It is a shame I am your lover.

Friday, August 03, 2007, 8:13 PM

desperate.

I'm in a desperate need right now. For almost everything that matters. It is just weird how lost you feel when you do not have sufficient or satisfactory things that you want, need or desire. For right now, I'm seriously considering working because I really need money. The money factor is never a choice because you still need it. I mean, you could never not want any money right? Living in a First World country really has some drawbacks. I wish, I wish, I wish with all my might that I have the energy to work, so that I have sufficient money to support myself. But I knew I could never be able to balance my schoolwork if I work. I'll just have to save more.

The next thing I need is a better brain. Haah. As now the donating of an organ is the topic of the month, I wish someone like Einstein would want to donate their brains to me. If only that is possible. Really, dont you wonder what is going on inside his brain? His thoughts, his ideas. It is just curious how some people can think as wonderfully as that, yet others could never achieve that kind of standard. My promo exams is just like less than 5 weeks away. I dread thinking it is one day nearer every day.

Time. I wish I had 48 hours in a day. Then maybe I would be able to complete everything diligently. I could school, work, play, exercise, sleep and still have more than enough time to waste. Or rather do something intelligent. But that is impossible I think. Of course! Duh-ness!

And I totally need my Hubby at times like this. I want his hug. His insightful replies. His motivations. I need his guidance. I lurve you Hubby. Miss you sangat2. Muackies!

Anyways. On the brighter side, weekends are here again. *celebrates* Haha! Lucky us this week we dont have much to do. And then the National Day holidays! Woohoo! I think I like wanna rest like nobody's business. And reflect on myself in every single aspect. I need that. Yeah and hottstuff is like making it obvious too that he know I like him. Dumbass larh him. And he is like sitting so near me on like 2 separate days this week. Oh gosh. He really is so cute larh. Especially when he smiles and laughs. I go absolutely weak in the knees and just feel like floating in the air. Haha!

So today as usual me and my gerls had a few laughs. Haha! Mira did this laughing thing during the boring Maths class. She did the "Nyahahaha" laugh. And she did exactly resembling a horse. Haha! Then Aini did the "Wakakakaka" laugh. It was kinda funny really. And oh yeah. The day before we went JP because it was Echa's last day with us. So the usual gerls plus Mehru, Razzak, Fuad and Hafiz Yusof had a meal with her. And we sure did enjoy ourselves. We joked and laughed and pained our stomachs because it went cramped. We spend like so much time there laughing and doing nothing else except eating and drinking. It was fun. Fuad's monkey face is so unforgettable. Haha! I should take a picture of it. And I din know Echa couldnt say the word 'tengkorak'. She would pronounce it as 'kentorak'. And we were laughing madly again. Haha! It was fun. Take care of urself aite Echa. I'm glad I got close to you before you went off, even if it is only for a short period of time.

Anyways till the next time. Lurve ya'll loads!!

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it is a shame I am your lover



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