It is a shame I am your lover.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 6:26 PM

was it just me?

assignments are really coming in like crazy right now. haha. i've yet to start on any because i've decided to shop for my boyfir's birthday gift. i'm still not sure though what to get for him. plus my brother's birthday is on the same date too. perfect huh? now i'm really broke.

school was not bad. managed to interact more with my classmates. they rock. they are so fun i wonder if they are fine sometimes. thanks to mr idris larh ehh, for giving us homework he expects to be handed in by tomorrow. freak teacher. plus i just switched off during maths lesson just now. its getting too crappy for me. and its only the first topic! its damn difficult, and mr thiang says the next topic is tougher. wth! malay was darn boring. we went through imbuhan. like i never had enough of that during my secondary school days. all these tenses, verbs and vocabs can really make me go yyyaawwnnnnn.

anyways i just hate it when some people pretend that it is beneath you to talk to someone you were once upon a time close to. yeah you definitely had a reputation of being a friend-hopper and i think i'm disliking you by the day. i doubt its me really, because i the others can really charmed me and there are no aura of pretence among themselves. if i had ever done something that offended you, please i assure you telling me wont do any harm to yourself. i might have the reputation of being one of the fiercest girl you ever know, but i dont bite. maybe i should just ignore you just like you ignored me. i know i dont really could ever call you my friend again.

nowadays, its hard to put my feelings down on words. i'm wishing with all my might that someone who would understand would come in my life everytime i needed someone to talk to. someone who is not to caught up with life. someone who could spend the time with me. someone who could listen to me. someone who could understand. i felt so trapped in my own heads with these weird thoughts tumbling in my head. seriously, i think i got a mental problem. i never was like this. i once thought i had someone to turn to, or rather a few someones to turn to. then i realised with a hard bang on my face its not always true. i dont want to betray anyone. but sometimes its just so hard when you're stuck in my position. i dont ever want to go crazy. i want to talk. most importantly i want to talk to someone who would understand. gosh just what the hell is wrong with me?!

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it is a shame I am your lover



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