The Bottom Line
Take the advice of friends and associates (that you didn't take before). It's wise.

In Detail
Lucky for you, you'll get a great opportunity for a 'do over' today -- you will finally get your chance to take the advice of friends and associates (that you chose not to take in the first place). Hold your head when you go against your previous decision and do not be embarrassed at all! After all, you are not so insecure as to worry about what other people think of you, are you? You should be focused on doing what is right, not on doing what looks best from the outside.

it has been ages since i update my blog. admittedly, i got nothing to blog about really. anyways, recently life has taken its toll on boredom. ugh. i just got nothing better to do than being a pig. those of you who misses life as a pig, well my advise is dont. you totally have no idea how it feels like to continuously be a pig, literally.

so what's life as a retainee, i hear someone ask? well it sucks. big time. i have to interact with people younger than me and sometimes i just think they are too childish for words. it gets me thinking you know, whether i am that childish too once upon a time. they still had their secondary school ways and i dont deny i get pissed off more frequently these days. maybe its just something going inside my head. or maybe its just my surroundings you know. my class is great, they are brilliant and comitted and stuff, but i still miss my friends yeah. nothing could ever replace them.

lessons have been going pretty easy, coupled with the fact that its damn difficult. i swear i havent lose my head just as yet to continue taking the subject combination i am taking right now. mathematics is getting more complicated than ever. and oh yeah. i found out that those who adores maths are usually one of those people who gets insane faster. haha. lucky me i loathe mathematics. malay class is so noisy. those non-malay speaking people are getting on my nerves by the minute. too bad you're damn stoopid to understand the language, but its worse still you cant keep your mouth shut during lessons. just wth.

plus i'm missing boyfir loads these days. he is busy with his work and i'm too busy being a pig so we hardly managed to talk at all. i guess all i really want now right now is someone i could talk to. someone who can gimme the time to talk without any interruptions. someone who would understand. i guess i'm pretty selfish if i wanted him for myself when i absolutely know his situation. but deep down my heart, i cant help but wonder when its gonna end.

moody tone aside, plans for swimming are up tomorrow. anybody interested to come along with me please contact me. going to woodlands swimming complex. please kindly bring your own food because swimming usually makes you hungry, beats me why. and get ready for teasing and fun. so those who i'm gonna see tomorrow, i'm gonna see. those who i'm not, well some other time i suppose.

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