It is a shame I am your lover.

Thursday, December 13, 2007, 10:07 PM

updates. at last.

After what seemed like a gazillion years, I managed to update. First reason being I am absolutely feeling too lazy to blog. Second would be the laptop is with my dear big brother. Third, well just plain lazy.

So. Just what exactly have I been doing. Well, I get bored at home. You know, since there is nothing better to do than sleep, eat, and whatever else that matters. So I played Neopets all over again. Believe it or not. Haha! It has been centuries I think since I played it. I lost the password to my previous account, so I have to start all over again. Sheesh. What a complete waste of Neopoints, Neohome, etc.

But I'm not really a damn lazy pig. I dont just play Neopets all day and week long. I managed to have a weekend trip to the ECP once more with darling boyfriend. Trust me, after being so long away from your loved ones, it really makes a difference when you meet them. I spent a more than memorable night with him. It was worth it you know, being away and stuff. Now I dont think I mind spending time away from him if this is the kind of attention I get after I get back. *wink at boyfriend*

Then, came the CLT course POP. Hmm, I think its something like that uh. Dear friends Ria and Siti were involved in it. They look absolutely gorgeous you know. The NCC gorgeous, if you get what I mean. They look just nice in that uniform, it makes me ache because I keep groaning and moaning about how wonderful it looks. And guess what? The NCC band, SwissWinds are there too. My beloved conductor!! I cant believe they even got matching NCC uniform. I would kill to wear that. GRR. So they played nicely, as per normal. Then came the performance thingy. The overseas people are like drunkards. They really scared me with all the jumping and shouting. I guess the overseas way of partying. Or was it just me outdated? I never party to that extreme you know. Hmm.. Anyways SwissWinds combo band was the best. Hahakz! Cheers to Amalina, Saiful I think and two other singers. They had the most mesmerizing voice ever. Okey that is so exaggerating. Yeah but you get the picture. Anyways pictures will be up soon enough.

Okey this goes to, well a certain someone. I respect and love her dearly and if she reads this I guess she would know it is her. I have yet to see you, spend time with you, after so long. Since you had that certain someone, that person had always been the barrier between us. Blame it on me, I made you met that person. I dont wanna blame him entirely, nor am I too arrogant to blame it on myself entirely. So what is the reason for the distance between us? Did that person make you to make me an outcast in your life? Am I so unimportant, that you decide to stoop to that person's order? I would always put anything before you, but if you ask why that hasnt been happening, its because you are not with me, anymore. But whatever. I still love you, and wish with all my heart that you will come back.

And to another certain someone. Gee stop it. My nerves are absolutely thinning whenever I have to face you. I dont like you now. You are neither that pretty anymore, maybe because of the way you do yourself or maybe its just you. So stop pretending that you could have all the guys around you, or should I mention, hot guys. Oh but I guess it doesnt matter does it? As long as it is guys. You are totally crowning the title 'Flirt'. Yeah push aside your friends, you know it doesnt really matter.They are neither cool, nor hot, nor pretty. But let me tell you one thing your friends are; they are not you.

So there it goes. What I've been accumulating throughout the days I did not update. There is more, especially about me and boyfriend. But I prefer not to let you indulge in it. Let's make you feel a little of that, say, envy. Huhu.

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it is a shame I am your lover



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