh, whoever she/he is. I just found out too that they are going to stay with us in the hostel. I hope somebody I'm comfortable with is together with me, or else I'll die of boredom. Aside from that, I hope the HKongers are able to appreciate what we have put in labouriously for them; especially the fashion parade. Trust me, it is hard work trying to get 20 unexperienced people to model costumes for you. But whatever it is, it is still fun larh watching them doing their funny poses. Hahakz!

At last, I managed to talk to boyfriend just now. Gosh I damn missed him larh. He is feeling tired right now, so I'm being a little kind to let him rest for awhile. He didnt pick up my calls when I called him again, so I'm taking the benefit of the doubt that he is sleeping. Poor darling. I lurve you sangat2. Muackies!!

Remind me, I need to get alot of stuffs before I go over to HK. I have to buy new bottles of shampoo, body foam, lotion, mosturizer and whatever else I need. Haiz. I'm so bad at packing. So I guess I'll have to start writing a to-bring list before I forget anything. One thing for sure I will not forget is food uh. I'll need to buy packets of maggi and more packets of milos, hot chocolates, nestum and anything else I can get my hands on. Darling friends, let's exchange okey. Hehe! Cant wait larh to hang out together with Darling HamHam and Aini. Wee~~ Prepare for awesome pictures taken as a memory of us going there.

I'm feeling like I'm missing something in life. I dont know what it is. I searched more than I could. I still couldnt find it. At this point of life, I thought I had everything. Yes I am grateful with what I have. So what is missing. I've still got missing jigsaw puzzles pieces that I will never find I guess. Some moments, I feel like there is a hole in me, and as the minutes passed by, it is enlarging. I wanna relax, and enjoy my time with all my loved ones. I guess I still have alot to please, and alot to achieve.

Labels: life.