It is a shame I am your lover.

Monday, March 03, 2008, 9:17 AM

bored.

sometimes, i wonder why the people that are in my life are really in my life? like, why do they appear in my life? if their existence proved to make me weary, i suggest you just get out of my freaking life. its so frustrating you know. i tried my dearly best to make someone's day, and there you are, happily ruining my happy moments in life. just what are you trying to achieve? either do it properly or dont do it at all. i can tell you the mistakes you made from the beginning of your pathetic journey trying to bring me down. you are going to fail, i'm sure. because i'm the one whose gonna make you fail, miserably too. then i'll make sure u admit to yourself and to the whole world that u have failed, because you did not care to know me yet.

okey so today is like staff development day. and i'm bored to pieces, waiting for my dear friends to wake up so that they can entertain me. i'm torn between two; go to twin sis's place or go for band practice. i miss both of them so much larh kannn.

i've been trying for ages trying to upload pictures to my friendster from the ice age i think. wth. i just cant find the button which says "browse" for me to upload my pictures. so irritating larh. and i've got lotsa pictures i want to put up. grr.

i kinda resent the way that special someone is treating my nowadays. i dont really know what is wrong; i've told you again and again. and there you are, expecting me to know all the damn mistakes i've made. hellllloooooo. i'm no god okey. its impossible for me to know what the hell is my mistakes even if it is thrust right under my nose. and knowing the density of my ultra-ego, its doubly impossible okey. its not that i never tried. i have, loads of time, but it just doesnt happen the way you want it. so why dont you try to bend your equally ultra-ego and follow my way now? i swear, it doesnt hurt as bloody hell as you hurt me.

ps: still missing you.

Labels: yawn.

it is a shame I am your lover



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