it is a shame I am your lover
Friday, December 28, 2007, 3:24 PM
ending soon.

Will you ever believe me if I say that I'm waking up at 6 in the morning to go jogging with my dear younger siblings? Well, believe it. Trust me, it takes me ages to believe myself that indeed, for the past few days, I have been JOGGING. Get it right. J-O-G-G-I-N-G. Well whatever yeah. And I've decided (with the help of my siblings of course!) that I'm gonna continue this healthy regime even when school starts. Haha! And I took my weight just now. GRR. Lets just keep the details to myself, yes? Hmm. Boyfir laughed at me when I said I went jogging. Hmph! Even he doesnt believe me. Gosh, such encouragement.

Anyways, I add a lil something to my blog. =] Plus I'm lurving it. I think I'm getting better at editing pictures. Oh its nothing like technical operations like making your eyes look big or whatever, but just some normal editing. Huhu. And I've added my friendster link. Take a look at it yeah? I'm so lurving the background. If you wanna know where I did it, just ask me. If I consider you my friend I might help. If not, well too bad.

Someone asked me this question. Why are bitchiness and girls always associated together? Well, my reaction was kinda rude at first. Then we sat thinking about it. Right until now I've yet to find the answer. Lets just say I do bitch about others, but I always say they deserve it. Then that someone asked me, what will I do if I find someone else bitching about me. I dont really care, but you must really be up to standard to bitch about me. I've met a number of bitches, and up till now I've yet to find someone I could salute. I admit to that someone its easy to bitch about me, just look at me and you will find a million and one things to say about me. That someone said something honest about me, something I've heard quite often. That I'm too fierce and proud-looking. Plus, a touch of classiness aura about me. Hahakz. Then I asked, can you imagine me without all that? I suppose if you are comfortable with yourself, you will never really care what others think about you. That is your own skin that you are wearing, and if you ever are ashamed of yourself, go skin yourself alive. That way, others wont have to live with your stinking self too. All of us had a fair share of bad days, its just how you choose to perceive it.

With that said, I still dont know why girls are bitchy. Haha! That was a pointless discussion really, though nevertheless enjoyable. I'll try to ask around, and maybe one day I might be able to find the answer. Hmm.

Anyways, 2007 is ending soon. And hello 2008. It has been a very interesting year, meeting new friends, and finding other aspects of me that I didnt even know exists in me. I hope 2008 will be just as pleasant as this year. I had a great family which I lurve dearly. I had fantastic friends whom I can count on for any support, and they are my fun in life. Plus not forgetting my dear boyfir. Well once again, I'm not gonna indulge in my lurve life with anyone. Huhu. Let's keep some matters private yeah?

Before the year ends, I wanna say I lurve everyone that has make my life ever more meaningful. And apologize to those I've hurt knowingly or unknowingly. Lurve korang sangat2!

Mama. Today was your birthday. No words can decribe what I feel. But I sure can say I really2 lurve you Mama. If not for you, I would never be alive. And I promise you I'll continue what good deeds you have done, and realise your dreams that wasnt given time to come true. I lurve you. Continue looking at me from up above. *hugs and kisses*

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